A Piece of Broken Wing

don't force me to disappear

"if letting go makes me lose my sense of what I'm going to do but if it's going to make me more crazy what?"

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The two eyeballs continued to move around following wherever the direction of a person who was not far in front of him, his feeling of uneasiness did not accept hearing him reveal his happiness with others, and his happiness with others, the real thing is supposed to happen.

until the object realized it, and stared at it sharply, and the two now engaged each other in silence and busy monologuing with their respective hearts.

"why is Ken staring at me like that lest he notice me earlier, is there something wrong with me? as I remember it is not. But why Ken so make me not just era."

"do I have to ask her directly about her feelings to me again? hearing her say happy with another man alone I'm already restless like this, how about I look at her with my eyes if she's really with that man? I've really gone crazy.I can't even control my own feelings right now."

Feeling uncomfortable at such a notice by Ken Fara immediately moved to intend to leave her, but her arms held by her made her shocked and surprised at the same time.

"what?"ask Fara flat.

"where?"said Ken.

"sleep."answered.

"hungry sister can please make you eat whatever it is." she said later.

"Ais, yes." she answered lazily, for some reason she felt she was just being toyed with by him at this moment. while Ken smiled successfully held her back longer he chose to sit by keeping a close eye on her movements.

Fara saw the rice was still there he intended to make fried rice alone faster because he wanted to hurry to his room, after a busy while finally ready. in his move the fried rice into the plate then he gave it to his sister who had been waiting by staring at him since earlier, he said, somehow his current sense becomes very awkward according to him.Even he feels uncomfortable when his usual is also not.

"nah is ready to run out, yes, after that rest will have a fever again" he said by trying to pass but again held by her..

"what else, brother?"her questions started to crack.

"drink." his brief speech made him round his eyes instantly.

"the usual ice also takes it by itself." said Fara in annoyance.

"this again is not unusual." he said again by inserting fried rice into his mouth.

"uhuh?"fara was surprised again.

"i'm not hungry brother." he said for a moment.

"eat, no rejection!"her words flatly, Ken knew Fara had not eaten yet she had also never seen her eat since two days ago, even though she herself was cooking.

with lazy Fara just follow and eat his fried rice, after the taste was quite delicious, so without feeling himself who ate more made Ken smile at a glance.

"the theater also needs energy." he said flatly.

"what does it mean, brother?"ask Fara for a moment.

"have I known, you deliberately avoided right? I could feel it when I looked into your eyes that couldn't lie." said it out loud, and now I'm looking back at him. Fara understood the direction Ken spoke immediately and intended to move on.

"when are you going to lie to yourself?"ken said with his arm.

"until I forget that I once had a brother." he said aloud and stared intently back at the eyes that had been making it sad, then hit his arm hard, and passed. and Ken just let it go and sat back down to drink a glass of water that was taken for her.

While Fara took her little bag and left the house without Ken knowing, because she was still in the kitchen and sitting at the dinner table. Fara did not want to hold himself back again in the house that now the situation is getting more difficult, Ken even blatantly attacked his heart by trying to break Abrik contents of his heart.

His current goal is only Ferdi, yes only Ferdi will still protect him and will not hurt him. after entering the taxi in his message he immediately leaned back and closed his perverted eyes his head felt dizzy. shortly afterwards he arrived and immediately stepped his feet quickly.

Because he kept the key to the house too when the hostess next door Ferdi gave it to him he took one key and kept it, and sure enough it turned out to be very useful at this time. just as quickly as she opened and entered then locked her back, a musical sound rang out softly and soon Fara entered the room quickly, in throwing his small bag at the table and immediately following Ferdi who had fallen asleep seemed unaware of his presence, he said, because actually his body is not perfectly healthy so it is easy once he fell asleep because indeed his body has not been so recovered.

Fara immediately fixed the blanket on Ferdi's body and turned off the room's lights then she followed the sleeping next to him by hugging him, while Ferdi was still not aware of her. shortly thereafter Fara fell into a deep sleep hugging Ferdi.

Why did Fara choose to spend the night at Ferdi's house? because he believes Ferdi loves him sincerely he will never do anything that hurts him even harms him, while with Ken, he does not dare to vouch for himself, because the turmoil of his feelings at this time made him more and more unbecoming, not distrustful of Ken, but more precise to himself. he does not want to misstep like his father in the past enough father alone, not to be repeated again.

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Ferdi wriggled but was a little surprised because like something was overlapping him and his room became as dark as he remembered he did not turn off his room lights, with a little move he turned on his sleeping lamp so that it was not too dark, and how surprised he found Fara was asleep by hugging her and was also in his chest. deservedly his chest feels tight apparently Fara made his chest into a pillow for his sleep.

he looked at her with a smile, since when she was here as he remembered she asked him to rest why she was in his room instead, he gently rubbed the tip of his head accompanied by a smile that fluffed on both of his cheeks.

before long Fara squirms and opens her eyes, "had I bothered you yes sorry."he said with back closed.

"not at all dear, I'm just a little surprised to sleep is still night." she said again but Fara did not reply because it was back asleep.