A Piece of Broken Wing

not a dream house

"every time I look at you, I always fall in love.even just every second.your love is like a gust of wind, whereas myself is just a grain of sand, in the middle of the arid land."

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fara came out of her campus gate, glancing at the car parked on the side of the road, which was a fair distance from her campus, hoping it wasn't there.

lazily, he finally set his foot toward the car he was in.

"can be quick no, so slow!"suddenly exclaimed Ken, who turned his head from inside the glass of his car.

"iya-iya patient, I don't see this I've also been quick." he answered lazily arguing.

"wear your seat belts!"say it again.

again Fara just complied, his eyes felt hot, the tip of his eyes were already filled with tears, which would soon spill.

he did not want to live with his older brother, long before this, he was a sweet little boy, who had a handsome, loving older brother.

"hello's sweet sister, today's great isn't it?are you the same as the teacher at school?brother has a present, if today's great."

"ye ye ye brother came home, Fara was great sister today, look it was Fara got three stars today"

"let's show it!, brother sister is great, see brother bring hello Kitty pencil box, for sister big brother".

"wow beautiful,Fara likes, thank you brother,Fara dear sister".

the memory of him, along with his brother suddenly present in his mind, used to be, brother Ken very fond of him, always comforting him, his place to share his likes, and sorrows.but since five years ago, Ken was very fond of him,just when Ken had his birthday, Fara, who happily made a surprise, and also brought the birthday cake in front of him, felt surprised, and scared, until now.

I don't know what happened, Fara doesn't know what was wrong with her, why her sister just changed so.

he always misses her, though not infrequently the attention he gives in reply with a clash, which leaves his whole heart shattered instantly, and from there, he tries to get used to it without you his older brother, who,despite her presence, Fara always tried to assume her was not in front of her.

and all the thoughts in his head, the questions, about his older brother, have now begun to unravel, and answered.that his older brother is not his older brother, but the son of another woman, whom his father once touched.

and that circumstance, made him want to stay away, but in fact, his mother did not know at all, which made him more dilemma, he was also not ready, when he saw his mother again hurt, when he knew the truth.

finally, Fara tried to restrain herself, and chose to remain silent, as if she did not understand anything.her brother who used to be very loving, and now turned cruel, that is actually the reason, the reason,until now it rejected all the men who tried to approach her.

his fear was very intense, only Ferdi could be closer to him so far.because, Ferdi always accompanied, although Fara always asked him to stay away from away, Ferdi faithfully, monitoring from a distance, and,when his attention is not desired.

but when Fara wants to open her heart, why is her sister coming back, trying to get into her life again.

Fara did not hate, but I don't know what she felt, a great fear, because from Ken lah, Fara had been learning about taste.

love, love, attention, and that he never forgets pain.iya, Ken was the first person who snapped her loudly, so that made her surprised half dead, father, or mother, her,never knew about this.

"sister, where are you going? brother just came home, already want to go again, Fara is still not satisfied.fara also want to ask a lot of things, this lesson is very difficult brother, Fara follow ya"

"can't, you'll still have to go to school tomorrow, take the exam, and continue high school."

"but Fara wants to come along, sister, this once is all right ?come on, sister can ya,"whimper at that time.

"Fara! hear no?I said no yes no!. Don't be spoiled, it's big you, stop whining like a child!I'm working, not on vacation! gotcha?"

Fara blinked her eyes many times, towards the windowpanes, holding back the tears that had almost fallen, she did not budge at all, she did not want to hear the snaps again.

"take all your things, and return the keys to the house to the owner immediately, 30 minutes from now!"his words were flat, after arriving right in front of the house that Fara used to live in.

"can you slow down?you can ruin it!"oceh Ken from the car.

"fuck!I don't care"in' Fara.

soon Fara put everything in her bag, and died a pair of her clothes, and some of her diary books under her desk.

then, he reached into his phone, and typed."Ferdi, I'm sorry that today we failed to go together, please return my house keys to Sri ya buk, please bring also something that I live under my study desk with you, please,

oh yeah, I put the key under the doormat." then sent it, and after it was sent it he deleted it.

because after this, Fara could not guarantee to freely communicate with Ferdi, surely his brother would continue to disturb him, all day, even the rest of his life.

when she was done, Fara immediately opened the car door, and carried her bag into her lap, "is it done?" ask Ken.

"already" answered Fara cuek, looking forward, without looking at it at all.

during the journey, either Fara, or Ken, no one spoke.

Fara chose to close her eyes, rather than having to hear the spicy word from her brother's mouth.

"get up, you get up,!"said her sister.

"then Fara woke up, and sure enough his guess, Ken brought her home, which he had admired for a while, but after knowing the truth, wanted it to feel he destroyed it immediately.

Fara immediately came out, and entered the house lazily, there seemed to be a woman who was doing her activities in the kitchen, "good afternoon non" she said.

"day, do you work here?"ask Fara.

"yes non, just call me bik Siti" she said.

"all right, where's my room with Siti?"ask Fara.

"let me between non" she said walking ahead of Fara.

"this is his non room, if there is any need can call me, excuse me to continue cooking" he said politely.

Fara looked at her room, and around, the pink room, it looked beautiful and neat.there are some photos of her childhood, and some of her favorite hello Kitty pictures.

Fara immediately entered her bag into the closet, she had not intended to be beberes, she sat at the study table, which was available beautifully, and also neatly.

"do you live alone here?or do you live here too?

it seems like yes, the father's usual efforts in his management are now taken over by grandfather, because of yesterday's events, it could be that the father continues his life here with his son"in Fara.

"what was the purpose of her brother bringing me here?is it really because you care, and you want to protect?"her mind again.

had it been, her brother had never changed, even if they were not siblings, this would have been very beautiful, and also happy for her.

for whatever reason, Fara still misses the figure of her older sister, who was always there beside her.

what else this house, has a room that shades all pink, and hello Kitty, it is indeed a small dream of his.he really likes the color pink.but his house, which he used to live in has not had time, because of his father, because he,and also brother, he rarely came home, and he could not fulfill his own wishes, because he could not make money, and still spend money to this day.

seeing this, his brother must be very successful, because he can buy whatever he wants, but why is the taste bad?he must be happy, hesitant, or sad at the moment.