A Piece of Broken Wing

not a dream, anyway?

"can't all this just be a dream? am I too happy, right? to feel helpless?"

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When I reopen my eyes that still feel heavy and reluctant to open but by force I try to several times my eyes blink slowly occasionally, He finally opened up perfectly.

I looked around me there was only a creamy feel like I was here yesterday, and yes it turns out I came back here again. Can you also bring it back to my side, time? can you give him back to me like yesterday?

I don't know what happened I only remember if I felt heavy dizziness and it was dark and after that I didn't remember anymore and when I woke up I was already in the room that was a lost witness his whole taste I with great difficulty knit nicely.

I lost it again and for good even in one time I had to lose three lives at once, I don't know what would happen because his departure made me feel lifeless as well, only deserted even when my body is also powerless but apparently fragile in my soul is more visible and looks real.

It's only natural that I am? who wouldn't be sad when half his life is gone even for good, yes he's been like an angel to me even I'm used to it, and from now on I have to try again to get used to it without her.

"is it better, Mom?"ask the sister who gave me my daydream.

"suck off" I replied weakly.

"sorry row yes ma'am, the spirit of there is a mother's child who until now is still waiting for your return home healthy at home."her words softly and occasionally knock an infusion hose that was connected to my body that began to improve slowly.

"thank you sister" I said again, because I still refused to speak the truth.

"wait for your condition to improve and stabilize Mom, after that you can go home without coming back here again" he replied with a smile.

"let's take the medicine first so that the mother quickly recovers and can quickly go home as well" he said again.

"nisaaaaaaa.." said my two friends who immediately embraced me in tears, shortly after that the nurse left and my two best friends pulled over right next to the kana and also the left of the hospital bed that I was currently with. I just kept quiet because my eyes were still heavy and I still didn't want to talk too much, whereas I knew my two best friends could be quiet for a moment.

"Lo must be in the spirit, remember that there is Abi who faithfully awaits Lo's return!"said Fara.

"Its okay! You are strong, is it common to have lived this long ago, right? so suppose he's gone far?miki said again.

And only in reply nods by Nisa alone and then, she went to want to pull her body that felt sore a few hours ago. mici helped her and after successfully she returned to her place, she was, brother escorted me with father while the others prepared a tahlil event together and also kept Abi at home because Abi could not be brought to the hospital.

"hai nis don't daydream." said Fara by gently rubbing her cheeks.

"this is a dream? can't you just dream?"ask Nisa later.

immediately mici and Fara hugged her tightly, they knew it was not easy for Nisa who again had to lose.