A Piece of Broken Wing

why are we still jealous here?

"perhaps it's best for my taste in you to disappear slowly because it shouldn't exist between us and hurt many other hearts."

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A pair of eyes were looking out the window of his room by hugging his knees tightly, there was a slight sense of relief and a slight lightness in the corner of his feeling but his entire body felt very sick and also tired. each of his joints felt very painful making him reluctant to move and curl up once again, without realizing his tears shed with his own.

lately a lot of burdens are thought by her, her whole body feels tired as well as her mind and her heart.

"what Nisa said is that I need to see you soon, so that all of this soon finds a bright spot and I need to be as soon as possible, ah as good as tomorrow I have to meet father no matter what." Inner heart.still rubbing the corner of his wet eyes his phone vibrated on the table with as soon as he grabbed it.

"yes hello." she replied.

"hi what are you doing? why don't I see your face?"his words in sebrang, apparently it was a vidio call because Fara's reflex immediately raised it but it turned out it was a vidio call made him panic instantly, he said, because he had just cried he didn't want Ferdi to ask him a no-no.

"in a moment, I want to go to the bathroom" she replied at last, quickly washing her face with her face soap after that immediately re-grabbing her phone by showing her face was still wet.

"yes, why ?" ask her finally.

"no, just want to see you. Is there anything you want to tell me? your face looks moody?" ask her.

"em there is a little, tomorrow I want to go to see Dad there are many things that I have to finish quickly before our KKN schedule is fixed." said Fara.

"okay good, tomorrow I'll pick you up where?"ask her.

"don't thank you, as well as I'm alone worried that you think that no-no later when you see us together, the last time my relationship with my father is not okay" he replied flatly.

"how can I let you go alone?"say it again.

"no papa, I can do it." she replied with a smile.

"why do your eyes look so puffy? crying huh? anything serious?"ask her again.

"there's nothing to be afraid of I'm good, just a little well you know that I'm very whiny, and these few days it seems like I'm feeling very crybaby and I don't like myself at the moment" Fara said again by forcing a smile.

"i'll be with you, if you want to see your father alone please, but I can't let you travel alone, instead of me here panicking and worrying about you I'd better come with you." she said again .

"yes, if you insist on how else, I am arguing today, too, I feel like my body is running out of energy when I'm not changing anything even since here just sleep until almost magrib." he said again..

"your mind is too tired, don't think too much of myself I exist, anything for you while I can help you for sure I do never think that you're alone here huh? look you're getting thinner." he said again.

"oh yeah? real timing? I really look take care of? I didn't pay much attention anyway, but lately I've been lazy to eat." said Fara again by checking the second part of his cheeks that look not nervous anymore.

"your cheeks don't flutter anymore your nose looks like wood blocking the way, but it's still pretty" she said with a smile.

"uh uh? what's the thousand for?" ask her again.

"what else? to pay for your spare change that's right." said Fara then laughed loudly and also look so loose. make someone who was on the end of his call smile happy,"I finally came back to see and hear your laughter which some days has never been seen on your face" her inner self with a smile.

"have you laughed? satisfied yet hum?I will ask for a more unwilling price if only a thousand rupiah is not even enough to pay for parking." said with me manyun his lips at a glance.

"hihi'm sorry sorry, I'm let go." said Fara with restraining her laughter that would come out again.

"have not eaten yet? let's buy me a meal if he hasn't said he wants to pay for my hum?"ask her again, now it's her turn to laugh there.

"not yet, but males . tomorrow yes we go together is it already night." said Fara again.

"yeah yes, yes it's a break tomorrow we will go, just tell ya what time we will leave." he said later.

"ah yes of course, see you." said Fara then had not had time to reply by her already turned off by her, "huh almost I just misspoke." said her, said her, then turned around intending to put his cell phone back on his desk, but he was startled by Ken's presence in the middle of his bedroom door with his hands folded across his chest.

"have you talked?"ask Ken.

"sister Ken, what's there? since when? I'm done why?"ask her by putting her cellphone immediately, and approach her, but Ken instead went in and sat on the edge of her bed by tapping her big toe.

"why brother? so jumpy?"ask Fara to start her conversation.

"where are you going tomorrow?"ask her flatly.

"em there are some places that I have to visit with Ferdi tomorrow not long, just go home and not stay overnight." said Fara but immediately remembered if Ken had been there somehow since when, when, did he hear all his chatter with Ferdi. "ah as good as him I'm honest this is not the right time to lie to Fara."his inner.

"first I want to see you first, my relationship with the last father is not too good, brother Ken knows for himself." said Fara finally honest.

"i thought you were going to lie, but you're choosing to be honest is a good thing." - Ken.

"dad was on a business trip out of town I don't know when I got back" Ken finally said.

"can Ken's brother ask me when you're back?"say Fara again.

"all right, I'll ask you later, and what's your relationship with who Ferdi was ? do you feel happy?"ask Ken slowly.

"em so far so good brother, I'm happy he's always been good to me, and for sure he's always with me supporting me even though I always let him down" Fara replied with a wry smile, given his treatment that many times rejected Ferdi in his life.

while Ken felt a little claustrophobic in the corner of his heart when he heard it clearly, that Fara was happy with Ferdi should he feel happy because Fara got his happiness because all this time he was not able to give it. but he still felt unwilling somehow.