About the Heart

Deja Vu

"You guys?" tanya Aunty Ani full of questions.

"More auntie," replied mas Rud casually.

I glared at Rud's mas. He just smiled back at me.

"Bad niece, she could hide the good news like this," Aunt Ani grumbled.

"Jenk, soon we will be besan," Aunt Ani reports the same mama.

They look happy. Rud never once let a smile slip from his lips.

Me?

The same!

I'm happy too. Happiness that comes out on its own, without me making it up.

Maybe I really love her, just that I don't fully understand. Does this mean I'm going out with Rud's mas from now on? Without a romantic shoot like I've been imagining all this time? Even at this age, it is not the time to start a relationship with a procession of shoot-shooting.Maybe I can be called his girlfriend now? I'm also confused.Yes, I've just lived it, as long as it makes me happy. I don't do anything wrong if we're together, I know he's single and I'm the same.

*****

Hate monday. That first! Because now I miss him. Not longing for Monday, but missing the person I'm going to meet on Monday. Even though Monday morning the atmosphere is cloudy misty. But my step from the parking lot to the office lobby was very excited.

Somehow at first, the sudden sweep of the wind that was about to pick up the rain directed my eyeballs at the figure of the handsome man, who had just stepped out of his car. The wind lifted her thick, black hair. Featuring his thin smile that seemed to be a hypnotizing groove of eyes that looked at him. The radiant radiance from her eyes was soft and full of charm.

Blassshh ...

The eyes ...

Mata yaaaangg ...

The deg!

Deja...

Memories of a few months ago were again present in my eyes.

Did ya?

He was the guy that made me curious at the time?

Our eyes meet view.

Exactly ...

This is the face of that man!

Look at our eyes getting closer, near daannn ...

"Sa," the man waved in front of my face.

Pyaaarr ... ! I began to wake up from my daydream. Find the mysterious man.

She ...

And he is ...

"Mas Rud," Maya's voice completely broke my daydream.

"Mas Rud," my inner.

"You're on a date early in the morning, let's go in!" maya said as she pulled my hand.

I followed Maya's steps. But my eyes were still staring at Rud. I looked and looked more and more. It was as if I was carried away in memory of where the rain brought us together for the last time.

That rain!

That face!

That gentle look!

That smile!

That person ... Is that person the same as the person in front of me right now?

As my heart continued to wonder, our gaze disappeared behind the closed elevator door.

*****

I've been sitting behind my desk. But I think I still see it. Looking at the man, with all the deja vu I've been through all this time. Although it was forgotten, but the incident this morning really turned back deja vu-deja vu that had filled my brain with curiosity.

And now, I'm getting curious. Is that deja vu man who is very close to me right now? The man I might call my girlfriend, though never got a word out of his sweet mouth.

But, if you look at the attention from him, anyone can see that the relationship between us is not just an ordinary friend, let alone just a superior and subordinate.

If that's really him?

Why he never talked to me.

What is the secret behind this deja vu?

Is this a sign of a relationship between us?

The man who charmed me just by looking, made me curious, became deja vu, I ignored it and now I embrace it. A very beautiful journey, perfectly engraved. I hope this is the fate that wrote him for me.