About the Heart
Our Feelings
Tonight feels very long.The moment that goes seems very limped."Ardi" the name managed to make me upset.I still remember very well, how I and mama always cornered by the family eye.How we are always reminded who we are so dare to reject Ardi! How we are always lured with material luxury if we want to accept this matchmaking! How we are also afraid of the misery of life if we continue to reject their families.
"Father! I miss papa!" I grieved as I stared at the gloomy sky from my balcony
I watched the gate of my house. As if I could see, papa was waiting for my return from school.Papa will always be faithful to stand there until I was beside him, kiss his hand and invite him in to listen to my story.That's how papa took care of me! papa who is busy working but will still take the time even though to just invite us to walk around the city while kulineran.Papa who I always say fierce to my boyfriend who wants to play at home,though it is actually me who does not want them to approach me more than friends.Papa who always advises me how to choose friends,do not be fooled by the appearance of the outside even not to judge people from the outer casing alone.Papa who is firm but sometimes very funny with his silly behavior.And many things about papa that I always miss.
"Father! May you find happiness there!" my prayer in my heart closed my eyes
While I was enjoying the time to remember papa, my daydreams ran out as my phone rang.Video call from the Rud mas.
"You crying?" the first question was Rud when he saw my eyes
My lips still feel heavy for words.
"Did I hurt you?"ask Rud then
I'm shaking.
"Father!" my answer is short
"Darling, don't be sad! Didn't I repeatedly say, I will replace papa to take care of you!" the Holiday of Rud
"I'm fragile!"my words suck
"Do I have to go there now to strengthen you?" tawar mas Rud
I spilled my tears hearing the sincerity of heart mas Rud.I really need it.It takes his shoulder for me to lean on when I stumble.It takes his soft hands to always hold tightly as an encouragement.As well as need his sweet words that make me live in a happy laugh.
"Mas!" call me
"Never stay alone!" doorstep
"I can't do it if you don't have it!" I'm my
"I will keep the promise I made before my father! don't cry anymore!" obviously mas Rud
I nodded back.
"Mas, I'm going to sleep!" say
"Sleep, but don't turn off our video calls! I want to see you fall asleep!" pinta mas Rud's
"Yes" I answered
I also went from the balcony.Simmediately go into the room and lay down on the bed.Sayup-dyed the sound of mas Rud who menina bobbokku make comfort slowly fade my inner eternity.Sammar and slowly the sound that I no longer hear.If I've moved on to the dream world.
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The Rud PoV
I was still staring at my HP without any intention of taking my eyes off of a girl who was closing her eyes at the end.The girl's face was gently refracting tears that had just dried up.
"Darling, I'm sorry I couldn't wipe your tears when you cried!" muttered.
A moment later I turned off the video call connection and went towards the balcony.Finding a gloomy sky without the moon and stars.This sky was also spread in the eyes of the girl I just called.
