A Piece of Broken Wing

believe me I was once that stupid

"time goes on, trying to leave the void.god please just this time, I want to hug her once again."

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...A sunny morning, after almost overnight an hit by rain and drizzle....

"dad, what's with that lek sir? real horror?"asked Nisa shuddered.

"don't know, he said yesterday it was almost magrib, usually lek sir has come home from the field.but somehow, lek father felt reluctant to go home and continue his activities, when it was clear magrib was."replied the father while sipping his hot coffee.

"now how is he?Nisa wants to look up but goosebumps, do not dare deh, later if the fit Nisa there fitting relapse again ih serem!"nisa again.

"it was helped last night, but do not live alone first he said, and now still dazed too, so the same father plans to go there again later tonight, he said,kasian bulek if there is no one nemenin kasian." said father again.

"who is Nisa?if Nisa comes later, just get a fan." said Nisa while singing her lips.

"yes if you don't want to come, it means being home alone" said the father casually.

"dad is so anyway", Nisa said again.

"What time did I get home this morning?"ask dad.

"before dawn, Lisa was still sleepy" answered Nisa.

"oh yes Nisa forgot right" Nisa said again as she walked towards the kitchen.

"this mother Ibra Lo bought satay last night, but not kemakan, want Nisa to enter the refrigerator power off, so Nisa put it on the shelf" said Nisa, while telling her mother, Nisa, the busy ones are either making what in the kitchen.

"yes, I've seen, it's not even there, it's hot mother I was and has eaten up your father" said the mother.

"hah, time?, continue that on what plate dong,SE remember Nisa last night the plate that Nisa used for the pedestal" said Nisa again astonished.

"check it yourself, it's just a plate, without contents" said Nisa's mother.

and sure enough it turns out the plate is empty."ya already means not to be redundant"in Nisa.

"later mom will go to the assembly taklim you want to come?"ask mother.

"don't deh Bu, from yesterday Nisa's stomach is not good, it turns out that Nisa again can moon nan, not comfortable if sitting too long" he replied.

"yes already, then the mother immediately stopped by the place of the bulek, later you follow the same father"

"Nisa's at home, Mom, you know, if Nisa's one to three days will be her deres again"

"it's up to you"

moments later, Nisa is busy watching her favorite Drakor, and a vidio call appears on her screen "bima biang kerok"

reflexes alone even lifted by her, her,

"habit, Salam used to be babbling!" Nisa turned off the camera.

"why is it turned off, I want to see your face, I miss, where from last night there was no news" she said.

"for a moment, are you scolding me? too much, I usually a month, even more, you never respond to B only, do not nag like mother mother to lost and discounted price"omel Nisa back.

"say, where was last night?"ask her again.

"what's your problem?everything I do should make a report like that?" nisa again.

"come, okay no no, my mood just destroyed, all last night you ignored me" he said at last.

"loh, what's my fault?not returning your message?or which part makes it to the missing an unimportant mood?"nisa asked again starting to fall apart.

"since last night you have ignored me, not at all reply to a chat from me, even though I waited until I fell asleep, and after I woke up you have not replied, and until now when I called you"said again.

Nisa took a deep breath, for a long time she felt tired of facing him, who until now had never even realized her mistake.

"you know, how long have I waited?how long have I waited only for a word hi, or something like that from someone.How long have I endured the pain, never minded, when my heart really wished for the goodness of his love? how long do I wish, that my loyalty would give me much love, love, and affection, from him whom I miss almost every second, how long do I wait, waiting for his end with others,more interesting, beautiful, and perhaps more perfect, than myself who is not at all what this is.you know how long I have to slump, you know, with all the drama that I want to end soon.but my heart chose to keep silent, and endure with unrelenting silence.You know how long I endure the pain?, the pain is not appreciated,not even considered at all, by him the owner of your whole heart, who gladly gave him love, yet deliberately reciprocated with immeasurable pain, you know how tight your breath is, you know,when trying to hold back your anger, because your love guides love with another love? you know what not?how annoying it is, trying to throw away the taste that you really don't want to make memories.you know not?why would someone willingly, even happily love even though he never gave it even a little, even if only a piece of the word "hi or something".

you know what not? that there was someone who had done all that, just for the sake of being avenged and for the sake of his love and love.believe me, I was once so stupid!"said Nisa with half a tight hold on her chest.

before then he turned off his call.

his chest feels tight, the corners of his eyes have begun to water. then with rough, he rubbed yes with his finger.he felt angry and also upset.why bima did not also know himself, did not also realize,and always like this.bima really bothers her, when the mood is not good because of the moon nan, precisely added with a annoying bima.can't stand the end she cried, she cried her own stupidity, she cried,why he cares so much.hoped by giving up the bima berlahan, but the reality of his bima can never be believed. again he makes her feel sick.all of a sudden the phone rings again l"my dream"

with a whim he answered"i-ya mas,assalamualaikum"

"waalaikumsalam, why?"tanya Ibra heard Nisa's voice.

"Hem is okay mas" he answered trying to regulate his breathing.

"it's okay how, obviously you're crying, did something happen?"ask her again.

"mas, Lisa said it's okay!"Javan. Nisa again.

"alright"Nisa understood that she didn't want to argue, but she was curious about what was going on with her.Nisa didn't even ask why she called her, indicating she was unfocused at the moment.

"yes, I just want to say that we'll be there tonight" he said before ending his call.

Ibra knows, at this time Nisa is not able to be disturbed, even though it is just a chat.except in the face of him directly.

"why her?is his feeling fucked?but because of what?

is it because of the bima?

It's ice to want to get there right now"in Ibra.