
never thought of me
not one bit I imagine
you're gonna go leave me alone
it's so hard to imagine how sick I felt
you're gonna go leave me alone
under the tombstone now you have rested your affection so deeply
I really can't do this because I love so much
this is the last time I saw you fall down my tears crying bitterly just being able to say goodbye to love
for an hour you've loved you you you're in my heart but for me forgetting you takes my whole life
for an hour you have loved you in my heart but for me forgetting you takes my whole life
awaited me.................
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π΅π΅π΅
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With the hand still attached with the infusion hose, the, Nisa stared at the same time looking for the last time in her embrace tightly and kissed her several times a person who had given her a lot for approximately 2,222 days together accompanied each sheet her story.
The person who makes her feel perfect without turning into anyone and always being herself, never asks for something she cannot have, even consciously asking for it does not need to think about anything bad.
Only happy, he only asked himself to remain happy even after his departure for good. how can she still feel perfect when the figure that always makes her perfect has been gone even for the rest of her life, even his departure along with to the wish that had been dreamed by him, "not his you go by carrying your dream with you I hope in eternity we will be reunited, we will be reunited, it's okay even though the pain multiplied even I can't feel their presence first go with you there is Abi here who will always accompany me you don't worry." inner Nisa with still hugging her husband who is currently ready to be buried.
Her tears no longer flow this time, with running Abi who was deliberately invited to play by her neighbors approached her, "mother why? mother's hand why is there such a thing ? abi's father where are you taking her? why is Dad carried up there like that? dad later can not breathe Bu kasian if it is closed tightly."pronounced still do not want to stop but immediately Nisa grabbed it, and kiss his forehead gently carried in his deckap before finally Ibra's body is completely buried.
He was a little hysterical when his father was brought by some people and he insisted he wanted to open under the pretext of father kasian can not breathe later, father Abi want to be taken where? grandma please in dad! abi's father's mother was brought by someone please! her words with tears, this is the first time Nisa saw her son so devastated as it is today, Bahakan her crying voice is able to make sekita join jolted and crying bitterly as soon as the atmosphere gets sadder.
Her stomach felt very dark, but Nisa tried to hold back and also stood up swiftly when her legs felt very weak and powerless, "this is the last one to hold Nisa."her mind sadly with great difficulty she also held back that her tears would not immediately spill right now, either, the two fetuses are also together in the same place making her more bitter.
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#flashback
"sad"
"yes, mas"
"just take this implant off your hand?"
"why mas? Abi was a little girl."
"no papa I want a little angel whose twins are here." she said by stroking her flat belly.
"look at these two very sweet beautiful angels I want to have her dear, yaaaaa don't long say parents are not good." he said again.
"later I'll think" she said with a smile.
flashback off
That's the piece of memory when Ibra asked her to remove her implant, precisely about five months ago because according to her fetal doctor was about four months old. but because of not careful Nisa who even to the number of her appetite do not think of their presence at all.
In addition to the content of the second is a little vulnerable and he actually lost vitamins and nutrients his body at the last moment, to make him feel lost twice at once.
With still fixated on Nisan Ibra Nisa sitting there and some people have walked home to each of his heads that feels spinning making his soon on papah heading to his house again.
while there has come a nurse who will bring her back to the hospital, because indeed she needs a nurse.