A Piece of Broken Wing

A Piece of Broken Wing
The turmoil of two hearts



"good rest, may you have a good dream, do not forget to take the vitamins that I have stored in your briefcase, and put it in your room drawer I see your body is too tired these days, some days, don't get sick there's me always waiting for your sweet words every morning in this room."


Instantly the corner of my lips smiled reading the contents of his message, and immediately I opened my briefcase was sure there were some vitamins stored in it.


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I immediately grabbed a flat object that lined up neatly with me immediately swallowed and then I put it on the table, I'm lyric clock on the wall that shows at nine o'clock at night I feel like I want to immediately throw my body that feels heavy since yesterday. but before deciding to fall asleep I want to make sure if the door is locked properly, because the bik Siti say goodbye tomorrow will not come because there is a family event for one Sunday. of course I feel not willing it means I will not eat his cooking for long.


I lazily forced my feet to walk but my eyes were drawn to Fara's room that opened a little I wanted to make sure if she was asleep, when I reached the door it turned out he was still awake and looked pensive by holding a cellphone in his hand, which was seen once the look of his face is difficult to understand. we were brothers but before I left after that we were separated for quite a long time, because I had no idea what he was and what he was doing right now. I curiously approached him who was pensive on his own.


"why is something bothering you? why does it look so moody?"


"ah brother Ken, I don't papa kak just feel a few weeks this is a lot of my duty until it feels dizzy my head." said him while playing his two eyeballs that like holding something.


"well just say it if you need anything, and do not get used to contemplating alone rest, I will go out bik Siti tomorrow did not come already permission for a week."


"what a week?" ask her surprised.


"yes, why?" I was more astonished.


"well, I'm very busy when, yes already, please brother Ken close the door of my room all ya" he said and only I nod my head, after passing from Fara's room I immediately checked the front door and also the back after that I returned my body.


I held back my chest that was beating irregularly when facing Fara earlier, and I realized that my feeling was not over yet. "ah come on I've decided to choose Jasmin why my heart still reacts another time with Fara, come on Ken she is your sister you should be able to throw this crazy feeling on her, ah yes when I said I had a taste for her it seemed like she looked ordinary. There was not even a sense of surprise or anything, either, her face remained flat and nothing but I could see she was hiding something in the corner of her eyes, looking occasionally she was stunned before regaining consciousness, he's your brother don't get curious about his personality let him have another happy just like any other human out there."


Then I decided to close my eyes which were already heavy and very sleepy.


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Fara who was surprised by Ken's arrival to his room and asked his condition, made him a little nervous but he tried to respond with ordinary course, but by switching his Ken mode to his make him feel foreign. what else when frankly he said that he had a taste to her, but he had forgotten and already had another woman.


"who is that woman? his friend or his office staff? ah, whoever it is I should be happy right now, right? at least my brother has returned after a long time, but why do I feel lost in me?" while being cool with his own mind his phone shook and it turned out to be a call from Ferdi.


"yes hello, why hum?"ask Fara.


"sorry I just got to read your chat I just got home from work I thought you were asleep so I tried to call" replied Ferdi.


"yeah, I was just about to go to bed, haven't I taken a shower yet?"asked Fara who seemed reluctant to end her call.


"just now, this is also I'm just about to take a break" replied Ferdi.


"well, I wanted to ask you something."


"what? ask her?"


"is it true that you also have a taste with me? you love me too?"


"i don't know, but I feel comfortable being with you you know I've never been with anyone but you."


there was a sense of disappointment the day Ferdi heard Fara's reply, but he tried to understand Fara's condition which was like being closed to other men and it was true that he was just a regular man with her. even some of their college friends thought the two were dating for a long time.


"Ah yes I understand, rest tomorrow there is morning class I will also rest." said Ferdi before ending his call.


"Ferdi?"


"yes why?"


"sorry yes, you must be disappointed again.thank you are still waiting and always accompany me even when I do not know where to lean." he said that began to sound raucous, his feelings are not okay since his brother's return a few hours ago.


"no problem, whatever it is for you don't cry I'm not at your side, you can cry as much as you can when you're with me."


"yeah, yes it's a break that I will also rest." shortly after the call both of them ended.


"what's wrong with my feelings? why does it feel so cramped?" fara's mind was not at all calm at this time, usually Ferdi who was happy to hear it but after hearing his answer he realized, Ferdi was tired, and precisely was disappointed with him. again he made it


disappointed after a few times but until now has not been able to solidify his feelings.even now he is confused, after some time ago convinced that he loves Ferdi, he loves Ferdi, and why as if now he again hesitated with himself.Even when Ken clearly told him that he had a lover, he should feel happy but now his feelings even more chaotic. he seemed to not accept if Ken had a lover and is now learning to forget him.


It feels like he wants to call Nisa right now, only he can give her the solution at this time.he is also friendly with Mici, he is also friendly with her, but for this kind of thing Nisa is more able to behave as the most mature human among the three, even among the three Nisa is the youngest age, but all his attitudes and maturity are owned by him. Even Mici also feels like that, too, therefore when one of the two contacted Nisa without any one of the two was not angry and understood. indeed Nisa was the one who could keep them intact until now. Mici is more visible bar-bar in between his three, and he is less talkative and Nisa complements both.Bars can also be quiet and the best listener.


His eyes were still reluctant to sleep, despite the legs he tried to force his


"sister Ken's asleep yet?"inwardly, he then walked out of the room and towards the kitchen then picked up a glass of drinking water and sat down at the table, after finishing his drink he again walked into the room when passing Ken's room he stopped for a while and opened the door then entered, it turns out Ken had fallen asleep Fara then sat on the edge of Ken's bed, Ken, and then he sat down, and suddenly he remembered his childhood memories.usually when he could not or had trouble sleeping Ken would accompany and read a fairy tale to him. Fara smiled as she remembered it, her childhood was so perfect, as Ken moved to touch the body of Fara who was now sitting at the side of her bed, to her surprise she woke up."Fara's? what was? something happen?"ask her to panic.


"no brother, nothing happens whatever I just can't sleep, can I sleep here with Ken's brother?"said Fara.


Ken who was still unable to digest just nodded, then realized "come here!"he said as he shifted and Fara then moved and lay down next to him. While Ken tried half as he could, "how could I sleep in bed with you Fara?" her inner. whereas Fara also wanted to make sure"is it true that kak Ken has completely removed the taste"in Fara.