Evelyn's Regret

Fifteen

Evelyn was silent as she stared in disbelief at Noah. Although Noah's love is stifling does not mean he wants to be completely separated from the man. Evelyn couldn't help but love Noah.

But it is impossible if he refuses when Noah breaks their relationship, because he was the one who asked for it, even though it was actually a threat so that Noah did not limit himself anymore. But deep down he did not want to part from the man.

"So my mutusin brother?" Ask Evelyn softly.

"Sister fulfilled what we wanted Eve. Whatever it is you'll do for your happiness. Now you can go. I hope you're always happy Eve. Because no more Noah will disturb and bind your freedom" Noah said without looking into Eve's face. The man was trying hard in the midst of his heart breaking.

"Thank you for being there for me all this time, sister" Evelyn said with a bitter smile.

"Sister who thanks Eve. Justeru brother regretted the presence of brother who has taken your happiness all this time"

Evelyn wanted to interrupt Noah's remark, stating that what Noah said was not true. But his selfishness all along prevented his lips from speaking.

"Please see yourself brother is fine. Big brother will definitely get a much better girl. Who could understand brother" There was a feeling of unwillingness when saying those words. But it's all gone. There's nothing else Evelyn can change.

"May Eve. You take good care of yourself too"

Noah still refuses to look at Eve. He did not want the girl to see the pain that was emanating in the look in his eyes.

Noah slaps his head on the steering wheel of the car. The man's tears came out when he heard the car door being closed, a sign that Evelyn had left. The first tears to spill in her adult life are a sign of how much Evelyn means to her but unfortunately she has to choose the most painful path to make Evelyn happy.

All of the effort he had put in to make the girl happy while at his side, pouring out innumerable affection and attention but it turns out that out of her is the happiness that the girl wants right.

"Sister loves you Eve, accept the proof of sister's love. May you be truly happy with this choice of yours" Noah held onto his chest that felt tight. All the memories that they had assembled for almost 4 years were dancing in Noah's mind, He closed his eyes trying to obliterate all the things about Eve.

The shadow of Evelyn's smile that had always been her encouragement had been the most painful thing for her to remember now

"Somehow I should live life after this Eve" Noah didn't know where to start getting used to living for himself. Removing all plans and ideals that already have the name Evelyn in it. Again it really hurt him. His first love had to end painfully.

Noah wiped away the tears that ran down his cheeks. He promises this is the first and last time he cries for Eve. He must be strong, this is all for the happiness of the girl he loves. Laughter and happy twinkle when Evelyn with her friends must be one of Noah's reinforcement to release Evelyn. If he cannot be the cause of Evelyn's happiness then he must be sincere.

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Evelyn felt her heart, She felt sad for what was happening now. All felt like a dream, all this time he felt so confident that Noah would never leave him. In fact, there is an invisible wound that feels sore over this separation.

As he kept thinking about Noah Evelyn unaware he had arrived at the place he had promised with Aira and the others.

"Bak has arrived"

"Oh yes mas" Evelyn smiled stiffly feeling unwell to the driver. He immediately put money in his wallet.

The girl walks towards Darrel's apartment. His friends have called him many times.

"Our princess was a long time"

Mona said as she opened the door for Evelyn. The girl just smiled thinly. He follows Mona to a room where she has Aira, Marcell and Darrel. As usual Aira was struggling spoiled on Marcell's arm which somehow this time the scene made Eve feel sad.

"After Ve's problem?" Darrel caught the unusual expression of his best friend. He recognized Eve so well that he was able to catch the slightest change in Evelyn's face.

"Being with Noah? he must have banned you from coming here" Mona said cynically.

"No fight, but Brother Noah cut me out" Evelyn said lethargicly. The four friends stared in shock at Eve. They knew how Noah loved Evelyn so much, so Evelyn's words were hard for them to believe.

"Why can?" Marcell who first managed to get out of the shock was finally asked to represent the contents of the heart and brain of Aira, Mona and Darrel.

"You know how possessive he's been all along. He is not strong the same condition now, he wants me to kayak first every time he. Last trial brother he invited me to lunch all to celebrate the success of his trial. But I refused because Mona nelfonin I kept. So she didn't accept me and sent me off" Evelyn said with a bitter smile.

"Yes, you should go with Noah Ve. If you can be honest you are late with Noah. Lately you have always refused to invite him, right? it's the important day he's Loh Ve you should be the same as him"

Said Aira concerned.

"But Eve reports every hour with Noah Ra, don't make Eve sad" Mona protested.

"I'm not coming" answered Marcell. As a fellow man he could understand Noah's decision.

"How do you feel about Ve?" Darrel said as he looked deeply at Evelyn.

"Neither Rail, on the one hand I feel relieved to be free from Noah and all the rules. But I can't deny I feel sad because somehow I love him" Evelyn replied lethargicly. He rested his body on the couch.

"I think you're sorry Noah Ve and you have to change. Noah uda is trying to understand you so you also have to be able to make time for him. Don't let you regret Ve. Guys like Noah are rare today"

"Well, you've always praised Noah?" Marcell protested to Aira, the girl chuckled while hitting Marcell's arm.

"Let's Ra, Noah's base is a very possessive. Ve you can't be sad. You're free now, don't have to report all the time to Noah if we go the same way. No one bans you anymore. Welcome to freedom" Mona said excitedly. Aira shook her head, not understanding why Mona always disliked Noah.

"You think it'll be good how Ve. Follow your heart" whispered Darrel as she rubbed Evelyn's shoulder which only nodded and smiled faintly