A Piece of Broken Wing

a desire that is not the same

“letting you go is not my choice but fate.

Staying away from you is not my choice, but the only path I have to take.

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Nisa was determined to leave Bima, although difficult, and sick.

however, he had to do it because, with him is no longer possible. As you know, Bima is having a birthday. This time Nisa will give her last gift .which she certainly still made with all her heart. because, until now she still loves Bima. Nisa gave me a gift

Bima in the form of congratulations, along with the nickname of both, when they

together .Nisa writes it into a color carton, and writes it with

the purple thread, which symbolized the anxiety of his heart later, he

put it in a glass frame.it looks very pretty, and sweet, then, it

write a letter on white paper. He wrote it with emotion, he vented all his longings, love, and anger. Everything he wanted to convey through his writing, because at this time, only ink and paper could accommodate

all sadness.

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“may the breeze may bring my longing to

your dear, heart-wrenching longing makes me remember the first time

the next time I hope, my hope is to be a part of you. So much hope, for me to make it real in my life, only for you to always make me

wait around.

All women have the same feeling, which is to get the love they have. Like me, who always waits for you when the time comes. May all you understand, though it be through the wind that is carrying my longing for you, and may you repay it, with the same longing.

O you, someone who always fills the space in my heart, how heavy this heart is to endure, what else to let go. Does love teach us to live together? Not Secondary?I know, and am well aware, of,

that I am not a perfect woman, what else is special. always apply less, even wherever.say once, the reason why we should be together?If you don't return my message, I get it, don't pick up my phone, I get it, ignore me, okay I get it. But if one day it happens to you, that's the time you have to understand.

Why do you make me doubt? Make me tired of waiting?

How much longer………………….😳😳😳

it seemed, never to have occurred to me, to end us who had been together for a long time, but how, when I was the only one who longed.if only, my love alone was enough for both of us, it was enough for both of us, I don't want to leave, but reality makes me have to leave, because my race has no place in your heart.

I am no longer able to wait.sorry, this self is no longer able to withstand the heartache, which

just keep on going without asking what I want, this heart is like it has weakened, no longer able to withstand the pain that has a lot of pain, does not the pain have to be treated immediately? But how ?

The love that I always miss, you come not for me, not even when you're happy, not because of me. yaaaaa, I feel it. I'm sorry, if I was too forced to love me. a holy heart longs for its love, not for me, but for others, and I continue to wait for you, even though I know your longing is not for me. 😔😔Sorry again yes, I'm too excited to

loving you never gave you a chance to ask yourself,

do you love me? because I believe too much that my love for you is enough for both of us...🥺🥺🥺

sorry yes, this soul has now been too tired, tracing thousands of bland seconds alone.while the wound in the chest, feels increasingly gaping.😢😢😢I never thought, and never know, how does it feel to end a relationship. But this situation forced me, and now I feel the pain of trying to end a relationship, which we've been going through a long time.The more this self tries to forget you, the deeper my longing for you, although these tears flowed with speed, but was unable to remove the excitement in my heart, which you have long since let Malay just like that. what else do I have to do ? when patient, caring, and loyal to me, no longer appreciated?

hopefully one day, you will love me, as I love you. think of me, as I think of you. cry over my passing, as I cry over your passing. but I don't want you anymore.

oooooooooooohhhh yahaaaaaaaaaaa,

I almost forgot something, as usual, I was talking too much.

happy birthday, happy birthday,

maybe this will be my last gift to you.if a patience does not make you aware, maybe a loss will make you realize.I think, I am not able to say another word, I myself am confused, I am, what feeling am I feeling right now.

what else should I write? what should I pray for you too?

usually, you pray for yourself? then I just took care of it.

oooooooooohhhhhhhhh yesaaa I forgot something again.🙂

of course, you are still as usual, praying on your birthday. However, this time it is not me who said aamiin for you.astaga.

thank you, for the story that has happened between us. Hopefully something good, will always be together in every step we pass, even though we are no longer together, even though we are no longer together, may my heart be well. pray yaa, may I get used to it without you. oh yes, after this nothing will bother you. like suddenly calling in the middle of the night, or random chat in the middle of the night, when I had trouble falling asleep.

surely I will always miss about us who not only a second. hmmmmm, it feels so heavy, like reluctant to pass.but, how else, how else, it feels so heavy, maybe this is the way we have to separate like this, you know that I love you very much, but I still do not understand and until now have not realized what my shortcomings are, so it makes you very easy to turn to another heart.I only realize one thing, that I have never been able to be beautiful before what else looks sweet and gracefully charming. I also sometimes feel, more suitable to be your bodyguard than to be your lover.😂😂

although already wearing a skirt, but still, no one attached a single soul of my femininity. I was also surprised, but how else, this is what I am. not good at styling, not good at style, but, what's more just for the drama in front of you, you know for yourself, I won't be able to be anyone else.

even so, the past will still pass, let it be. All about us, become memories and stored neatly in the deepest recesses of my heart.maybe after this, after this, we will never hurt each other again, but, if one day, we are reunited, I just want us to say hello to each other, without ever feeling hurt between us.

all this time, I can no longer say, happy birthday again, may your day always be nice ..............🌼🌼🌼