A Piece of Broken Wing

lost forever

"can I just dream? it's too painful even among the other expanse of his wounds it looks more gaping."

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It has been about five hours passed from the fetal disposal operation that is in the womb of Nisa and now Nisa has realized and is right next to Ibra who is lying, who is lying down, he should not be allowed inside but Ibra continued to mention his name despite his critical condition, her lips kept calling her endlessly making everyone shed tears as well as the nurse who was there. watching lovers who hold each other and do not want to leave each other but like her the most frightening thing will make the two separate even for eternity.

"Sina....."

"Sina...."

"Sina..."

"Miss ..."

"yes, I'm here" she said, crying profusely.

"i'm here next to you don't be afraid you're not alone because I'm with you."

Nisa was crying more and more, and Ibra still called her name in every sentence that said nothing else just her name is called.

For a few moments both eyes opened and tears flowed down.

"honey...."

"mas ....I know you must be strong." said Nisa who can no longer say and hugged him immediately kissed his entire face, finally the two eyes were back open after how long. while those who just stared from outside the glass felt moved and happy.

"sorry to scare you" she said by trying to reach Nisa who was still crying profusely,in his grab both hands that have begun to dry and thin and then kissed by Nisa while shaking her head marked that she can no longer say.

"sorry, my dear mas can not be a good husband, can not be a good father for our children and can not make you happy" he said with a smile.

"thank you for all the time that has ever happened and thank you for making me feel happy and have a perfect family please don't let your happiness be lost along with my go and go." he said it again by winking his eyes a few times.

"what's the talk? we will both make our story perfectly and beautifully I wouldn't be able to if it's only by myself without you mas must be healthy there is Abi who is always waiting for us to return." nisa said with tears even more rushing flowing in both eyes.

Nisa panicked and could not yet digest what Ibra just said was increasingly hysterical to see Ibra clasping her fingers tightly even hurt. and some of the moment he woke up and immediately understood Ibra's words.

"asshadualla Illa haillalloh wa asshadu Anna Muhammadar rosulululloh" said Nisa slowly and also followed by Ibra patiently and also while breaking down tears Nisa continues to lead her even Nisa rubbed her face violently as her two tears intensified nisa continues to lead her without stopping and still tightly grasps her fingers, the more the tears flowed to the point where the voice was no longer heard and also immediately the heartbeat stopped indicating that Nisa was really lost forever.

His whole body was like boneless and powerless, her tears flowed without wanting to end up in her embrace tightly and before long her entire world was completely dark to nothing in sight.

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"patients should be treated first but not." said a doctor.

"if she knew her husband would be eaten, she would be more than this doctor, permission will you bring it first with us with the supervision of a doctor after that the day after tomorrow if it must be treated we will bring it here again." he said.

"it's fine if you keep forcing but it must be under surveillance we will bring one with you" said the doctor.

"thank you doctor for your understanding" he said again.

With her hands still attached to the infusion and also still unstable Nisa was forced to take home along with the body of Ibra her husband they were sent by ambulance and Nisa lay with Albi to their house, their brother has been informed by Ibra's brother who is also with them at this time in the ambulance.

Ibra and Nisa's residence house is also very crowded with men of duty and also Nisa's father and mother along with Abi waiting with an indescribable sad look while Abi stared confused grandfather and grandmother nya,"grandfather why are Abi's house so many people coming? why has Grandma been crying all this time? grandma is hurt ? where does sick grandma? Abi obati huh?" oceh the little boy who has just gone to school and does not understand the loss.

Everyone who sees her becomes deeply moved and also cries at her intelligent mannerisms Abi who has not realized that she has lost her father forever.

"grandmother does not papa dear, grandmother does not hurt, Abi always take care of grandmother."said Nisa's mother by hugging her even her cries increasingly broken when staring at her mere granddaughter who has not understood anything even too early to lose.

"grandma look at everyone so cry to see grandma. smile yes they all so sad look!"abi said again while looking around her who was staring at her with tears even the atmosphere really looks like this moment and the sky as if watching with cloudy weather but not rain and also felt shade even though in the clouds looks cloudy that collects.

"yes, dear, grandma will not cry anymore, but Abi promises you must be a great child must make father and mother proud, baby?"say it again.

"okay grandma, Abi is ready to be a great child." said her with a happy smile and a big smile while everyone was crying jerked staring at her even some who could not see her.