Evelyn's Regret
Twenty Two
The closer Eve got, the more difficulty breathing, the more tears pooled to obscure her vision. He needed help to save her in this situation.
Repeatedly taking a breath and exhaling it did not help much, wanting Eve to scream in despair.
"What do you want to say, father and mother? " Dedi greeted them kindly. Dedi's initiative provides relief in Eve's heart, at least she doesn't need to speak for now or her tears will spill right then and there. Eve had a little pause to calm her heart.
Eve reviews the smile while standing upright beside Dedi, preparing a note for Noah and his wife's order. Eve's hand took note with agility as Noah's voice that sounded so melodious in Eve's ear mentioned her order. His body rippled after a long time he again heard a voice that often said the word love to him first.
The tenderness and friendly call that Eve could hear back but now aimed at others, and Eve's heart wriggled painfully at it.
"Good mother, orders will be delivered soon. Excuse me" The two bowed before retreating from the room. Eve stared straight ahead, unable to look at Noah and his wife, her heart still too weak to do that.
"Are you okay Ve?" Dedi asked as the two had walked out of the room where Noah was. Previously the man was able to catch things that were not right on Eve because of her he took the initiative to greet guests.
"I'm fine Ded" But Eve's trembling voice and a little more puddle of tears will spill down the tired girl's cheeks is enough to answer that Eve is lying.
"Later to deliver the order to the room I invite the others. You take a break, calm yourself Ve"
Eve sighed then nodded, it was better not to force herself because this was not easy for her. He is not ready to face Noah, given the man's current status. He did not want to cause prejudice and discomfort for Noah's wife with his attitude if later he suddenly could not control himself.
Although he and Noah have long since ended, as fellow women Eve really understands, there will definitely be discomfort in the heart of the woman to see her husband and ex-boyfriend meet, she said, moreover Eve believes her feelings of love for Noah can be read clearly by others. Perhaps it was better for him to dodge first until he could arrange his heart well.
Eve chooses to serve other guests, and Dedi has invited other Eve colleagues to accompany her to deliver orders to Noah and his wife.
Eve is agitated, as the girl decides to go to the employee's toilet. He looked at his face in the mirror, trying to carve a smile but even a cry came out. The girl could no longer bear the wounds that tormented her, Eve had to spill all the tightness.
He misses Noah, if Noah's status is still the same no matter if Noah refuses he will still scatter and hug the man tightly. His soul thrashed expecting a release of longing. But Eve was powerless to resist that her longing was already off limits. Eve had to erase all the memories and love in her heart.
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"Ve, the guest asked you again. But I said you're going home first because you're not feeling well anymore" Eve looked at Dedi as if she wanted to make sure that the man wasn't lying.
"I'm sorry, seeing your reaction earlier I guess you haven't wanted to meet them. That's why I'm lying, am I wrong Ve?" Say that guy again.
"Yes Ded, thank you"
But Eve's brain can't be stopped from questioning why Noah asked her. Eve sighed and exhaled violently.
Evelyn nodded, She really needs a break now. Not only was his body tired but his heart and feelings were tired.
Eve again could not block her tears that wanted to fall, missed someone but to just look at it was forbidden for her it was very painful.
'Relax Eve, at least Noah's okay. He was happy with the right woman' Eve again trying to carve a smile in the middle of her tears. It seems to be getting sicker.
Eve's forehead frowned as her memory returned to take her by the time she saw Noah and his woman, Because it was too busy to calm her heart Eve did not really pique anything else on Noah's wife. And now that he was suddenly curious about her memory of the woman, his curiosity made Eve wait uneasily.
30 Minutes passed with the void of Dedi finally calling Eve, saying that Noah and his woman had come out.
"Ded, that woman in the VIP room is pregnant?" Eve asked carefully, Dedi seemed to think making Eve impatient to hear the answer to her curiosity.
"He was pregnant, and his husband was patient with his wife. Cravings again"
Feeling that lightning had struck and melted her body, Evelyn slumped on the floor.
'Destroyed everything.'
"Eve you why exactly? she who?"
Dedi looked frantically at Eve who was cupping her face with both palms. The girl's shoulder shook indicating she was crying loudly.
"Ve? still strong to continue the work? go home, right?" Seduce Dedi gently, the man was indeed so kind, Eve was quite close to Dedi.
Eve remained in her position, crying to ward off all the agony, now she felt emptier. Dedi was finally silent but did not leave the girl he had considered his own sister. He decides to let Eve cry.
A moment later Eve was slapped as her brain questioned Eve's attitude, 'Why should she cry over her pregnancy? pregnant or not staying will not change the fact that Noah should not be expected anymore.' Evelyn's feelings were mixed up because of it, she confirmed what her brain questioned.
What difference does Noah's wife make about getting pregnant or not? after all she was Noah's legal wife, the fruit of marriage was the birth of a child in their midst.
Eve suddenly wanted to laugh at her but simultaneously wanted to cry over the fact how pitiful she was. Quietly still hope to Noah even though so real he has owned another woman.
More shamefully he feels betrayed after knowing the fact that Noah's wife is pregnant and their happiness will be more perfect. While he was far behind, living in a puddle of longs and longs.
