A Piece of Broken Wing

I wasn't ready to lose you

"when the heart has lost trust, do not care, just listen, he will not care"

Bima POV

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I'm weak without you, man,

I'm vulnerable because, uh,

the love that you have lost, that can flatter me, as long as your eyes are open,

until the heart doesn't beat, for as long as I can remember you.

from you I found my life.to me you are true love.

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"if what is written to me is best for you

I'll make you the most beautiful memory of my life

but it'll be easy for me to leave a trace of your life

which has been etched eternally as the most beautiful memories"

bima is confused, as her number arrives on the block by Nisa.

usually, no matter how angry Nisa is with her, she will send him a message as an explanation.

but this time, there was nothing at all, he also felt he had done nothing wrong, he tried to remember, maybe he made a mistake again, and he did not remember having done anything wrong.

"I'm why else is this"

bima ruffled her hair.

finally, Bima found a way, because the number has been blocked, he certainly can not contact nisa.if he uses the number Najwa will certainly also be found out.

finally, he used his father's phone number."definitely Nisa wouldn't know"the inner five.

then he pressed the number button on the screen, and pressed the green button, sounding connected but not in lift. bima tried once again, and connected.

"assalamualaikum, with whom?" nisa answered from the call.

"waalaikumsalam,Russia ...

not finished talking, already cut by Nisa.

"what's up? "asked Nisa cuek.

"why the hell?, what's wrong with me?, up in the block all over again?" ask bima long.

"because we're over, I've given you a month, right?"answer Nisa.

"how did it end?, didn't we just make up?what time of the month? which one?"

"well, I remind you, if you really want to, and don't want to play anymore, meet my dad, that's what I said the other day".

"dear-heart, you know I still have a sister. There's no way I'm ahead of her?, I explained it to you, too, right?"

"because that's your answer, I'm sorry, because I'm engaged to someone else. I've given you time, and I'm sure, you think I'm just kidding, when I really am, I never lie about anything, no matter how much I love, it will not be enough, if only I fight.

you know that, no matter how much wrong you are, and no matter how much of a betrayal you are, I still can't hate you, and I hate myself.you also know, no matter how angry I am at you, no matter how angry I am at you,you know, I'm the only one who can accept all the hurtful things from you, and can act like nothing's happened".

"who ? who are you engaged to?"

"with whoever I'm engaged to, it won't change anything.

you know everything about me, you also know how my race, it seems, destiny forced me to sacrifice my feelings again this time, I'm too tired you know that, you know that,

fighting again?or survive again with the same result? NIL.

I'm tired, just let go of me, I really have reached my final point.

no longer want, already satisfied I feel the tightness of his longing, and enough I feel, he longs without knowing why.

her pain was crying without sound, which made my incision wound solitude without you increasingly look real.

why don't you understand me yet?, don't you want to see me smile happily once? when you're happy with another, I can only wail from a distance, not intentionally to leave, but your efforts are invisible, and seem this time to force me to study again, start again, start again,and gazing again at the details, and the fragments, the wounds that once existed, and starting everything right from the beginning." Nisa tried to give an explanation, and now her voice began to tremble.

"okay, I know I'm the dumbest man in the world, never realising, and never trying to understand what's going on, but this time, I really don't want to lose you again.yes I am guilty, for all the things that happened between us, I started, I hurt you, I hurt you, everything happens because of me, but I really want to try to change this time, and with you, only you, there is nothing best for me but you.

Ais .... What do I have now? in fact, just now I was happy, because you were willing to go to my side, but again, I had to let you go. I was not willing, I was not,I don't want anyone to have you but me.please please just this once, baby please" said bima with a hearty.

"i've said, I've given you time, but your habit is just to play, you know how deep my taste is for you.then, you underestimate and do not really consider my words!

everything has happened, maybe destiny pityes me, and do not want me to always lament, by presenting me with another love.I can only hope, hopefully everything will be fine, all right, and one day you can understand beautifully, what it was like, and how I felt, that was once anchored in your heart, and why it never went out, though always burned with the fire of betrayal, and always returned with the dust of nothingness, and always ended in disappointment.

"may I ask for the last one?"

"say that I can"

"don't refuse my call, and don't ignore my chat, open my number block, just one month.

because right now, I have to learn to lose, from the people I really love"

"all right, just one month."

"yes I promise, just one month, after this I won't bother you anymore"

"well, I'll try."

a second later, the call ended.nisa turned off her call.

bima put back his father's phone, ready to be ready, soon his father will scold him for wasting his pulse.

bima felt weak, she was really heartbroken at this time. her whole body was like boneless, her chest was painful."maybe this is what Nisa felt when I hurt her feelings, and stupidly I always repeated it, I always repeated it, every time he forgives me." inner bima.

"why lu bang, tumben bengong gitu" said Najwa arrived to feel beside him.

"what the heck, disturb people." replied the lazy bima.

"don't don't you, do you know Yes sister Nisa in lamar another guy?" najwa said while laughing at Bima.

"know where you're from? so knowingly"

"know it, I've told you, haha rasain you are heartbroken, finally bang heartbroken also you, after the drama to bucin nan lu that is not clear haha" said Najwa with a laugh.

"indeed the policy,Durhaka Lo yes,Abang itself as well" replied the lazy bima, finally entered the room yes.

"dad, mother, look at your heartbroken son, haha" Najwa is still teasing.

"it can be in no way, really noisy" replied Bima took her head out of her room.

bima must really stop now, his new hope as long as corn really perish now.

bima looked at the sky of her room, clearly emblazoned with the gift of Nisa on her birthday.

his heart really does not care at this time, seeing the contact on his phone, whether Nisa has unblocked, but it turns out not yet.

"it looks like someone will take the place of my homework today" cried Najwa from the outside.

"duh it feels so tight,huu huu huu even hungry until not felt by my stomach" seduced Najwa again.

"snake"

bima throws Najwa with a mosquito racket."go there! just interrupt his work!"throw bima at his sister.

"good luck, my dear brother, don't forget the broomstick and do the dishes" he said as he ran out of the house.