About the Heart

About the Heart
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This morning, the sky was clear. The weather was so fresh, it refreshed my mood. Sunday, it's time to enjoy my life. Keep away all the burdens of work, which I don't really call a burden, because I love my job. This time I can better call it a "lazy display". The day without having to get up early, shower immediately and just fill it with enjoying the television broadcast. How lucky I am to find Sunday.


"Cock hasn't had a bath, Sa! Isn't the application event at 10 am," Mama reminded.


"Rosa forgot ma! The food is still malem later," I immediately woke up from my santai.


Mama shook her head. It's 08:00, but I'm still watching television while snacking. Hearing the words of my mother, I immediately stood up, the prince turned and ....


Bruugh!


My body hit something solid, tall and big.


"You, again! Why, anyway, early in the morning already here," my scolding while stepping foot left him.


"Maclumin, yes! Rosa was if she felt bad, all got the stone," Mama asked Dion who I just hit.


"Yes, Ma, Dion is already immune to Rosa's diomelin" Dion replied with a smile.


"You guys, so go together?" Mama's looking to know.


"The owner is that, Ma, but Dion hasn't told Rosa yet" Dion replied.


"You, have you eaten yet? That's on the table there's breakfast," Mama's attention.


"Thank you, Ma! But Dion had breakfast" Dion explained.


"Yes, Mama lives to the back first yes," said Mama.


Dion, too, sat himself on the living room sofa, while enjoying the culinary show on TV that I had just watched. Sometimes he plays his HP and then refocuses on the TV again. Like there was something he was waiting for with hesitation.


*****


I stood in front of my closet. I was looking for answers on which clothes I was going to wear. There are some sweet kebaya on my clothes hanger. Kebaya gold wisudaku, kebaya wound-bearer from Mas Rud, and there is also a kebaya from Dion who is still in the paper bag of semalem.


"Which one?" mind confused.


I'll take my wisdom kebaya!


Still load!


But ...! no .. no. .. no ...! I refused to wear it for no apparent reason.


I tried again from Mas Rud.


It's pretty!


I remembered that day, when I attended Tria and Rio's proposal with this couple's kebaya.


"Replace ... Replace ... Replace ...!" I said loud.


What does the world say, if I wear this and Mas Rud sees it? Wouldn't I look so silly! Looks so crazy about him and can't move on!


Oh No!


But the truth is, I was still expecting it.


"Just use this!" I think I'm starting to falter.


"Don't!" the corner of my white heart speaks.


"Yes!" I strengthened my faith.


"Yes, I'll wear this kebaya!" i decided.


Finally the kebaya was wrapped beautifully in my body. I smiled proudly. I should be in the mirror again! I watched myself for a long time in the mirror.


"Hmmmm ...," I then took off the beautiful kebaya I was wearing


I sat in the corner of my bed.


Accidentally, my eyes found a paper bag lying on the sofa. Immediately I take it and I wear it without mind burden. I deserve my flawless make up in the mirror. My hand reflexively took the earrings and adorned the sweet in my ears.


I smiled at my own appearance.


*****


My bedroom door is open.


"Ma, Rosa's leaving" I'm looking for my mom in the kitchen through the living room.


"Is he ready?" suddenly Dion surprised me.


I ignored his question and headed straight for the kitchen.


*****


"Let's go!" take Dion when I'm out the main door.


L saw.


There seems to be something strange about my vision.


What yes?


Her hair?


Still neat flapping gel-dry.


His arm?


There was still a faithful black watch on his wrist.


What yes?


I thought for a long time.


Oh What is this?


I saw it and looked back at me!


THE SAME!


the kebaya couple again?


"This bad speech!" my inner.


"Let's go in!" call Dion who's on standbye in his car.


I also seemed hypnotized, with the submissive I got into Dion's car.


Lousy


You knew? I feel awkward about this situation.


But strangely, Dion only smiled without pause.


"What, the hell, is mulu!" I fucked Dion.


"I like! Thank you" replied Dion.


"Likes? Like what? Keep saying thank you for what else?" manyu.


"Everything you wear, I love! And I'm grateful for that" Dion said.


Everything I wear?


Oh My God!


This kebaya?


These earrings?


I just realized, if this is all from him.


"Please Di, don't get me wrong about this!" my inner.


I don't want to think about this? What the hell do you think?


And what would Mas Rud think!