
"how do I end it when every second this feeling increases and misses more and more want to dock immediately"
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These few days Ken is very busy with his business and keeps him from going home for a few days.he already misses the usual Bik Siti cuisine he eats every day. yes, even though he is a successful businessman at a young age, he does not have a hobby of eating out and prefers to eat home food that will usually be prepared to make Siti. the woman he had considered like his own mother because all this time always accompanied him and always pay attention to his food. because he does not like the food outside because he can not believe his cleanliness even in a five-star hotel though.
Arriving at the house where he lived he immediately cleaned himself, then looked for the source of the pleasant smell that had made his stomach protest a while ago. and immediately sat at the table like a child waiting for his meal ready in his presence, while Bik Siti has not realized her presence is still busy shaking her fingers that look so dexterous here and there.
"i have to wait how much longer to wait for my meal?am I starving already?"said Ken by putting on a clear face and looks very cute.
"aden castaga! it is surprising since when Aden came by chance once today to cook Aden's favorite shellfish." said bik Siti.
"nah ready den, a moment yes aunt call non Fara" his words then passed from before him. while Fara had seen the two talking since a few minutes ago because Fara intended to help Bik Siti in the kitchen but when she saw her sister coming she hesitated then only saw her from the crack. seeing the bik Siti will approach him, Fara deliberately approached her.
"where are you going bik?"ask her.
"ah non Fara, by chance aunt Memeng was about to call non Fara dinner is ready, and den Ken also has come" said bik Siti then passed. Fara walked slowly approaching Ken who was waiting for him to eat, usually Ken ate at a friend of Siti's bik because now there is Fara bik Siti utilizing to make the two closer, so that the two are closer, because just by looking at the two makes Siti can understand both are not okay, and Ken also told her about Fara several times, because of his circumstances Ken was forced to do so to Fara so that the wrong taste is not avenged. bik Siti understands Ken's current difficult condition he can only hope the two improve without anyone getting hurt because of both.
"hey how did the college go well? healthy already? does bik Siti take good care of you?"ken asked, when he saw Fara approaching and stretched out his finger to shake hands with his only puppet sister, had not come home for almost a week.
"i'm good sister, as you can see and of course bik Siti very take care of me well. she said flatly. but still with her mind "is when the trip home kak Ken hit something? so that makes her can say as sweet as this and not as usual pay attention to it. it feels, she was reminded a few years ago when her brother loved her well.yes like this." her inner, her, while eating his food.
*****
flashbacks
Jasmin knocked on the door of Ken's room, but there was no sound because he was afraid to be angry if he was late to enter the room, but he did not find him there. occasionally he called Ken's name but still no answer accidentally his hand touched a black box and spilled all his contents because touched by it, he said, immediately he picked her up by occasionally looking at her. There were several pictures of women and one of them a sweet little girl was hugging a man taller than her, "looks like this is a picture of Ken with his sister"his mind but he also found another photo and the photo was Fara who had grown up when he wanted to enter the box fell and upside down seen some writing that began to fade "I still love you and love you at all times but I fear that this will increase every second,I deserve to feel something is wrong I think I am crazy to love my own sister.This reality slaps me many times even I was smashed to pieces long before I realized to this strange turns it is true that we are not siblings. I was forced to hurt you to hate me even though I was very sick and also broke before doing that." Jasmin reflex closed his lips unexpectedly. now he knew the pained gaze that had been seen by his eyes.it was also the reason why Ken always tempted him to make him his wife.
"hi jas there's something I want to ask you a little important anyway."
"yes sir, let's just say I don't mind"
"you sure? if it's true I hope you really won't mind my words"
"what? it scares me and I wonder too sir"
"marry me! teach me to fall in love without hurting like you"
While he was cleaning it, a pair of eyes were staring at him from the door leaf and Jasmin did not realize it. he did not want to be sassy to immediately clean it up and did not want to continue his curiosity, he did not want to continue his curiosity, who was actually very curious.when going to put his back his eyes saw the figure was already leaning nearby making him shocked half to death.
"have you finished reading it?"ask Ken flat.
"sorry sir I did not accidentally, so I was in a hurry and did not menem+" has not finished he spoke was already put on hold by Ken.
"i don't want to hear your babble today, so how? if you don't want to I'll just look for the woman out there." said Ken with a rough throw of his breath.
"looking for another woman? what if he meets a matre woman who only uses her treasures, he will be more tormented I have to how? or do I try it first?"jasmin was worried.
"well, give me a month to make you fall in love with me, if in a month you can't love me let me go."he said a little nervously after this he was able to get clarity.
"okay good, please increase your patience and do not let this in other people know, please just burn this photo." said Ken by giving a photo of Fara written the sentence.
*****
Ken and Jasmin's relationship is getting better, but Jasmin did not want the relationship between the two in know other people if in a month he could not melt his heart he would be very embarrassed to the other employees, and Ken agreed to his request.
Jasmin always paid full attention to Ken, he tries to get Ken used to his presence even though only through regular chat in addition the two travel out of town together for a few days making the two closer. Jasmin also learns that if Ken doesn't like eating out he happily cooks for Ken and also prepares provisions for him.
"if I don't have hope say yes? don't let me down too deeply" Jasmin said just the day before his second return.
"no need to think I left you, from this moment I love you with all my heart, thank you for waiting and giving me love sincerely and most importantly m, thank you for picking up my almost extinct rose on the empty side of the road" Ken said, then hugged Jasmin quietly. Jasmin could not believe that the taste he had stored for years yielded such sweet results he was so happy.
"from now on, you have to change a little now it's your turn to wash away Fara's wounds that have been years in her dorm alone, whether she's too sweet to be sick I can't wait to meet her?"jasmin looked at Ken seriously.
"of course I can, sometime I will take home when Fara is at home" he said.
*****
flashback off
"sorry yes hurt these few years, I didn't know it was wrong but at that time I couldn't think clearly knowing the bitter reality at once. being aware of your brother's wrong feelings for you and also knowing that we are not siblings is a very painful first time in your life. and when you really need a place to share your brother also knowing that you are meeting with the woman who made the mother hurt who is none other than your biological mother. when I saw my mother crying my heart also hurt so many times because it turned out to be the one who hurt my mother someone who happily welcomed me with great love no matter who I was even just imagining her I just can't help it, and the person who causes the pain of a lifetime is my real mother. imagine what if you knew that I was the son of the woman who had taken you from her I couldn't. the pain will certainly be deeper I can't if I have to see my mother hate me, even just look into your eyes and my mother's eyes I've not dared since then. I know I'm guilty of misrepresenting everything, but you should know your brother always loves you even from a distance. when you see you have to stay alone and have to go alone every morning makes me slap.I am a useless sister, can not protect even when you need a place to just lean. brother apologized once again for all that had happened, especially on behalf of my mother apologizing for having hurt mom so many times." ken said by holding back his tears while Fara was already crying and his tears had flowed profusely, because honestly he had held her back when he first saw Ken coming. Ken approached Fara and hugged her tightly the two cried with a chuckle.while Bim Siti who was staring from a distance also cried and was moved to see the two now back together after so many years. even her weeping firmer than the two made Ken and Fara reflexively turn her head and upon realizing the two were looking at her in confusion, the bik Siti immediately ran up to the two and scatted hugging the two, they finally cried together.