About the Heart

Maaf

Dion PoV's

The warm-up term I chose for dinner and dishwashing activities is over. It is time to go to the core event, the connection of distant descendants of adam and eve that will enter the heating phase. The cold air of the room has been set with a maximum cold temperature. The light of the lamp I choose is dim, dimly lit. Two bodies have laid themselves on the bed with a loving gaze.

Seeing you so beautiful with a smile that is always tempting, makes me even less want to lose. This was my dream for decades and I will not let go. The love I felt began to fill the space of your heart just for me, I would not let go for the heart you once had. I want to be selfish this time. Not releasing something I've been holding. No dictionary relents and re-submits. The warrior Dion will keep fighting, keeping you forever by my side.

"Are you teasing me, honey?" I asked when your black bead never stopped looking at me.

You put your fingers on my chest. "Yes." Yeah."

"Related?" look at me like I don't want to be a victim of PHP like last night.

"I want to go wild tonight" you're the one who let me gasp.

"Could you?" my God by letting my body lie down with one of my arms as a pillow and the other arm rub one of your cheeks.

"I've done you a lot of wrong, honey. My thoughts about the other man, it had already become an adultery of the heart. I'm evil, "you're holding my finger which I used to gently caress your cheek.

"From this second on, I want to be someone bad to her. I don't want to hear anything else about him. Let me separate my destiny from his, "your promise that you speak so strongly. Although I know you are fragile but try to strengthen your heart completely.

Surprisingly, it was me who was unable to hold the clear crystal from both corners of my eyes. My heart's tenuous. You've said a few times you don't want to remember it anymore, even asking me to help you forget it. Although your heart can't keep it, but I can't help but believe it this time. Whether this is a promise for the last one or there will be a next appointment, for me your efforts to throw it away can not be seen one eye.

"Why are you crying, Mom?" tanyamu while wiping away the tears that began to run down the river on my cheeks.

I opened my eyes many times. Trying not to add tears. I took his fingers and I put them on my chest. "Which, ..," my lips became muffled, unable to say.

Again my tears shed. Tonight I was really whiny. Rud may be evil for being present between us and now you want to be evil for not wanting to hear anything about him anymore. But I feel like I am the worst. I'm hiding a secret about someone's future. "Sorry."

"Let me start loving you from scratch again, yeah, Mas. I will empty my heart and fill it with only your name. Let me be a proud wife standing next to you. The wife who loves her husband whole" you said with a gentle look.

There are no words I want to say, all I can do is grab you into my arms. Warm your heart that you have cooled for an ex-name. While I was still tightly hugging you, you slowly loosened my embrace. You leave me for a moment and then come back with an object in your hand.

"Mas Rud gave this to me a few days ago. He said it was a promise he had to make. He didn't tell me what it was. In addition, he also brought the key from this padlock," you explained, handing me a black padlocked box.

It looks like I'm standing on my victory podium now. Truly conquering you at the finish line, that was my achievement after you admitted to a dishonesty that you hid for days. The problem is, I still keep 1 secret that I have not been able to explain to you. If you know, maybe the decision you just made will be aborted. I don't want that, I'm sorry I was selfish for that matter until this second.

"You keep it, you keep it!" reject me while returning the box to your hand again.

"I'm handing this over the same Mas. If you don't want to see it, it can be thrown away or returned to you. I'm sincere," said you who actually make me gamang.

"Mas wouldn't mind you keeping this. After all, this box would not have been able to open if Rud had not given the key. Unless you open it forcibly and Mas is sure you won't do that" I said still holding the box and trying to put it in your hand.

Trust me, I'm not worried about the box at all. What bothered my mind was Rud's memory now and your reaction to knowing that reality. Indeed you have promised to empty your heart for him but if you know the circumstances will you help restore his memory?

"I'll ignore him Mas, even though he told me to come at the last second of his life," promised you that I would immediately cover your lips with my index finger.

"Sttc ... They don't teach like that. Don't hate him, just keep his memories as part of your journey" I said, hugging him.

"I don't want his presence to re-introduce my heart, Mas. I will give up my life, to you," you explained by tightening your arms to my waist circle.

I kiss the base of your hair gently. Giving a touch that can make you feel protected by my presence. What you want to do is something I'm fighting for this time. However, not by the way of harboring a deep hatred for him.

"Don't force it, honey. Let the feeling flow on its own. If you hate it, it's actually your heart that's going to hurt because it's all something that's been forced to do" I said, kissing your forehead.

"Mas ...," call you by raising your head to reach my bead.

"Hm ...," I muttered with a sweet smile.

"I'm sorry I'm late to realize that you're so precious in my life" you said, leaning against the chest of my shoulder.

Again, I kissed the top of your head. "How do you feel about me, now? Was forced? Or just flow?" ask me while stroking your long hair.

"I'm happy, this feeling comes by itself. My hate evaporated and changed a love that I didn't realize when it started. Unfortunately, I am insensitive and continue to insist on always being fixated on him whom I once loved" you explained at length.

"That's what I said, let hate disappear on its own without you forcing it" I said, pinching your nose. Trying to turn a tearful atmosphere into laughter.

"Sick," you screamed while holding your nose that I just pinched.

I'm a naughty fuck. "Forced it does hurt, only one forced the good, want to know not?"

You frowned, and then showed a stale face. "I know, but your time is up. I was offered no interest, now I can only say .. sorry ....."