Evelyn's Regret

Twenty One

Evelyn was still pensive on the bench of the city park, there were still small, disconnected sobs.

Eve's heart still continues to ask why not once he was met with Noah even though he was in the same city as the man. Why there was a bright spot when he could not reach Noah.

Maybe he was too bad for Noah to be willing to open the slightest opportunity for Eve to make amends.

Either still can he live life after losing hope, all this time he survived because of the hope that one day he will be reunited.

Evelyn's phone rang, Aira's name on it. His best friend seemed to understand that something was going on.

"Yes Aira"

Say Eve when her phone is connected.

"Why cry?" Well Aira like that, he can already guess immediately that Eve is not okay.

"I met Noah"

Free to be covered, the fact he also needs friends to share his restless.

"Where? how can?" Aira sounded enthusiastic. Although the distance of communication with Aira is still well established, as well as Darrel. It's just that Mona Eve rarely exchanged news.

"It turns out Brother Noah moved here two years ago, but I never met him. Well it's natural that our world is different, they ate at the restaurant where I work. They told me that Noah Uda is married and she's on a honeymoon right now" Eve's voice shook, she cried again.

"Well, did Noah Uda marry you?"

Aira was shocked to hear the news, she could not imagine how broken Eve's heart was at the moment. He knew how much Evelyn regret he had when Noah decided to leave.

"Yes Ra, he uda lupain me. He found a woman who was much better than me. She got married a week ago"

Aira fell silent, She was at a loss for words to calm Evelyn down. If he were now near the girl, he would give her shoulder to lean on for the fragile Eve.

"Learn forget him yes Ve, Don't feel guilty anymore." a sentence that sounds cruel but there's nothing else that Eve can do but forget, or he will continue to be hurt as a result in his regrets that inhabit his heart.

"Well, uda there's no reason for me to expect him Ra. Now I must learn to kill my feelings of love for him, hoping the universe will still be kind enough to erase the regret in my heart. At least Noah has recovered from his broken heart, perhaps continuing to pray for his happiness enough for redemption for all my faults"

Didn't feel the tears back down Evelyn's cheeks, her heart getting sore. Vaguely Evelyn heard a little sobbing across there.

"Ra you cry?"

"I can't bear to hear you say that, even though you were wrong at first two years ago you suffered a lot. I wish Noah could come back to erase your sad. But this is the news we got. Sorry that I'm not next to you now Ve" Tangis Aira finally broke, no longer covering up like before.

"It's my holiday to take Marcell to ngunjungin you Ve." Aira was still a little sobbing.

"Yes Ra, I'm waiting I miss you" Eve smiled at the smile on her lips. Although not completely yet but his heart was calmer now.

***

In fact, undergoing is not as easy as saying, although Eve continues to declare herself strong but all feels heavy, when Eve herself still often cries if remembering Noah who is no longer possible he has. Five months had passed but the pain still continued to torment his heart. He was still accompanied by wounds through his days.

Only her mother's smile gave her a little encouragement, she had to continue to look happy for her mother's sake.

"Ve serve guests in VIP room no 3 yes. He is not a random person so you must serve him well"

Said the restaurant manager to Eve who had just finished delivering the customer's order.

"Yes sir" Though tired Eve kept getting excited towards the space her manager mentioned. Only while working could he forget for a moment about Noah who was still firmly enthroned in his heart. Say he doesn't know himself but he is powerless to get rid of that feeling. Evelyn was so tired that she resigned no longer forced her heart to forget.

Evelyn along with one male servant continued to step together towards the room. But somehow Eve felt something was wrong with her heart, her heart beating rapidly. Serving VIP guests was nothing new to him so it was impossible that he was feeling nervous at the moment.

"Why Ve?" His friend was like aware of his colleague's uneasiness. Eve turned her head and threw her smile while shaking her head.

"Nothing ded, just nervous about being wrongly served, VIP guests get nervous"

The man's maid named Dedi smiled and excited Eve

"Look, they're ordinary people like us. So don't be afraid. Eve's spirit" Dedi raised his hand up, Eve chuckled slightly and followed Dedi raising her hand while saying "Enchance!" The two laughed together, quite successfully calming Evelyn down a little.

They arrive at the intended room, Dedi opens the door and Eve enters first.

Eve's body felt weak, He now understood what made her heart uncertain. Her eyes caught the figure that had continued to haunt her days all along, the figure that had been the reason Evelyn cried every night in desolation, a figure that had left her with a mountain of regret in Eve's heart.

The man was now also staring at Eve, there was a look of surprise on the face but as fast as lightning he looked ordinary again.

Although she wanted to cry, Eve had to be professional this time. Just 5 months ago he was cut because he went home without saying goodbye when he met Noah's parents.

He had to show Noah that he was happy for the man's happiness.

He slowly stepped closer even though his body was trembling. I don't know what his face looks like now, but he keeps ordering his heart to be stoic and strong. Especially when he saw such a beautiful woman sitting face to face with hands that were tied to Noah. A sincere love emanated from the graceful woman for her man. Eve believes the woman will never hurt Noah like she did in the past. I hope he doesn't misjudge.