A Piece of Broken Wing

let me fall in love

"i may not be your first love, but I want only me to be your last."

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arriving at home, Nisa opened the door and went straight to the bathroom, her eyes felt heavy she washed her face then opened her father and mother's room.

"there is no one, meaning that father and mother have not come home" said Nisa.

"lookingfor what?"asked Ibra who was sitting in the living room.

"same father mom hasn't come home yet!"answer Nisa.

"oh yeah, what do you want us to go there?"ask her again.

"ah but I was sleepy," answered Nisa lazily, then sat down beside Ibra.

"where are you going?"ibra asked astonishedly, seeing Nisa rise again from her seat, after seeing her here and there since.

"behind the same plate to drink, buy satay for what if not eaten" he replied by not looking.

"mas buy this much, father and mother will not exist.if at tomorrow's meal where delicious is usually, I never refuse satay, even though it has been eaten, even though it has been eaten,although I will still eat three portions, but at this time I am not lucky, between the eyes, stomach, and my head, can not be friendly.my stomach wants to eat satay, but my eyes are heavy, but my eyes are very heavy,and my head also feels one-sided.aih I contracted the virus mother mother of three children from where this"oceh prolonged, while preparing satay that has been bought Ibra earlier, Ibra,and also took out some fruit he separated some.

Ibra who saw Nisa's behavior only smiled and shook her head occasionally.

"have finished nagging him?let me check here, why get a headache, and yes did you say you contracted the mother virus mother of three children?what virus is it?ibra asked as she pulled Nisa closer to her, then examined her forehead, and gently massaged her head occasionally.

"yes this is mas, sleepy eyes, hungry stomach, dizzy head, it is the mother virus mother of three children" answered Nisa turned to Ibra then grinned the horse.

"you, could it be. It's just the mother of three children who have complaints like that?"ibra said again while slightly slashing Nisa's forehead.

"AW is sick," said Nisa while rubbing her forehead.

"you eat, you haven't eaten yet, have you?what was cooking at home?"ask Nisa again.

"during the time of the meal itself, you also eat dong, it was not cooked at home, so the whole day is not home, and indeed the night will go, so do not cook, this is why the fruit is separated like this?"ibra answered, while eating the satellite.

"this is for the mas take home, this much fruit does not run out as well, at least I only eat.mas who must eat a lot of fruit to be healthy." said Nisa again.

Ibra had finished eating, Nisa immediately took care of it.Di saw it was still at 20; 40 wib just deserved his mother had not come home.

"gold"

"yes, why?"

"i'm sleepy, but mom's not home yet, and don't go home".

"yes, why don't we just go there?"ask Ibra.

"mas, did Nisa say, that I'm serious about not lying, can I sleep here?"nisa said while pointing at Ibra's thigh.

"hem yes already, can be here." Ibra said welcoming the head of Nisa.

"mas play mobile phone, let's not get bored, later if father and mother have come home and wake up Nisa yes" said Nisa.

Ibra is not too fond of playing mobile phones, she is also ordinary even though she does not have a cell phone though.ibra saw the picture of Nisa on the gallery of Nisa's phone, she smiled why there could be a picture of her on Nisa's phone, Nisa's phone, she said,and that picture was a long time ago that she didn't even have it anymore, and some pictures of Nisa with some of her friends at school."When I saw Nisa wearing a school uniform like this, I felt like a pedophile"inner Ibra with a smile.there are no strange images strange, the rest is just a picture of Nisa posing in a certain place.appearing on the last slide, she found a picture written like on the sand"let my race and your race be sad, even though the body can no longer have let the heart have it.bima Nisa"

the image was unintentionally instantly disturbing his mind."does Nisa still have a lover or something? did he accept me because he had to?why didn't I ask him first"batin Ibra churned, and suddenly his heart became worried.he looked at Nisa's sleeping face that made her thighs as a pillow.and his fingers still rubbed her slowly even though Nisa had fallen asleep.

there was a little fear in his heart, he had never felt in love all this time, usually, and the first before being with Nisa, he was used to it like that,he would have asked for it.never shot or anything like that, maybe that's why, he's not romantic because he doesn't understand things like that and the like.but this time, he's not romantic because he doesn't understand things like that,the fear of loss suddenly arrived and disturbed his heart, making him feel unsettled.

is this the feeling of falling in love? afraid of losing someone? do both have the same meaning?

he put back Nisa's phone, did not want to be more curious.His uneasy feeling made Nisa disturbed, then got up and sat down, while rubbing her eyes, and saw the wall clock has shown at 12:10.

"mas, mom and dad haven't come home yet?"nisa asked still rubbing her eyes, but suddenly the electric light went out.

"yet, the lights are off" replied Ibra.

"well, I'm dead the lights anyway." said Nisa again approached Ibra.

"look, there's a lot of lightning outside, the wind is also tight, it looks like some have rained, the lights are out"

"dad same mother has not come home again, mas do not go home, I'm alone" said Nisa again.

"yes yes no, this is where do you want to ask questions nisa.mas?"ibra said as she pulled Nisa back to sleep on her lap.

"just ask if Nisa can answer"

"She had a boyfriend or something when she proposed?"

"yes there is," answered Nisa with closed eyes.

"why accept, if it already exists?why didn't you ask Nisa back then?"

"don't know, you will" answered Nisa still trying to close her eyes.

"there's still flavor?if Nisa feels the same way?"

"what did Nisa want to answer?"

"why ask Nisa?finally Ibra touched Nisa's head and Nisa built her body, then held her head with both hands and pulled it until the sound"cretek"

"oh mas, how can't go back" Nisa said in a panic.

"yeah you're here, but there's nothing"Ibra spontaneously checked Nisa's head, but Nisa instead laughed,"hehe sorry mas Nisa joking" ibra pulled Nisa's nose, which was like a water guava, quite hard.

"your gold, not yet what has the KDRT like how hiks" his whine.

"in the end, joking is not funny dear" said Ibra.

"ohh I'm melting," said Nisa.

"uhuh?"Ibra doesn't understand.

"forth mas, call me dear" Nisa said with a smile.