
"defending is in fact more difficult, than just looking, and finding."
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at 03:15 in the morning, Nisa's father returned home. his head felt dizzy, in addition to not being able to stay up late, he was also easily affected by bloating his stomach, his stomach, when the cold was too long.Dad Nisa cut off to return home, after several times resist drowsiness, which eventually made her head hurt.
when he got home, it looked very quiet, the lights were also turned off."where was Nisa?, did the child sleep in the house of nak Ibra?, did he think it was impossible.but if he slept at home, did he sleep at home,surely the lights everywhere will light up all" thought Nisa's father in his heart. When passing through the living room, Nisa's father lived you his "quick", and after arriving at the tv room, he also turned on the lights "czechs", and Nisa, and Ibra, who seemed to be asleep on the floor with the sofa sagging.Showed the two fell asleep, Nisa used her pink blanket, while Ibra curled up like cold."hum this boy, the blanket on his own, his future husband even in let it cold like this", how the father of Nisa slowly, while shaking his head. entered his room, and took a blanket, then he covered Ibra's body, and then he shook his head, the middle one curled up.
"i gave her my father's blanket, but she didn't want to. I don't know when, she actually gave me this blanket" Nisa said as she yawned, and opened the blanket.
"why did you wake up, it's still three" Nisa's father said.
"dad shit, the lights in life right, you know, if Nisa can't sleep brightly.dad go home alone?, or the same mother?"asked Nisa who was still collecting her life.
"father himself, father can not stand.head dizzy father, seems to catch a cold" he said while twitching his small neck.
"dad anyway, Lisa brought home not horrified, here deh Nisa kerokin, before it was too late, and then it became a real pain," said Nisa rose from her sleep,and looking for where the tools that his mother used to scrape. After meeting, Nisa immediately scraped her neck, and her father's back, as well as giving oil to his father's stomach, wind oil,after that he also made a warm tea, which he had mixed with herbal medicine Antangin, into his father's tea."at first drink well, after that just rest, then rest,hopefully tomorrow morning it's a good start again" Nisa said later.
"yes, thank you" answered Nisa's father and entered the room.
*****
Ibra who heard the conversation, tried to open her eyes that still felt sleepy. and felt a little surprised, because her body was covered."honey,with her eyes still slightly closed, Nisa felt that was not beside her.
"iyaaa mas, still three o'clock through the mas, sleep again," said Nisa who had finished taking care of her father.
"talk to who, baby?"ibra asked, still unaware, that Nisa's father had come home.
"with dad, not feeling well" answered Nisa while sitting next to Ibra, and raised Ibra's head to sleep on her lap. Ibra who had just regained consciousness, immediately lifted her body, and leaned on the sofa.
"dad's home yet?"repeat it again.
"yes, now I have rest, I have made tea too" replied Nisa.
"a long time ago, huh? I don't know" asked Ibra again.
"em quite right, father also had time to cover the body of the cold mas," replied Nisa again.
"oh so this is father's," Ibra said again, then pressed her phone looking at the clock.
"oh yeah, that's the new mas phone?"nisa asked just realized it.
"yeah, lately continue to miss you," replied Ibra slightly whispering into Nisa's ear.
"Ais, you start mas," said Nisa.
"gold you go home first, daddy's home" Ibra said later.
"yeah, close it again later, not to lock it, who knows soon mother's coming home" babble Nisa again.
Ibra got up, then walked and died Nisa's house, and returned to her house, until her home, Ibra immediately changed her clothes, and continued her sleep.
****
Fara woke up from her sleep, glancing at the clock at five in the morning, as soon as she entered the bathroom, after her life was collected, she immediately moved in the kitchen, because this morning she would be picked up by Ferdi. last night Ferdi had already sent a chat to her,"Ra , tomorrow morning I picked her up, seven o'clock !"wrote Ferdi in his chat, Fara did not reply to him.after finishing with his activities, immediately Fara cleaned his body, and immediately prepared.not long later, heard the sound of a motorcycle from the outside, Immediately Fara opened the door."hi morning," said Ferdi.
"morning, the breakfast is yuk" said Fara.
"well, you can" replied Ferdi, immediately sitting at the dinner table, and after completion, the two left for campus together.
but when he arrived at the campus, Fara seemed to have seen a car parked on the side of the road, "like ever seen this car, but where is it?"inner Fara.
Fara immediately walked, she wanted to buy some of her stationery, which began to disappear by itself from inside her bag, but as she walked her hands were pulled, and forced her into the car."ahhh, sick! brother Ken, why are you here?"fara asked in surprise, and only realized that the car she had just seen, belonged to her brother.
"waiting for you, for so long" Ken said as he looked at the face of his sister, who was now an adult, and looked thin, surely because he thought a lot of it."kak Ken want what?sssshhh.."his Fara while examining her wrist, which had been forcefully pulled by Ken was very tight.
"sorry, is it too painful? brother accidentally"he said as he pulled Fara's hand and checked her, then, he looked for something in his car, after it smeared on Fara's wrist.
"sister, it's okay, just a little sick, later also lost.so what's up to you to meet me here?"ask Fara.
"missing you, what else" she replied, making Fara surprised.
"when did you care about me?Missed me too? brother wasn't bumping into anything, was he here ?"said Fara astonished.
"no, from today on you have to live in the house you rented, and live with your sister, no rejection!"his words are flat.
"what?, but sister, I've paid for it with a full year, right baby" said Fara again.
"i'll change, how many hours today? I'll wait here until you get home" she said again.
"it's only two hours, but I promised I'd go with Ferdi sister" Fara said again.
"no rejection!" ken said again with a higher tone, and looked at Fara intensely. made Fara shudder, never had he seen his sister like this.
"well, I'm out first, I'm in a little while" said Fara immediately got out of the car, and kept thinking, what's wrong with her brother. during this time his brother lived out of town, taking care of his father's business, while his father worked in a company closer to his home.However, he never saw his sister like that, he never saw her, usually his older brother spoke very little to him, he remembered what was wrong to him and yes he remembered, probably because he came home, which only his older brother, and his father, knew. and nagging at length at that time, did her brother invite her to stay in that house? it was a house to the destruction of her family, no-no, she did not want to go to that house. it just reminded her of her disappointment, well yes "mother" Fara immediately remembered her mother, "is mom okay?"he wanted to contact his mother immediately, but the class would start soon. Fara walked quickly, and did not want to immediately end today's lesson hours, and immediately contacted her mother.
"why so long?, buy what ?"asked Ferdi, and Fara had just realized."em didn't so, suddenly my stomach was like bloating earlier, so I went to the toilet for a while" Fara replied lying.
"i don't understand this is right or wrong, but when I see you with other people, I can't stand it"
ken said from inside the car staring at Fara's back from a distance.
*****
after the class was over, Fara immediately ran out of the classroom and contacted her mother.Making Ferdi astonished, "why did Fara run, what was it?"her mind asked.
after a while finally the call is connected, "yes what's wrong?not college?"ask her mother from a distance.
"ah no ma'am, just miss mom.ibubsehat right?"ask Fara.
"yes, my sister was talking to my mother yesterday, she said Fara lives with her sister only, your sister's house is not too far from your campus she said, she was worried that you were living alone"said his mother,"do you know, yesterday?did you visit mom yesterday?"inner Fara.
"ah yes mother, then sister has told me, but Fara does not want to live with sister Bu" said Fara later.
"don't refuse her, you mean your sister is good, you also agree with her, who can guarantee your security later if you own her" answered her mother again.
"ah yes well Mom, yes yes it was Mom, Fara wants to go home first" said Fara, before turning off her phone.and walking lazily.
"what's up? is everything okay?"asked Ferdi who had been waiting for Fara.
"huh my goodness, you surprised me. ah yeah, just called my mother to ask me, to stay with Ken's sister, even though I'm not interested at all" Fara said.
"oh yeah, did your sister work here huh?"ask Ferdi again.
"no, but not too far from here, oh yes sorry, like we canceled go today, kak Ken has been waiting in front, can be eaten round later I if slow, kak Ken is waiting, again sorry yes" she said in a sorry tone.
"oh yes, it's okay next time we can go together" Ferdi replied with a forced smile.
then Fara passed leaving Ferdi, who was still languishing on the spot.
"actually, I have a place in your heart not Fara? why is it getting harder and harder, you mean so much to me, but do I mean anything to you? or just a filler in your spare time?"batin Ferdi looked at Fara's body which was starting to drift away.