A Piece of Broken Wing

still about longing

"Is it because of the distance that separates?, or because he has stayed in your heart long enough? or because your feelings don't go away, even if you know she's not yours?"

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When you have chosen to let go, the heart and feelings should work together to strengthen each other and the same struggle to forget.not not not to remember, sometimes forget the best way in order to get to a new path, so that you can get to a new path, without hesitation, and silent, because whatever happens the journey is still ahead.

however, sometimes the heart and mind are not in line, want to forget, but the heart continues to struggle to survive, and all that happens is suffering.

not just seconds, minutes, hours, days, months, even years.That suffering could have been true for a lifetime.have you ever felt the pain is so devastating, ever, when even just his name is called and heard by your ears? at first glance it is trivial, because it is clear that someone could call someone else and just the same name but automatically, your body responds, so quickly, so quickly, that's what happens when our heart is hurt, by our most beloved person, who maybe even you desperately keep his whole heart.

Some people forget easily, and fall in love easily, and some people find it hard to forget, and also hard to find.

then it will not pass for those who fall in love easily, there is no word hurt because, they will easily find the antidote.

We will not be finished, if we discuss humans one by one, but some things I understand, and I want to improve when the heart and mind cannot be in line, wait first, wait, maybe something will come to give an answer, however, if impatient do not regret, if hope is not as desired.

sometimes we are smart-ass people, do not want to linger what else about feelings, even though many have been victims, it seems, unable to make it just a lesson.

"hi"

"how are you?"

"what's wrong?"

"can I call?"

"Videocall can?"

can you guess from whom ?

yes of course, from Bima who is like a jailangkung his presence. always suddenly. suddenly there, suddenly disappeared, yes Nisa does not mind it now, now, because he did not want to know and did not want to know anything about Bima.

but he felt a little upset when the ex suddenly appeared like this, soon must have called if the chat was ignored by Nisa.

Nisa understood Bima's current feelings, as she also felt them. Nisa also knows Bima already has another lover, but Bima is also reluctant to let go of Nisa.

Nisa honestly also felt it, although never reply and slightly respond far from the bottom of her heart. Nisa felt happy, when Bima contacted her, even though it was just the word "hai" was enough to make her happy. because Nisa felt Bima was still reminded of her.

but until when does something like this continue to dissolve?

Nisa doesn't want to regret it later, doesn't want there to be a burden on her heart, however, she still hasn't found an answer to her own question, and he is still trying to find out what he should do while trying to mengikhlaskan again, again, again, and again, should be forced right .

sure enough when Nisa's mind had sailed far away trying to digest the feeling, and the weather, her heart .her phone rang, and it seemed impossible if from the Ibra mas.

"yes hello" answered Nisa

"what else?"ask her

"just relax what's going on ?ask Nisa later.

"you are the same" he replied.

"my mood is not good anymore, please do not make a bad mood" explained Nisa again.

"i mean with my words Anisa Asyifa" she answered slightly higher.

"whatever you say, I don't want to argue. Just do what you like." replied Nisa trying indifferently.

"do not like this, your attitude makes me want to look for you more every second" said Bima again.

"then what should I do?

say I love you, I miss you, every time you call me huh?" nisa's starting to get emotional.

"why get angry anyway?" answer Bima again.

"you are yes, I told you that my mood was bad, do not provoke me continuously" answered Nisa rising.

"just turn it off I don't want to be disturbed" replied Nisa finally.

"but I still want to hear you" replied Bima still reluctant to turn off the connection.

Nisa was just silent, her heart and her feelings, were really messed up. she did not want to continue anything anymore.

"hey, what is silence?" ask Bima again.

"Next week there is a volleyball tournament yes" asked Bima again

"no idea." answered Nisa indifferently.

"kok do not know the tumben is usually always updated if about volleyball" asked Bima again.

"biarin" answered Nisa again.

"i otw nih if still angry not clear gini" said Bima later.

"who is angry anyway, you have said again not in the mood" replied Nisa again.

"yes yes know, but don't be rich canker sores that dong forced to really like" replied Bima again.

"indeed again forced this, from earlier had said that if you do not want to debate still only" replied Nisa again.

"yes, if that's so I don't have to be long" said Bima again.

"why again? wonder if I don't have to cok in I'll keep getting caught by your boyfriend I'll get it again." answered Nisa.

"want to meet you, call on the cuekin directly from earlier" replied Bima.

"quite a while your boyfriend must be inbox again, because the call is busy keeping your number" said Nisa raised.

"yes? my girlfriend is you." replied Bima instead began to tease Nisa again.

"don't believe me" answered Nisa.

"why is my boyfriend you love?" bima replied sounding annoying.

"stop well rest" answered Nisa began to ringam.

"iya-iya sorry." replied Bima finally.

"want to watch the tournament? I'll pick it up." asked Bima.

"crazy this man long ago" Inner Nisa.

"no need, it was willing to watch just because there you are not so." replied Nisa finally.

"so anyway, seriously you later I invite all the streets." added Bima again.

"sorry, I'm not interested" replied Nisa.

"well if that's it, I won't watch it either, go to your house" she replied again.

"what is it? I can't." replied Nisa.

"you don't want to be picked up, it's not necessary to watch at home just as you sound more cool" replied Bima cengengesan.

"whatever! what do you say I want to sleep bay " replied Nisa while turning off her phone.

Bima really makes her more upset, Nisa turns off her phone all at once. Otherwise, surely her phone will ring again.mood is bad in addition to the interference from Buma, making her mood more shattered.

Nisa went to the bathroom to wash her face, then sat on the chair while drinking a glass of cold water.

"huh seemed to eat the quaci accompanied by Drakor slightly restored his mood which had not improved at all" he sighed as he passed towards the refrigerator.