A Piece of Broken Wing

the taste that once died

"let it be gaping, do not try to forcefully recover too early.may one day be felt, how incredible miss that has hurt"

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The whirling water like still reluctant to pass, the cold still feels like a stab, to make shudder many times.

still reluctant to wake up from his bed, which felt so loose, because he was still alone.

trying to glance at the wall clock on the edge of the room, already at eight in the morning, his stomach had been repeatedly asked to be filled.

finally lazily, Ibra flicked the blanket attached to his body and then walked out of the room, turned off the lights in front of the terrace, flicked the window curtain, then continued to wash his face.

afterwards, he turned on his stove, cooked a little water, because the rain had not yet subsided, he made a cup of black coffee, and took a loaf of jam bread in his kitchen cabinet.

because her stomach has been protesting since, the weather outside is still raining, enjoying a cup of black coffee, she pressed the button on her tv remote.

Ibra Maulana, that's his name.

the adult man, who lives a kara, at his parents' estate.

for five years, he lived alone, his parents, had died long ago.he had three brothers, while his brother and sister, were married.the two went with their respective husbands.

that's why he was alone, before his mother died, he lived together with his beloved mother.His father died first because of illness.and after five years passed, it turns out his mother caught up with her father, her father, and her father, after five years passed, go away leave her for good.

until now, it did not feel like five years had passed, he was living alone.

why not look for a companion?, not do not want to look, he already has a mooring of the heart, but at the moment of the moment of his marriage, his lover broke the rope of love both. somehow, because of what, her lover breaks up with her, and marries another man who turns out to be her former lover.

some people have said "never try to start a relationship, with a woman who has not finished with her past", maybe, this is one of them. I think not only women, but women,men also have to end their past if they want to start with another woman, right?, what's different between the two?, the same as having a heart that does not want to be hurt right?, in essence.

yes, two years ago to be exact, when it arrived the parents of his lover met him, asked him to speed up his wedding date.he was surprised and confused at that time, but he agreed.but, a few days later, a few days later, a week later to be exact, the parents of his lover came back, not wanting to talk about his marriage, it turns out he wanted to return their engagement ring. he did not understand what he had done, to make it left behind. in fact, he was happy at that time, because soon, there will be someone accompanying him every day. but suddenly, the painful news was delivered directly by his lover's parents, which made him silent for a moment.

however, he tried to stay strong because he had no one else, if not himself, who else would strengthen him.

in fact, at that time Ibra had just returned from the hospital, because he had just had a small operation on his neck, there was a lump on his neck, which the doctor said should be removed immediately, if it will not be at risk of becoming a tumor. Instead of visiting, his lover actually sent his parents to end his relationship.

complete is already his pain, but he never forced his lover to accept himself, he himself made sure, that his lover is willing to be his life companion.but apparently fate planning another, make him lose once again.

gradually, he forgot all about the wounds in his heart.Some women had been in love with him, but from some of it, no one wanted to be taken seriously by him.

Ibra remembers, who does? because of using a mask and glasses, he still did not recognize him. When he arrived at his house Ibra remembered, that the high school teenager was a child who used to always call his name, Ibra remembered, that the young boy was a child who used to always call his name, when he crossed the road or anywhere.

"already a teenager turned out"his inner.

and finally, it was from there that he and Nisa began to communicate.

at first, Ibra was just a fad, but after a while, she felt comfortable with him.

in his eyes, Nisa is a cheerful, friendly, humorous and tomboyish figure once.Himself witnessed how Nisa drives using her motorbike.not looking graceful and relaxed, even the opposite.

it seemed that Nisa was also energetic but shy in her eyes.

he also met Nisa several times with a man next to him.

and up to her relationship with Nisa, at this stage.

he just hopes, this time will not be disappointed anymore because he realized, that he is no longer an ABG man, who just mating women only.

so far, he has not seen any sign of his departure, he also tried to convince Nisa about his sincerity. because according to him , Nisa is typical of women who are possessive about the heart . also looks maturity in her, because she is a woman who is possessive about her, that made Ibra feel more confident, to continue the relationship to a more serious stage.

but according to him, Nisa is a woman who can not be guessed, does not have a strong stand . because her mood that was sweet, can suddenly change a thousand percent.

however, he realized at a young age, such a thing is very natural and commonplace.he responded lightly. Unfortunately, he is not the type of man who is good at saying .to seduce him, he has no courage.

in fact, women will be very happy, and proud right, when being seduced by her man?, and not by her?,

do not want to lose again, as much as possible Ibra guard, and try as much as possible.

in fact, he is just an adult man, who is inexperienced about love, sometimes, he feels funny and clumsy, when it comes to balancing Nisa who still likes to play spoiled, and just just express her love. yes he hopes, Nisa loves him sincerely, does not want to be hurt again, and does not want to fail again.

she wants Nisa, the last woman in her life, to be with her until old age, even after immortality.

so far, his heart has been rippling again, after all this time. Nisa is able to make him feel again, even with her silliness alone, sometimes it can make him misbehave instantly.he feels happy, at least for now, there was a purpose and a direction where he should go and return.

he felt, like half of his life had been lost, as if it were to complete his day again,

"hopefully this is forever, until the time has come" her inner self inwardly recalled her little girl Nisa.