About the Heart

Unbearable

At 17:00 the series of flush events for the two brides was completed. After this they undergo a pingitan ritual until the wedding ceremony tomorrow morning. I went to Maya, the best friend I've known for six months of work.

"Hi, bride-to-be!" I held onto Maya.

Maya returned my embrace warmly. "Hi too, bride-to-be!"

"Ih ... what?" grumbling.

"What if you don't want to be a bride?" ask Maya.

"Will, of course" I answered with confidence.

"Yes, marriage hunt! Wait what else, try it?" seloroh Maya's.

"Wait for polyandry to be legalized" I said with a smile.

"Don't tell me you haven't moved on from Mas Rud!" search Maya while shaking her waist.

I put my index finger on my tiny lips. "Ssssstttt .. don't fiddle!"

"Sa, don't play with fire! Mas Dion is the best man for you, not Mas Rud. First love if it hurts do not expect to be the last love. Look, Dion! Did he ever hurt you? Did he ever leave you for no reason? Close your eyes! Mas Rud's handsome lest you blind your heart. Aarrgghh .. I don't relax leaving you if your heart is still shaky, look." Maya advised me at length.

"Your worries are excessive, May," I'm sure.

"Hopefully this is just my concern. I'm waiting for the good news from you and Mas Dion" Maya exclaimed later.

I smile. "Wait for me to be your cousin!"

******

After the congregation magrib prayer, all gathered in the living room of Dion's house All the complete personnel began Papi, Mami, Sister Sharika and family, Dion and I of course. Gutting while snacking. A familiarity that I find very difficult to look at, if I miss moments like this. Back when Papa was around, gatherings like this were always fun. Makes me a little carried away by memories, sad.

Dion realized I was starting to shed tears. "Why crying?" he took out a tissue and wiped away my tears.

I shook my head.

"Inget, Papa, huh?" Dion pulled me into his arms.

I feel ashamed to make out in front of so many people let alone the Dion family. I tried to let go of her embrace but she was hugging me even tighter.

"When are you getting married?" Papi asked when I could control myself and Dion had also let go of his embrace.

"Dion, he wants it as soon as possible, Pi, but Dion gives up the same decision as Rosa. When he's ready for Dion to marry me" Dion said casually.

"Are you ready to be Dion's wife, Nduk?" shoot Papi.

Revelations.

Didn't expect to get a question like this to the point.

Baffled.

How should I answer it. I'm serious about this relationship. But it feels like my heart can't be one hundred percent sure of Dion.

Because what?

I can't explain it either.

"Rosa is up in ... Mas Dion, aja, Pi," that's exactly the answer that came out of my mouth.

Suddenly Dion clasped my finger tightly. The sweetest smile, I give it to her. Convinced that my heart was also happy with the answer I just said. This is my way of forcibly disposing of Mas Rud without the rest of my heart. There is no reason to disappoint Dion, especially just because old love is back teasing.

"Then, after Rendra's wedding, we will discuss this with the extended family" Papi explained.

"Thank you, yes, dear," Dion kissed my forehead shamelessly.

I'm clumsy, embarrassed mixed up happy. It's a hard feeling to express but the point is I'm happy to see Dion so happy. It's more important than anything. To be happy is a dream I have to make.

"Hi .. hi.. don't play hug kiss, not yet legal," Mami again nagging.

"But so want to date again, Mi, because they see them making out from this morning," I Papi.

Whats? Earlier morning? Does that mean we got snatched? I raised my eyebrows while looking at Dion. But Dion raised both of his hands.

"Mbak Sharika and Mas Dito are not planning to add a sister to Arrki? Don't get overtaken by Rendra, loh!" god Dion after Papi and Mami leave.

"Ha-ha-ha ... Sharika's mother can read my mind, '" Dion laughed happily.

And the small family was finally successful also expelled subtly by Dion.

"Are you sure of your answer?" Dion was serious about the question.

"I want to make you happy, Di," I explained.

"I don't want to be happy alone. Are you as happy as I am?" Dion scratched the honesty through my eyes.

I ventured to stare gently into Dion's bead of eyes. Giving confidence that I am not messing with the decisions I have taken. My happiness is as happy as it is though my love can never exceed the amount of love he has for me. But I will prove that I will always give her a day of love and happy laughter. "Let me spend my day always learning to love you more and more, Di."

Dion kissed my forehead and grabbed me back into his arms. Repeatedly kissed the top of my head and never took a smile off his lips. "Let's learn to love each other always."

*****

After the prayer, the midodareni event began. The group of grooms and their families to the house of the bride. Uniquely, the bride and groom should not meet because they are still undergoing a pingitan tradition. This event lasts until 24:00 because it has several series of events. I am very happy to be here, it feels like I am following a live broadcast of the wedding procession ala-ala palace princess that I can usually only watch on television.

This Midodareni night turned out to be really there was a realization, yes. I saw him reading my message.

Guess for sure who the sender of seduction messages like this model. Who else if not Mas Rud. Of course I ignored, why pay it back? It will only please her and make me come back.

"Hi, my bidadar!" greet Dion who made me somewhat excited, afraid that the one who came was Mas Rud.

Fortunately, it was Dion who was able to calm me down. Try if the one here is Mas Rud, I'm afraid for a long time people will realize if there is a past story between the two of us. Of course it's not what I want. Because it's gonna provoke Dion's emotions.

Patience must have its limits, so Dion was silent with Mas Rud today. But if he keeps acting, I'm sure Dion won't stay silent. Do not let the incident at the engagement event Maya and Mas Rendra a month ago, there will be a second season.

"You, surprised?" dion asked, sitting next to me.

"I'm shocked because you said there's an angel here" I said.

"You are the angel in my heart" he said with conviction.

"Is this in heaven? Am I the Dik Cang E that Commander Tian Feng is courting?" gurauku.

"I don't want to be him. When I reincarnated as a demon b*bi? Spend time accompanying Monk Tong to the west with Sun Go Kong and Wu Ching. This is our world of love, Dik Rosa's world and Dion's handsome Commander in a series," Dion's woo is punctuated by his devious laughter. "Sweet, no, anyway?" tanyanya.

"Sweet, but my sweets" I chanted.

"I'm the one, "I'm Dion full of confidence.

"Sssstttt! Don't noise! Arrki is broken again," said Brother Sharika who made me and Dion agreed to be quiet.

I shifted my body to see Arrki sleeping on her pink bed. This innocent face, once again, can stupefy me. I didn't realize I was smiling to myself.

"Later, we make something more cute than Arrki, yes," whispered Dion softly in my left ear.

My cute pinch is tangled in her thighs. He grimaced because he felt the pain. I'm going to reply but I hurriedly point at the sleeping Arrki. As a result, stop his intention to repay me. I showed my grinning smile for winning an empty one from him.

"I love you" whispered Dion in my ear. "Tomorrow, marriage, yuk! I don't think I can stand it, nih," he said with a perverted face.

I'm the sharp lyrics of my fiancee who turned lustful.

"Now it is, yuk! Your glance makes me unable to stand it,"

The more I sharpen my glances.

"Come, now, just!" Dion pulled my arm.

Leads me to leave the new show halfway. Go back to Dion's house and take me to his room. "Let go of your imagination and put this on!"

*****

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