About the Heart

Will End?

Two pairs of eyes looked at each other in awkwardness. I didn't want to start and he hesitated to open the word. A rough gust of breath we deliberately threw out together. Confused how to talk. The silence split as the sound of the door reopened. Bang Kotan smiled and came out of the pantry. So stay us both.

"Pe" call Anggen after a few minutes have passed in silence.

I'm still quiet. Wanted to hear what words would come out of his mouth later. Even though I knew she wasn't on Tya's side to excommunicate me, but it felt like something was strange. Our friendship was being hit by a storm, faltering.

"I'm confused how to behave. You're not wrong. Only Tya is too sensitive because you actually get the attention of Mr. Aryan, when obviously you already have Mas Dion."

"Yes, I know. I want to talk to him from the heart. But he always insinuated me. So, I'm awkward too."

Come out already the two of us who are both sniffing. The heart feels a little more relieved. At least we know, this is only the annoyance Tya should have talked about more deeply. Find the right time to talk about it.

"Go back to the table again, yuk!" invite the Anggen that I refused on the grounds of wanting to spend tea first. When in fact, I still want to free my mind from the words of Tya that hurt me.

There was a little more tea left in my glass. The laptop I didn't touch. Take him back leaving the pantry and walking towards the rooftop. I haven't stepped on this place in a long time. The concealment introduced by Mr. Aryan.

Turn on the laptop and start working. The calmness here makes it easier to concentrate. In a short time, the work that piled up was much reduced. I didn't realize lunch time was coming.

So busy doing work until lunch time I just ignored it. Keep struggling with obligations to be resolved. My stomach doesn't feel hungry either. But suddenly the sound of empty stomach chanting reminded me. I'll shut down the laptop immediately.

"Ah, I forgot to bring it," I muttered remembering that my smart thing was left on the table.

My mind has been floating everywhere. Dion must be worried. Afraid that he thought I was ignoring him. His situation will now become very vulnerable. His wise mind could turn out to be very sensitive. Not wanting that to happen, I immediately climbed from the bench that I was sitting on.

"The phone, don't play stay-stay, just. Your husband is in the fog" said Mr. Aryan, handing over the thing I was looking for.

In a hurry to check what Mr. Aryan had just said, I ignored the gratitude I should have said. Dozens of calls and messages from Dion met the notification. Without waiting any longer, I had to call her back. No matter the whereabouts of the man who just delivered the thing I needed. Is he still here or is he gone.

I was so happy when my first call was immediately raised by Dion. There is no drama of anger and neglect. I immediately said sorry for making him worry. And of course the man forgave me unconditionally.

The lunch I had missed for almost two hours, made Dion force me to turn off the phone immediately. Ordered to eat immediately. He was angry because I was thinking only about myself and forgetting about the foetus that was on my stomach.

"Buruan, eat!" mr. Aryan's orders were as soon as I turned off the phone.

A portion of rice with a healthy and balanced menu given Pak Aryan. Somehow the man could tell if my stomach wasn't filled.

"Why are you only seen? Wait for me to bribe?" chirp Mr. Aryan who made me realize from delusion and immediately made the first bribe.

"No need to thank me. Just finish your food!"

While waiting for me to eat, Mr. Aryan made a report to Dion via video call. He pointed a camera at me who was greedy feeding food. I ignored the behavior of my two men. Yesterday the fight was back now. Contrary to Trio Somplak which is currently not compact.

"Sweet child," said Mr. Aryan as I spent the lunch he brought while scrambling the top of my head.

"I'll be a mother soon, sir. Don't take it as a child anymore" I replied.

"For me you'll still be an adorable sweet boy, my dear sister."

"Make your own little boy, sir!" chirps relax.

Mr. Aryan rattled the top of my head again. "You think it's that easy to make a kid?"

"Everything will be easy if you make it easier" I said shepherding the conversation.

"Don't make me accept Tya!" firmly Mr. Aryan while looking at me.

I breathed a rough breath. My tactics are always read. Giving up is better if you have to deal with it. Free is also forced. His love has stopped, at least at this time as it happened.

"Bang,"call me softly.

Hearing my call, Mr. Aryan knew that I was going to talk about something serious. He pulled himself to sit in front. Looking at me, waiting for the important thing what I will say. He was ready but I was confused to start it.

Mr. Aryan looked at me more and more gently. Smile to make me feel calmer. "What did you say?"

"Yes, Bang," I said briefly.

"Why else, him? Foul you? Because I reject his feelings and pay attention to you instead" asked Mr. Aryan who represented everything I wanted to say.

I nodded my head at all the words that came out of his mouth. "What do I do, Bang?"

"Leave it! I'll talk to him later."

"Aren't you talking to him?"

"For your sake I will do it. Never mind, all that Tya said don't you enter the heart!"

If I could do it, I would not be here now, sharing my story with him. A Rosa is too sensitive about her feelings. Something that feels not right in the heart will definitely make pain. Being a burden of the mind and interfering with work.

"Don't be too nice to me, Bang. I'm afraid that a new Tya-Tya will appear."

The top of my head was re-scrambled. "Be the foolish Rosa when facing women like Tya. Be like when you rejected Dion so many times, without feeling."

"That sin is dead, Bang."

"Don't be too baper, later your heart will hurt easily," advised Mr. Aryan while rising from his seat.

"Come, get back to the table! Don't be here alone. I have a meeting. If not, I will be with you" said Mr. Aryan as he reached out to help me wake up.

Lighten the pace to follow it. Not caring for his hand, I got up in my own strength. Walk behind him, wander. My laptop was taken over by Mr. Aryan. He doesn't want me to mind. My pregnancy made him spoil me.

We walked together without talking to each other. Until I passed the table, I again listened to the sound that made itchy ears. "Young Miss seduces Other Young Master."

I felt like I wanted to meddle, but remembered Mr. Aryan's advice. I had to pay attention to my hearing even though my heart was heating up.