About the Heart

Diam

I just received WA from Kristy. She said they, Mama and Kristy can't keep me company in the hospital. A shadow of solitude attacked me.

"Will I go through it myself tonight?" i said lirih.

I'm actually a brave girl. But imagining having to live alone in this space, made my guts shriek.

"Mas Rud, don't you know if I'm sick? This sick, Mom! Not just my body ache, but I'm sick because of you who suddenly disappeared," my voice began to get out of control.

I'll take my HP again. There was no sign of him contacting me.

"Should I be WA again? Any more? Continues to? and continuing?" my emotions began to rise.

My hands started to itch to type. But my mind prevented it a little. Repeatedly so. And finally I flipped my HP and placed it just about anywhere on my sickbed. I close my eyes, hoping that sleep will forget my anxiety.

*****

Dion PoV's

I walked through the long hallway of the hospital. In front of me 50m that's the entrance to your ward. I saw a tall man standing in front of the entrance. I reduced my leg. Staring at the man who had not moved 5 minutes from his establishment.

"Rosa, wait for you!" I said those words after approaching the man.

The man still did not open his voice. His eyes were still staring at the room in front of us. A moment later his steps turned around, his expression flat. He patted me on the shoulder and walked away without opening his mouth. I looked at the man and tried to understand the meaning of the signal I got.

*****

I actually found out when Dion was back with me. I don't know why I didn't try to open my eyes. I'm still awake, but I still want him to see me asleep.

Just as Dion was sitting down, I heard his HP ringing. He stood away from me and picked up his phone.

"Wake up?" ask me when I finish the phone.

"Eat again, huh?" bargained for.

"I am still full, drink it" I asked.

He took me a drink and painstakingly held the glass until I drank it. Then put the glass back on the table. He sat back in the chair next to my patient's bed.

"In" I called him.

"What?" he answered while looking at me.

"Hmmm ...!" I hesitate to say the word.

I looked at him and he smiled at me.

"Don't be surprised. I know that's what you're gonna say, right?" sureness.

"No," I lied.

"Keep what?" tanyakanya.

"Hmmm ... that's .. why are you here?" I found a question for him suddenly.

He held my hand. I tried to shake it off, even though I felt comfortable. I know this is wrong! I don't want to look cheap in front of him.

"let me do this!" seriously door.

And stupidly me, this time I can't refuse the door. I lost the toughness I had been doing to her for 10 years. I let him hold my finger.

"Allowing me to hold your fingers will not change my judgment of you. You're still my girl awake" said Dion.

"What do you mean?" my many.

"I wouldn't judge you as a prankster, even if I knew you had a boyfriend and let me hold your hand" Dion said.

Why else could he read my mind?

"I've been with you for 10 years, have you forgotten that?" Dion said again.

This guy! He again answered the question in my mind. Oh My God!

"Di" I hesitated to ask.

Dion looked at me, ready to hear my next question.

"Mas Rud," I just told you a piece.

Dion rubbed the top of my head.

"He wouldn't just leave you for no reason! He knows I'll take you if that happens. Don't think anything!" dion's words comforted me.

I really can't speak anymore. Dion can read my mind. Can answer the question that even I still paint in my mind.