About the Heart

About the Heart
Heart Guard



While pretending to play HP, suddenly a WA entered.


The deg!


Mr Rud!


I spelled it out slowly and repeatedly. Making sure this is really WA from him and not just my hallucinations.


I hesitated to open it. My mind wants to, but my fingers seem to refuse me. I put down my HP, then I take it again. Dion seemed to see my uneasiness. He approached me and took the HP out of my hand.


"What's wrong?" Dion looked me in the eye.


I'm silent. Dion immediately took the initiative to open my HP and find WA from the Rud mas that I have not read. Without thinking, he hugged me sitting in my patient's bed.


Dion let go of his embrace and held both of my shoulders.


"I'm right here! Read it! Whatever he says, I'll do you good!" Dion.


"I'm scared" I replied.


"If you're afraid, you're sure the WA will hurt you. You haven't read it yet. Who knows if it contains something that will make you happy?" Dion hugged me back.


Dion gave me back my HP. Slowly I ventured to open WA from the Rud mas.


Sa,


We have to end this. I'm sorry I couldn't keep my promise.


I dropped my HP. My tears can no longer be broken. It really hurts. Too sick. He broke up without explanation. Just an apology! Sorry for something I don't know why.


I close my eyes. All my stories are with Mas Rud. How I first saw it, became deja vu, then accidentally fate brought together and made a beautiful bond, carved promises of promises and beautiful dreams, and finally he disappeared ... and completely leaving me with just an apology without explanation!


Tears were getting worse over my cheeks.


The beauty of the short story with him, in fact, left a deep wound. I love her .. I love her! But why would he leave me like this?


Melted again my tears ..the more swift and the more pitiful I look.


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The Rud PoV


A pair of my eyes, found my girl sitting on the patient's bed. Your hand is busy with HP in your right hand. No matter how long your face seems to change.


"My WA is here" I murmured.


"I'm sorry!" out another word from my mouth.


My eyes then found you already in the arms of a man.


"It should be that hug from me! Not him! But I'll calmly leave you, if there's him who'll take my place to hug you. I'm sick! But I can't if I see you sicker unattended. He will be able to replace me to take care of you! Happy darling! You can do it without me!"


My eyes must be red withholding tears. My eyes are still serious to see you until then I turn my eyes to the HP in my hands. Dozens of WA and phone calls continued to rattle my HP. My eyes are clearly getting red. Tears, already starting to peek from the end of my eyes. I put my HP in my pants pocket and looked back at the girl I had been staring at.


My hand would slowly touch the doorknob in front of me, long silent and finally I turned my back on the door. My gonadal steps clearly showed that I was being sucked in the weight of such a heavy feeling.