About the Heart

I've seen you

Tonight finally came. Happy night for Tria and Rio. It might as well be my happy night. Because after all this time I never saw Dion again. I think I'll meet him tonight. L'm happy? I don't know.

"Sa, your friend has come" my mother called.

"Rosa's done soon, ma," I replied.

I stuck myself in the mirror again. Does it feel like there is less?

Finally I took a pair of earrings that I had already 2x pairs and 2x also I took it off again. This time I was sure to wear it.

"Sorry, you have to wait" I said after meeting Mas Rud who was sitting in the living room.

"I just came" replied Mas Rud.

"You want to walk now?" tanyanya.

"May, I say to Mom first!"

I went to the family room.

"Ma, Rosa left first, maybe went home more malem," said my mother who then followed me to the living room.

"Come, mas!" take me.

"Tante, we go first" said Mas Rud.

"Be careful! Titip Rosa yes son!" mom's message.

"Yes aunty," Mas Rud replied courteously and full of smiles.

*****

"Why see me like that? Is something wrong?" I was confused since I got into Mas Rud's car repeatedly looking at me.

"We're already a couple-an gini, if asked your friend our relationship, what do you answer?" rudd's question was completely unexpected.

"I didn't even think that far" I replied.

"Should I be your girlfriend?" rud's words were increasingly unexpected.

Yes too, huh? They must ask who I came with? why can I couple? Wouldn't they be happy if they saw me move on? But Dion? What would she think if she saw me with another guy? Aahh, why should I think of him? Wouldn't he come with Ara, too? Didn't I go there for Tria and Rio! But...

"Hey ... Is there an ex there?" mas Rud surprised my daydreams.

"Why does it have to be an ex anyway, Mas?"

"Your boyfriend is there?" mas Rud continued to be curious.

Or will wet me, messing with my thoughts about him.I just let out a deep sigh.I realized from earlier that Rud kept looking at me from behind his wheel. But somehow, this time he just kept quiet.Not much nonsense as usual. Maybe he understood I was not doing well.So let me enjoy my own thoughts.

"Your ear is good" Rud began to talk to me.

I just kept quiet not to comment on his compliments.

"I would love it if you wear it to the office" he continued.

Hearing the word earrings, the one in my brain was not Rud's mas and his question. Except the other guy who gave me this earring. Why am I so fucked up like this? Didn't I forget yesterday?

"Sa!" mas Rud started to worry because I just kept quiet.

"Is there something wrong with my words?"

"Sir, I don't pa pa pa" I replied, wiping away the tears that began to peep from the end of my eyes.

Rud pulled his car over.

He removed his seatbelt and turned his sitting position towards me.

"Speak! Don't keep it to yourself!" the Pinta mas Rud.

There were no words I could say.Only tears were slowly flowing down my cheeks.I needed time to be able to regain control of myself.

"Come, walk again!"

"Are you sure?" Mas Rud tried to convince his heart that I was better.

"Yes" I replied.

"Don't cry anymore!" Mas Rud wiped away the rest of the tears that were on my cheeks.

He then stroked my hair slowly.

Mas Rud then confirmed his sitting position back.Install the seatbelt and return to run his car.

Throughout the trip we were silent.

"Sa, are we going in now?" asked Rud after finishing parking his car but I still did not budge from my seat.

"Come, mas!" invite me after I justify my appearance that was a mess.

"Don't forget his smile!" mas Rud reminded me.

I answered with a nod. I can control my emotions. I've prepared myself, I should be able to meet you Dion!