Evelyn's Regret

Twenty Three

Two years ago was the hardest time for Noah to live his life. Letting go of Evelyn who had filled her heart and life was not an easy decision. Noah felt pain at each step, because so much hope for Evelyn that every detail of her future plans had written Evelyn's name in her.

How about Noah when removing one by one Evelyn's name in his future design, living every plan that is drawn together but in practice he must live alone. He felt limp and unbalanced.

Noah must kill viciously every miss who greets him every second. Continuing to dig a hole to bury all the memories he had lace up with Evelyn in the midst of his heart's involuntary moonshine their beautiful story had to be worn out and wasted.

Do not blame Noah who eventually slowly melt on the Shahira who faithfully and patiently accompanied his dark period.

Syahira is Noah's secretary who is mature, intelligent and full of gentleness but still firmly holds his principles. The girl laid her heart on Noah at their first encounter. Who could resist Noah's handsome, intelligent and rich charm.

If most heartbroken men turn cold and shut themselves up, but not with Noah. The man was more open and friendly than when he was with Evelyn.

All this time his reason was shut down and untouchable because he felt that he belonged to Eve, haram for him to be friendly to other women. Noah closed the meeting all possibilities for him to turn away. And after Evelyn's absence, shouldn't she open up?

His daily life he was cheerful but became so moody when alone. Quietly crying in solitude. The emptiness hit him when there was no longer Eve in his life. When his longing strikes Noah wants to be selfish to force Eve back to be by his side, but considering the girl was injured while with him breaks all his desires. She wants Evelyn to be happy at all costs, even if she has to hurt herself.

"I like you sir. I'm sorry but I can't hold this feeling for much longer" Syahira said after a year of their working relationship.

Syahira is an open type of woman, for her not always a woman who has to wait. There is nothing wrong with taking the initiative first. If it is rejected then it is time to forget and open your heart to others, rather than wasting time without certainty.

Noah stared at Shahira who had just expressed love for him. Honestly though his heart slowly recovered but his days were still accompanied by Evelyn's shadow.

"I still love someone Syahira. Sorry" Noah said at last. He did not want to force his heart, he was afraid that he would only hurt the woman.

"Mother still hoping to return? If yes then I will give up But if you intend to move on then I am willing to accompany you to slowly change your heart" The corner of Noah's lips lifted, not expecting a girl as brave as Shahira.

During one year as his secretary, Noah can judge a personal Shahira cheerful and fun but does not reduce the level of elegance.

"Alright, I'll give you a chance to open my heart that still locks another figure." Syahira smiled widely. He'll try to get Noah to see himself.

and since then their relationship became close, they often exchanged stories and complained. Syahira did not mind listening when Noah told about Eve, accompanying Noah while sad because he missed the girl.

Noah who felt sorry for Shahira once asked the girl to leave him, but he refused.There is no word give up in his dictionary as long as he felt his efforts had not been maximized.

One year passed slowly Noah's heart began to open, he began to feel comfortable with Syahira, he felt a gaping wound began to close. He began to be able to put Eve as a good memory.

There was no more pain in remembering the girl. As Syahira always said do not force yourself to forget because it is an impossibility. Eve had once meant so much to her, how could she force to erase all her sculpted memories?

Noah doesn't know if he still loves Eve, only that he has told all his stories with Eve. He strengthened his heart to step with Syahira. He needs the girl by his side.

Does he love Syahira? yes Noah must admit he loves the girl, there are different colors that the girl gave to his life. Syahira and Evelyn occupy different positions in her heart, as Shahira asks.

There is no similarity between Eve and Syahira in terms of nature or face. Therefore Noah did not feel worried that Shahira was just as his escape against Eve. He believes the feeling he has for Shahira is love. Noah finally established himself proposing to the girl.

He happily lived his status as the husband of Syahira. More than one month later Noah's seed grew in the womb of Shahira, complementing the happiness they had.

Until one day the universe seemed to want to test his feelings. He did not expect that he would meet Evelyn again after almost 3 years they did not meet.

Honestly Noah was surprised when he saw the figure of Eve, he wanted to make sure that his eyes did not look wrong. The girl looks more mature now, with her work clothes and well-groomed hair. Although there were tired strokes on that face, Noah was relieved that Evelyn was fine.

Noah did not deny the sadness and deep wounds that Noah caught on Eve's eyes.

Many questions were raised in Noah's mind about the girl, but he realized he no longer had the right to know much about Eve. The focus now is Shahira and the fetus in her womb.

"Why is that girl?" shahira asked gently, ah Syahira his wife understood him too much. No matter how small the change in Noah's face could he catch it well.

"She's Evelyn dear" Noah said as he gave his wife a warm smile.

"Well, is everything all right?" Syahira looked inside, like trying to dive into Noah's feelings now. The man did not turn his face away, he wanted Syahira to know that he was okay. Syahira's sweet smile loomed, giving peace to Noah's heart.

"Must be a lot of questions in your heart, right? if you want to see Eve I'm okay mas" Noah shook his head, he rubbed Syahira's hand gently. "I'm not entitled to that, baby. Let everything about Eve be a memory, no need to be disturbed anymore"

Noah did not expect Syahira to ask Eve the male servant who had previously come when Eve no longer accompanied her to be replaced by another female servant.

The waiter said Eve had come home because she wasn't feeling well. I don't know what Eve means to avoid them Noah just wishes Eve well and is always happy living her life. Let the curiosity that filled his mind he kept forever. That's better, no need to tell the story that's over. Isn't Eve happier when she's not with him?