Evelyn's Regret
Thirty Three
"Sweetie Hai" Sapa Satria handed a red rose to Evelyn. Next he helped Evelyn close the rolling door of her stall.
"Blessing Sat" Evelyn grabbed the flower Satria gave her and then sipped the fragrance of the rose, her eyes closed as the characteristic fragrant smell of thorny flowers greeted her nose.
"Beauty this rose is instantly nothing when juxtaposed with your face Ve" Satria said while smiling. As usual Evelyn smiled.
"Your typical match of the bachelor force papa I'm Sat" Evelyn chuckled as she looked at Satria's rounded eyes.
"Please Ve, it's not that old" The man folded his arms around his chest while shaking his head.
"I'm anterin home yes" Tawar Satria when he did not see the motorbike Evelyn used to drive.
"No nicotine?"
"Movein the mountain I will not feel bothered if you ask Ve, let alone just nganterin go home, every day I jabanin happy. That's all I want" Satria replied with a big smile.
"Who can move mountains?" Evelyn asked innocently.
"Not sich. I'm just wondering Ve" Satria replied with a chuckle. Evelyn immediately smiled wryly.
Satria opened her car door for Evelyn, after which she walked up and got into the steering wheel. Satria started running her car towards Evelyn Tang's rental house not too far from the girl's shop.
"Where are our cars going Ve?" Asked Satria while looking at it.
"Dipake Sandi, his wife called his son sick. Pity if you have to ride the angkot must be long on the road" Sandi is one of Evelyn's officers at her food stall. The man was in charge of delivering the order, but because today his motorbike was in the workshop Evelyn kindly loaned out his motorbike.
"You are an angel of hearts. That's why my heart can never turn away from you" Evelyn shook her head lazily. At every opportunity Satria always waged a fight on him.
"You want to get in Sat?" Fresh Evelyn when Satria's car had entered her yard.
"You can get it I want, offered a much happier stay of course"
Evelyn hits Satria's arm, annoyed by Satria's endless temptation.
"I take a drink first huh" Pamit Evelyn after allowing Satria to sit in her living room. He stepped into the kitchen to get a canned drink available in his refrigerator. He brought with him the snack setoples to the living room where Satria was located.
"Still Eve" Satria said as Evelyn served her drinks and snacks. Eve chose to sit opposite Satria who could not be separated staring at her.
"Why see me like that?" Ask Evelyn astonished.
"You're beautiful, so I can't look anywhere else. Your face is like a magnet that keeps pulling my eyes to keep looking at you"
"You are, uda how many girls you modusin with your dreadlocks seduction"
"You're all Ve. Other girls don't need me to come by myself. While to face you I was almost out of stock of seduction but the seduced never cared" Satria put on a face of compassion. Evelyn chuckled at Satria's pitiful face.
"What kind of man is Ve? three years I fought but you still didn't look in my direction. Is he really special?" Evelyn was caught off guard and restless every time Satria switched to serious mode. It is easier to face when he is acting silly with a myriad of his jayus seduction.
"He's good, he's loyal, he cares, he's considerate. Almost everything a woman wanted was on her" Evelyn's eyes glared, imagining Noah's face still so clingy in her memory. He chose to open up to Satria. He did not want to hang Satria's feelings any longer. Three years is enough to start opening up, not always living in the memories of the past. Evelyn wants to be happy by coming out of the shadow that has been past, even if it has not succeeded at least she has tried to open her heart.
"What happened to her?" It's surprising that Evelyn's past men are so good why they're no longer together at the moment.
"I hurt her, didn't appreciate her existence. I thought of him as possessive until I felt tormented. Eventually she chose to let me go, but I never expected that her departure would be the beginning of all my pain" Satria continued to quietly listen to the story that flowed from Evelyn's lips. His eyes were staring at Evelyn. He could read everything in Evelyn's eyes, the radiance of the eyes showed just how much Evelyn still loved the man of her past.
"Still hoping to get back to her?" Satria asked as she watched Evelyn fall silent again. Evelyn smiled bitterly her eyes were still glaring.
"Unfortunately it's no longer possible. He was happy with his new life. He had already found a woman who was able to be grateful for his existence. Three years ago, the last time I saw him. He is waiting for the presence of their children. Right now I'm sure their lives are already very happy, maybe they already have one more baby" Evelyn smiled, but this time Satria realized the smile was a little different, there was happiness emanating there.
"I'm happy to find Sat's happiness. I accepted that I had our memories as my rations. You let her down, even though I still love her but my love is not selfish. My love doesn't force me to go back with her again"
"Your love is not selfish towards him Ve, but unfortunately he is selfish towards yourself. It imprisons you in past memories that make it difficult for you to put together a new story. Your lips speak sincerely but beyond your awareness you still continue to hope to return with him. Get up and wake up Eve. You can't live alone forever" Satria stared intently at Evelyn.
"I've tried, I want someone in my life. It just hasn't worked. I wanted to start a new story, but I had to make sure I was ready for it. I don't want to start while my heart is still not finished with the past story, I'm afraid that later it will only hurt my new partner because it can't give my heart and feelings whole"Finally, all that had been stuck all this time he had succeeded in telling Satria. She felt very relieved, Evelyn hoped that with honesty Satria could determine her steps. Stop and kill all hope or keep fighting to get his heart.
"Thank you for your honesty Evelyn, this has further paved the way for me to get to your heart. I'll make sure to win it" Satria said with a fluffy smile. It seems like he has a new spirit. Evelyn tells her old story is the first step of her victory, becoming proof that the girl has believed her. It could be a sign that Evelyn wants to be fought for by him.
