About the Heart

About the Heart
As if I Don't Know Each Other



"The bride-to-be will be saved no, nih, ngakak mulu," the roar of the voice of the man with the body of a bully unfurled my daydream.


"Happy, Bro," replied Mas Rendra to accept the man's toss cool.


"Which one, my sister-in-law's candidate?" the bully asked because he saw me and Maya standing parallel to Mas Rendra.


"Take a guess!" Mas Rendra asked.


The man focused his eyes. Not to me and Maya, but to Dion and Mas Rendra


"This, must be Rosa!" tap the puffer man's hammer.


I was surprised by the 100% correct analysis. Shady, here, lest the puffer.


"On what basis?" Mas Rendra.


"In Dion's eyes, there's a picture of him," the puffed-up man explained as he pointed at me.


I turned my eyes to Dion. Wanted to find what the man had just said, but I could find nothing. Dion's eyes, just like the eyes of people in general.


"Don't you?" the tanya immediately greeted me.


"Sister-in-law, I support you! Keep Dion's heart locked by his love for you!" the message of the man.


"He's Mas Rendra's bride!" I clearly pointed at Maya, so that this bully could get away from me.


"Me, know! But, I must also know the brother-in-law who destroyed Dion's love!" he said while glancing at Dion.


I followed Dion and smiled. Is that how Dion feels about me? Did Dion admit that he fell in love with me so that everyone would know?


"Sister, remember, I! My name's Igor! I'm waiting for your next invitation!" Igor.


I returned it with a smile again. Because that's all I can do with this one guy that I don't know the ins and outs, but constantly nyerocos.


Finally, the man who claimed to be named Igor passed from before me and instead approached Maya.


"In, who is he?" I approached Dion and asked.


"He played futsal" Dion explained.


"Can he play futsal? Isn't he better suited to be the ball" I chirped.


Dion nudged my forehead after hearing my speech.


"Don't do anything" he said.


I replied to Dion


That guy, Igor I mean, didn't seem to come alone. There are 2 more men behind him. 1 brown-nosed man with a sharp ala shahrukhan, which I make sure is of Indian descent. And 1 more, the white man with his gentle eyes.


Soft gaze?


That's a familiar word in my ear!


That's the view that makes me deja vu


Yes .. deja vu


Mr. Rud ...?


Yes ... The man I make sure 2020% is Mas Rud


Waita minute!


Why did I forget?


The bully Igor just now, was not one of the men who was with Mas Rud outside the room earlier. Why didn't I realize it? Is that the focus I'm on you, Mas? Until Igor who is that size, not seen in my eyes?


I started to get agitated, knowing the position of Mas Rud who was less than 3 meters away in front of me. I started to lose focus.


Fix ... wrong behavior!


That's the explanation of the strange movements I make. Apparently Dion caught my worries. He then approached me and gently hugged my waist. I was slightly jolted by Dion's actions. I was about to step away, but Dion tightened the touch of his hand that was coiled around my waist.


I strengthened my already broken heart. My gaze was unable to look into Mas Rud's eyes. Only occasionally did I strengthen my eyes to play on his face. Hoping to find his eyes that were accidentally playing towards me. But nil! He never once glanced at me.


How sad!


Ahh not ... It sucks!


He can act like he doesn't know me!


No. .. I don't know me!


But don't want to see me!


The shock of my heart was flowing without direction. The sadness that initially reigns, gradually undergoes a perfect metamorphosis. My heart, disappointed with his attitude, squeezed the corners of my mind with a shout, saying that this was not true.


How dare he act like that to me!


Where was Rosalia, the girl who had been snoozing in front of Dion for 10 years?


"You want to mess with how I feel, Mom?" muttered.


"All right, I'm ladenin, you!" mumamku later.


Let the heart that has been torn to shreds, be more and more sizable.


I took a breath, and I closed my eyes. Gathering bits and pieces of the toughness and happy-go-lucky attitude I had yesterday melted in Dion's arms.


If you can, I can too, Mom!


Let me perfect the charade you started.


"Congratulations, Ren! Happy Maya! Don't keep on being combined!" I heard Mas Rud say to Mas Rendra


"Don't get mashed up?" my murmur imitated Mas Rud's words.


Hey, Mas! Have you forgotten your conversation with me? So nice to someone! It's my mind that speaks but my face expression must appear flushed holding back emotions.


"That's for sure, Bro! Maya is my heart's choice. And I'll make sure she's always happy next to me!" mas Rendra's


Mas Ren, press the word "always happy beside me" on the man in front of you. Wash your brain, if necessary! Rinse all his thoughts and plant again understand the truth about love. Serve the seeds of kegentlean in his brain. Turn off all his success, which allows him to disappear suddenly from the orbit of his love for me.


I just kept nagging in my heart. Condemn his actions, which cannot be realized, all the sweet promises that he had spread.


"Come, eat first!" get Dion to stop my impromptu actions.


"Ren, we'll eat first !" Dion deliberately approached Mas Rendra and Maya first before leaving.


Dion must have done this on purpose. Already know Mas Rendra again chat with Mas Rud, even disamperin.


"Eh, there's Mas Rud!" I was pretty strong by greeting him first.


Mas Rud smiled calmly in response to my greeting. I'm getting anxious. It felt like I wanted to smash his lips, with a dozen or maybe even hundreds of gala questions. Let the lips that kept smiling turn into tears. Crying because I regret leaving me, who fell into his false promises.


"Okay, I'm going there first! Happy chatting! See you tomorrow at the office!" I said full of fake smiles.


"It looks like we won't see you again at the office! Me, I'm quitting!" Mas Rud explained still with that full smile of his.


I'm shocked!


So shocked!


But as soon as possible I'll get hold of myself again!


"Owhh so! Good luck in the new place!" my prayers are full of smiles when my heart is scattered.


I turned my body and took a deep breath. I held Dion's hand and pulled him away.


"Come, to the car!" quickly kataku.


Ohh my legs feel like boneless lunglai. But I still force you to step away. My tears are almost spilled. My defense was destroyed, I was devastated and I don't know what I call it.