
"if my time is over I leave
my two angels, Lord, please don't you also uproot her with my heartbeat."Ibra_Maulana
I feel very lucky to have him as my husband, and I feel happy at this time because he always accepts all the things that are in my weakness and to my weakness for sure. he who always understands even when he feels tired, and he who always accepts even though he is actually not okay, he said, maybe I have done good in the past so that at this time I feel happy and also lucky to have it.
I look lovingly his face looks tired, but still looks handsome in my eyes, he who always patiently faces my bad attitude that sometimes likes to cross the line, he said, but patiently he still relented and again he was very mature in everything maybe that was the point' most importantly when we live with a more mature man then he will always know where his way to find a gap in every problem.
I who initially accepted by force now I selfishly force not to lose him. Bodo period he was too good for me who was too bar-bar according to my friend, he was too good, the most important thing is that I got him the best he has ever been in my life, until now when I feel bored and also tired from daily activities, she can also still make me feel like a teenage girl who has just fallen in love, there are ideas that make me feel special even not infrequently I feel embarrassed in front of her.
Already, this is too perfect for me, living a happy and almost perfect husband has an active and intelligent and worrisome child, not a few people out there who feel jealous of our lives, without them knowing how you both once slumped for so long because of love.
Abidzar Maulana and Ibra Maulana are two successful people who make me feel perfect and happier, even though I am only at home, it is because Ibra did not let me be too tired, he said, and if I remember feeling embarrassed, because exactly a week after we got married I cried because I felt tired of being a wife. CK memenag yes then I am embarrassed if suddenly remembered.
Mas Ibra works in his branch office which is not too far from our home, although it is still small and has not developed rapidly because it is only two years of operation, but also has not been, while his headquarters are outside the city in the care of his best friend who is very trusted by him.
I sometimes ask her why she can trust her so much while she's someone else, what if something bad happens? it is precisely sometimes the human that we need to fear is he who is closest to us even still blood, that is what is always said by him, and I think there is a truth too, too, so after that, I never followed or interfered with his business again.
I'd rather see her come home from work and welcome her, and play with Abi and take her to school that's my daily habit at home, sometimes we play also to the place of grandmother and grandfather Abi who is not too far from our home.
Until one day something that I realized but immediately I pat with his own, when he saw his getting thinner and also looks tired faster makes me feel afraid, but he always said there was nothing wrong with his body and he was fine don't worry about it getting better soon after the break and always like that. and I'm sorry to hear that, I used to give up because I didn't want to argue, and eventually my fear actually happened.
He hasn't been to his office for two hours, even I just came home to take Abi he was brought home by his friend made me panic and immediately I asked to help at the hospital, brought to the hospital, that's all he still refuses and still quibbles he's fine.
because I've been hinting at something Memnag is making her helpless right now.
"excuse me buk I beg permission ya want to go outside for a while" he said while I was busy waiting here and there walking unclear.
"oh yes please, buy food if hungry just take it." said me by giving up the ATM I brought because I did not have time to bring money case.
"ah no need to buk, I have a mother who wants something let me find it looks like mother has not had breakfast" he said again.
"thank you, let me find out for myself if I want to." answered me, and he nodded and passed from before me.
shortly after the doctor came in and out of the room, I immediately approached him.
"how is the doctor doing my husband?"ask me in panic.
"at this time he was still unconscious, seeing his condition as very serious we were doing further examination and the results were at the earliest one time twenty-four hours, had been conscious but fainted again, but fainted again, but let it be okay let him rest first, while waiting for the other results I need you to observe, let's come with me." said the long doctor and I admired, then follow behind him.
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After arriving at the doctor's room, he immediately asked about the things that happened and I only answered as far as I knew because it had never fainted even legs, feet and legs, and mas Ibra always refused Every time I asked to check further, after that I immediately went out and returned to see the condition of Ibra mas who is currently lying with an infusion in his hand, and also the oxygen in his face, "it seems I can't imagine anything bad happening to you mas." said me by continuing to peek at his fingers.
Shortly after brother came, and immediately approached me who was crying out of fear, mas Ibra also did not immediately realize, somehow I do not know the word doctor did not papa but why long."kak"I said with a hug, "what happened to Nisa? Ibra why?"ask her by trying to remember me."I don't know brother, suddenly he fainted and several times until now has not realized, I'm afraid brother." said me with a cry, "already do not cry yes, calm Ibra will definitely be fine."he said by wiping his own tears and hugging me tightly.