A Piece of Broken Wing

like a dead light

"although I cannot feel every breath, and every heartbeat, but I will always believe, your love is always there, even though it is only at the end of the narrow path."

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The air still feels cold piercing the bone, in the lyrics the wall clock shows at 05:45, today there is a morning class, he quickly rode his motorcycle,people pass by and leave.

"hopefully buk Sri has not gone from his house,"his inner, with a little increase in the speed of the speed of his motorbike.he had just visited the house that had been rented Fara.because, he,yesterday he was busy doing his college assignments, which these few weeks were very crowded.

Arriving, he immediately searched for the key where Fara kept her.after sliding a thick doormat in front of the door."ah here she was"his inner, as soon as he opened the door, he opened the door,and looking for what Fara ordered to her.after getting it, she put it in her backpack, then she rushed to the buk house Sri wanted to give the house keys to her."excuse the buk" she said,

"yes, who are you looking for?"there was a voice coming from inside the house."this is buk, I can take the house keys from Fara" she said, "oh yes-yes, fine"

After that, he immediately got on his motorbike, and drove quickly towards his campus.After a while, he finally arrived.

Arriving in class, she can't find Fara, "where is Fara?did it not come in?is he sick?"his brain kept wondering.

His morning class was finished, he immediately went, left the class and immediately went home, to the place where he lived.not long after that he arrived, and immediately threw his body, into a simple wooden chair,what he used to use to just relax, or unwind his fatigue, after he came home from college, or from his work.Suddenly he remembered what Fara put on him,immediately he opened his backpack, and opened page after page of Fara's diary.

The first few pages, telling her story, and her friends back then, and there were also some photos of them while they were still in high school.she only smiled occasionally looking at her, until she was on the page where Fara began to tell, she said,his life story, family, friends, also about his romance.

At first, he was not interested in reading further.but, at first glance he saw like his name was written in the note, making him curious, and he finally read it carefully.

"don't you ever ask me why I'm silent, not unreturned, what else deliberately avoid, and also stay away.account just afraid to get hurt.I don't have the courage, even if just by saying "yes"when you wholeheartedly declare love, and also love, to me, who is always thirsty for affection.I know, you have waited too long, and also long enough, too,looking at me from a distance, you think you're the only one who's tormented?I too, even more so, what else, when the comfort was coming, and also the more real the presence, made me more crowded, and difficult to be without you just a day.but I was too afraid, I was too afraid,to reveal right, and also to be frank with you, even though there are so many, who are trying to establish a relationship, I am still reluctant.not not wanting to start, I am even too afraid, I am still reluctant,I know, you must feel in vain, but not only you are suffering, I also.I really want to end this immediately, I want to end it immediately,so I tried to be bold, to begin to accept your presence in my life, because I too, like you, have a feeling, and love, which hopes to be avenged by his love."

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when I'm with you, I realize that feeling is growing.The feeling of wanting to always be with you, and wanting to always be by your side, even now, won't be easy for me, I hope, I hope,may you still be loyal to your feelings, which you once nourished for me,

I haven't been able to tell you yet, but it's late, I can't sleep, and I'd love to hear your voice, but I know, you must be busy with your work, because without asking, usually, you're busy,you have come by giving a greeting.

a great thing, which happened in my life, which made me doubt, and also could not think far, of what I should do.usually, you will gladly, hear me, hear me,giving me the best advice, and also encouraging me, who is always more, and also less, of life.

I love you more and more, as time goes by.you won't know, because I'm ashamed to reveal it to you.when I like it, when you deliberately shoot me.it's the first thing in my life,feeling happy, when someone expresses his love, turns out to be this happy, I want to continue to hear it every day from you, I have often heard expressions of love, but from others, but from others,but when you reveal it, I am happy, and want to always hear it again, again, and again, from you who have filled the space of my heart, and from now on, from now on,your name is beautifully engraved, in the recesses of my heart FERDISNSYAH I love you"

happy ones? he was very happy to know, that Fara also had the same feelings for him.

Finally, his waiting has been avenged.although he had wanted to surrender, but fate was on his side this time.

"do you know that I have been in darkness alone for too long, though the world is very bright, believe without you I am in a long darkness, and now you welcome me with your light,for both of us."in Ferdi happily.

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"wait for the den, let Siti check" she replied as she walked to Fara's room.

tok....

"non Fara's breakfast is ready, isn't he up yet?"his words from behind the door but there was no answer. bik Siti finally pushed the door, it was not in the key and finally opened.

"non wake up non"this is noon said bik Siti

"emm mom,..Fara is still sleepy Fara's body hurts all, can I let Fara sleep a little longer." her answer sounds like whining.heard her answer, can't,bik Siti immediately checked her forehead and sure enough her temperature was very hot quickly bik Siti out of the room while running.

"what's the bik?why even run?where's Fara?" said Ken.

"non Fara fever den this I was looking for a compress." replied Bik Siti while running to the kitchen and preparing a compress for Fara.

"when has Bik?last night ?"ask Ken worriedly.

"don't know den yesterday afternoon anyway we still eat together kok, but the eyes of non Fara sembab may cry and had heard non Fara calling mother. It seems non Fara miss her mother."said bik Siti then walked while carrying warm water to compress Fara.

"here's the bik, let me." said Ken while taking over the bowl of warm water.

"loh Aden's not going to the office?"ask Bik Siti again.

"later bik after finishing taking care of Fara, please be ready for my needs as usual ya bik." said Ken then walked to Fara's room.

After Ken immediately squeezed out the cloth he used to compress Fara, feeling that something was stuck to her forehead, Fara immediately opened her eyes,"sister Ken, what's the matter?"she asked softly, while trying to get up from her sleep.

"just lie down! why a fever?what are you thinking?"ken asked, holding up the cloth on Fara's forehead, which had almost fallen because he was shocked.

"nothing" he answered flatly.

"don't lie, I'm asking you to stay here not because I want to, father who asked and mother also agreed to her anyways you'll be safer here" he said again.

Fara just fell silent without a sound he also did not intend to answer.

"breakfast and take your medicine later Bik Siti will take care of you I have to go to the office again" he said, after that Ken went out of the room. Fara was relieved, when she saw her sister's body disappear from behind her bedroom door.

"bik is ready?tipped Fara yes, please feed her and also the medicine is in the box as usual ya bik." said her while reaching for the box that bik Siti gave her.

"well and ready." replied Bik Siti while preparing, and took the drug that Ken meant.