About the Heart

Flavour Games

Dion smiled and again took my finger to grasp it. Dion was still positioning himself against me from my right.

"May the kiss I took be the beginning of another kiss, which I will get next with your permission," Dion whispered his sentence in my right ear.

That whisper of Dion made me feel like I was being electrocuted, I was shocked by his romantic words. I felt a split second, my time stopped. My blood flow seemed to freeze, replaced by the melts of his poetic seduction.

"If you daydream again, I kiss again" threatened Dion.

That "CIUM" from Dion, managed to get my frozen blood back flowing normally.

"I'm not allowed to" I suddenly explained.

It's still clear how I've been confused because of the kiss a few minutes ago. What would happen if he took it again? I think I'll instantly turn into an ice sculpture.

"No problem, I'll be patient until your permission comes down," Dion smiled spoiledly.

"If I have 50 years left, how about it," I asked.

"That means, I'll age with you. I will spend happy days with you. It's a dream I want to make happen, and you're going to grant it. Shouldn't I be happy?" tukas Dion who continues to issue his appeal.

I took a deep breath. Arguing about his feelings for me is impossible to win. And 1 thing I can do is stop the debate, free to continue, will only be tired of heart and mind of course.

"If your kiss permission hasn't come out, do you post this photo on Instagram?" Dion showed us a picture of the two of us that had just been taken.

"Whatever, as long as you don't baper," my permission.

"Baper? It's not that you're a baper because of this photo" Dion teased me.

"I never said that" I replied.

"Emang didn't say, but I can understand if you're already baper. You're wrong in front of me, when I don't know. Admit it if you start falling in love with me" Dion said to her PD.

I admit, I was able to baper photo time. It happened because our pose was too intimate in my opinion. Just that, nothing more. Especially if it says I'm starting to fall in love with him. There's no such thing!

"Don't lie to your own feelings. If you start to love me, enjoy it. I won't force you to confess your feelings to me." Dion said, looking me in the eye.

I have no power to look back on him for a long time. Immediately I bow my gaze. I don't understand what's going on with me. But one thing is clear, I'm comfortable when he's near me. Is it that comfort, that part of feeling called LOVE?

"I don't demand your lips to say love to me. I just need your sincerity, to leave me forever by your side." Dion lifted my chin so that my eyes returned to his eyes.

I found a twinkle of an eye that was completely filled with love in his sense of sight. I was blown away, my heart rippled, there was a strange gleam surging through my bloodstream. Oxygen supply to my brain seemed to be thinning, my breathing was choked, I felt that over-dosing love was spreading to my body.

"I love you" said Dion gently, which made me drift with her feelings of love.

I slowly realized, having been hypnotized for so long by his gaze. I shifted my eyesight.

"Are you shooting me again" I asked without looking Dion in the eye.

"Do you need that for our next state of closeness" Dion always does, every time I ask, he'll ask back.

I stammered. I always lose, when I have to talk to him about my race and his.

"What do you think of me as?" Dion asked again.

Confusion was the answer to Dion's question this time. I'm down again. I squeezed my finger because I was stuck with my own question.

"You can't answer" Dion asked again.

I'm nodding. I looked up, found Dion still staring at me. I turned my eyes back.

I was also confused about our relationship. He's clear, loves me.

Me?

I don't even know how I feel about him.

A fella?

If it was just a friend, there wouldn't be a hug that I returned with a hug full of comfort.

A pal?

A lover?

Dion always expressed his feelings, but I also always rejected his feelings.

HTS?

I think I made the status of our relationship unclear.

Seeing me locked up in a daydream, Dion grabbed me in his arms.

"I'm your place back, haven't I said that many times. Why don't you remember that" Dion said, pinching my nose.

"Smile, I just saw you stunned, before" Dion tried to melt the atmosphere between us.

"Here's your HP" Dion asked.

"For what," I asked.

"Here we go" he asked without giving me an answer to my question.

I also handed my young blue-chasing phone to his hand. He let go of his embrace and started fiddling with my HP. It didn't take more than 5 minutes, he gave me my HP again. I looked at Dion full of probes.

"I didn't do anything, why did you see me so," Dion confirmed his sitting position.

I feel like Dion must have done something to my phone. I also checked my HP. Oh ... This is what he did?

"What does this mean," I asked while showing Dion my wallpaper.

"Medicine kangen," Dion replied lightly.

"Ngapain kangen, every day you also care about me," I replied.

"So, if I didn't exist, you'd be missing" Dion asked.

"It's not like that either," I said.

That sweet smile re-decorated her lips.

"I want to go to Yogya, you don't miss it" he said.

"When?" my many.

"Tomorrow in the morning" he answered later.

I nodded in understanding. I sipped back my mineral water, soaking my dry esophagus because it had to serve the debate. Actually, I deliberately drank to reduce my slightly shaken mind with his departure plan.

All this time, I never cared about his whereabouts. He's come or go, I don't think. It's the first time, she's asked me for permission, and it feels like there's a strange symptom in the recesses of my heart. Like the fear of being abandoned.

"Should you go to Yogya," I ventured to kepo.

He looked at me and started to catch his breath. I picked up a bad signal, from the gurgle. Don't let him, he said something I was thinking.

"Yes, I'm sorry, it's a decision I have to make even if I don't want to" she said with a sad face.

Don't continue! Your words are getting closer to what I think. I'm not ready to listen!

"I'll definitely come back for you, don't you move your heart" Dion grew serious.

No. .. no ....

I think my eyes are starting to glaze over. I was no longer able to hold back my feelings. Will I be left behind when I'm in love.

Her darling?

Do I love Dion too?

I don't know ....