A Piece of Broken Wing

the same step but not step together

"i've never really lost, I'm still here.you think I'm that cruel?, happy on top to your wound, you know that, I'm not that sadistic."

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heavy rain in the morning, making reluctant to leave his thick blanket.still cool surfing in his Maya world. Nisa who was about to get out of her bed, immediately stopped her intention, saw some Bima uploads.

"ah, why should I care too?, do I guess, where he can stand being single for too long" he said.

then, Lisa immediately pulled her body, and went out of her room, "hum....wangi her, what cooking mother? eh-eh, but this is a little smell of horror deh," said Nisa while remembering something."ah you are ndok, mbok yo do not easily baper, a little horror, intermittently horror, which is difficult you yourself you see."answered her mother, while continuing to stir the brocade that was being cooked by her.

"cie, my mother has added a new vocabulary,nginep at home a day" said Nisa cengengesan.

"you are" replied Nisa's mother again.

"really loh Bu, why should be in this love anyway, what is the name he forgot" said Nisa again while scratching her head that does not itch.

"leaf pandan Nisa. here's just don't know, how later if you're married, people's children can get drunk hungry." said his mother again.

"ah mother, not so, Lisa has been honest really, if it can't cook." he replied again grimly.

"let's just say, from tomorrow Nisa who cooks, she counts the exercises so the ideal wife, don't have to, far away.so a good wife has become." said her mother again, while tasting kolak, tasting kelak, which is being made by him.

"mother........why is that?," said Nisa memelas."oh yes, pandan leaves are also used when lek sir died yesterday, why even made to eat nan as well?"ask Nisa again.

"because pandan leaves are fragrant, and not in necessarily right.if the mother really likes it, because it's more delicious, and if for people to die, because the fragrance is all, that's all you know mother,"answer Nisa's mother again.

"ooooooooooooo..if not in love, do not papa dong mean," said Nisa again.

"whatever, according to taste," answered Nisa's mother again, took the bowl, and poured the compote into my bowl, then gave it to Nisa,"give it to your father in front, still hot!"said her mother. Nisa took the bowl, and walked towards her father.

"dad, the message has come!"nisa said while sitting next to her father.

"well, it looks so delicious" answered his father.

"whether, you try it, Lisa earlier wanted to try, but after seeing the pandan leaves, not so deh".said Nisa.

"why then?, it's just a natural fragrance, it's harmless" his father said again .

"hum even so," said Nisa again.

*****

while chatting with her father, Nisa's phone rang. Nisa walks into her room, and tries to see her cell phone, "new number?, who?"her inner.

"yes,hallo?"answer Nisa.

"hi, how are you?"ask for voices in the room.

"ah her again,"in Nisa.

"good news, why? "definitely want to show off a new boyfriend, very males" Inner Nisa.

"father, and mother, how are you?"ask her again.

"all right, all right" answered Nisa.

"don't you ask how I am?"ask her again.

"for what?I already know, you're doing well, and soon you'll be showing me something" Nisa said again.

"what?what am I gonna show you, right?"ask her again.

"hum, you're still angry, even though I intend to ask about your news," he said again.

"yes, fine." replied Nisa again at last.

"when are you getting married?"

"hum,, it looks like in a few months, I don't know yet, I haven't asked my father" Nisa replied.

"hopefully yes, may always be happy, hum the best prayer of his subject" he said again.

"thank you, may good prayers come back to you, where has ruqyah gone?"ask Nisa again.

"he?whahuh?the ruqyah?meaning?"her question doesn't understand.

"hihi, it's different, as long as I know you, this is the first time you've prayed for me" Nisa said.

"who said?, I have to make a report every time I pray, right?"ask her again.

"dih, habit," he said again.

"what?"

"ah, start it,"

"yeah,okay,sorry!"say it again.

"mmmmm"

"so, I just want us to let go of each other, not hurt each other, and continue each other's lives, even though we're not together anymore, but I want us to remain friends, what's more,you're best for me forever.I don't intend to replace you in my heart, but I can't keep going like that either, right?, finally, I'm trying to step up again slowly.I'm still hard, I'm still,taking you off so quickly, it's still not willing, but I also have to keep going on with my life, so I have to find another one"

"before I go too, you've been looking for another.anything this, he's acting as if he's hurt the most here, you're not sane" Nisa's heart as she takes a strong breath.

"hum....yes, I'm yes .." answered Nisa.

"don't waste dong, you usually talk a lot." he said again.

"yes, well, I've understood what you mean.okey I'm sorry, as long as this can't be the best, they're okay, the best is too high.hopefully, in front of him we're both better, so,more mature, more able to be wise, and certainly happier, together with our respective partners, whatever has happened between us, make it our only lesson, which is good, defended, maintained,and the bad ones just throw it away, I hope, when later we meet each other, we can both smile, and shake hands with a happy face." said Nisa at length.

"sama yes, I must be very much wrong with you.forgive everything yes, whether how much, I myself forget, for sure, I regret, and please forgive me." he said again.

"yes, I'm sorry right.do not repeat the mistakes of the past, no one wants to be hurt, forget, and forgive, not as easily as flipping the palm of the hand," said Nisa again.

"yes-yes, I've changed" he said again.

"don't you think I don't know, nothing's changed from you at all, I'm not that bad, I'm not that bad at all, I still occasionally, seeing you from a distance, and all I know is, 'I don't ,just more crazy, the remains are not there," said Nisa again laughing.

"not sane either because of you" he said again.

"indiscriminately, if indeed I am the cause, I will make it perish all of you, the true responsibility, made insane, even making it difficult" replied Nisa again.

"astaga, how to be a couple"

"if it cannot be built, it is better to be destroyed" answered Nisa.

"yes, all right, take care of yourself, do not act, if just a little, stuck in your mind remember"I will destroy!" so, be good"

after that, Lisa turned off her phone connection.