A Piece of Broken Wing

our story is incomplete

"i thought, letting go, and letting go of you, was the hardest thing. But knowing that you would never come back, was the hardest pain of my life"

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Bima POV

when man has reached a point of loss, he will realize the meaning of presence, affection, and loyalty.

perhaps, we can write a thousand parting words, but only one feels, namely loss.

so many things, which we have ever assembled, and the raft, together.sliced sweet memories, when we were together, as if deliberately incarnated, and were present everywhere.how stupid I was, it felt like these eyes were closed for so long, like,but when I open my eyes, I want you to be by my side.My world feels like heaven when I'm with you, but now there's no more of my world.Some hot rain, no rainbow, no rainbow,I'll never feel it in the SE after this.

this body feels empty, behind the walls of the room, which you have visited.only you, although I have always been surrounded by so many women, but only you, who really existed when I was injured.only you, but only you,those who were here in this restroom room, when you were gently treating my pain, even your voice while seducing me, now seem to be re-sounding by this ear,the moment where you seduced me to just insert a spoon by tablespoon nan so that my stomach filled and soon recovered.

yes, here.under the picture figura of the two of us, you tell me ria.comfort me who is lying sick.I reached with a little shaking my red phone, red color, I'm throwing everything about me at you my most beautiful woman.

"honey, today I hurt so much.my whole body hurts, as if it no longer has bones.I don't get cold, but I shiver, I don't bleed, but my tears just keep flowing,I didn't stay up last night man, but my eyes feel heavy.Darling, who's gonna tease me?who will comfort me?, who will embrace me? if you're really going to leave, please take with you all these memories, I can't take it myself,

sweetie,................

how'this?I can't stop it myself?I can't, what should I do right now?, my body is completely hollow, the bones in my body just seem to disappear.

sweetie,..................

I'm alone, I'm in pain, can you stop?I'm not at a height, but it feels like I'm falling into the depths, how am I supposed to face this alone?

sweetie,..............

you didn't hear me?, why have you been so long?, I've been dying,

babe,,.........

tell me!how long are you going to be gone? how long do I have to wait?what should I welcome you with?will your favorite change after this? oh no, don't change!I'd be completely alone if you

unaltered.

dear............

my pain increased, my chest felt tight, I never had a history of asthma, you know that.but this is really painful.My breath I can't condition.

answer baby!!!

how do I end this?

how long is this gonna take?

please, you're back soon!don't leave me alone, I'm always quiet you know that.how should I look, if you, the best part of me, get away and go.

you're always at heart, and you won't be replaced."

I sent him, all my feelings to him, before then something like circling around my body, and I don't remember anything after that.

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Nisa is watching her favorite Drakor, while rolling in her room, but there is a chat coming in, and looks very long, curious Nisa stops her watching action, and tries to get up and lean on her bed.

number not known,"who's it, send a real long chat"in'nisa.

then Nisa read the contents of the chat, of course she was surprised.why she did not so block the number bima at that time, must have been right what she did at that time, block her. but Nisa only removes her from her contacts, because she is sure, Bima will not contact her again, after that time.

Nisa read the verse, by the verse, the sentence that the priest sent, of course her heart also felt pain.

"it is not only you who feel pain, even I have been injured first, long before you realize, that you yourself, who have dug the wound hole.

the world, and all the stories of love, which we have ever assembled, must unravel for granted. Now it is too late, whatever it is, will not make our incomplete story perfect. everything is beautiful we must throw away from the bottom of our hearts.

whatever happens after this, and whatever effort is made, will not be able to complete, our story is incomplete, but has ended.

not wanting to keep all the promises, I was just too scared, to just look back.

all I have left, my sorrow, my emptiness, my misery, and my pain.

I want to live everything, but I still have to live, but not to continue our story, but knit another love, and with another love,you know I'm not that patient, but being forced on me, to always be ready, and to be ready, even if I really am, I'm fragile."

his tears, not felt to flow just like that.his heart also hurts, his heart still misses his, everything he can bear, but if about the heart, can not be lied to. that at this time, he can not bear,her heart really misses her.her heart also hurts, and hurts, just like her.

not wanting to hold her, Lisa let it go, her tears flowed profusely.if in resistant will make her more sick, actually she felt tired, she felt tired,constantly crying for his story that will never be complete.he has also tried, to stay away, and avoid, but for now, let him enjoy the pain for the last time, he said,nisa really hopes this is the last time she cries for everything about him, and all the past that feels hurt her continuously.

Nisa did not reply at all, she let it be just like that, considering that it had made her cry.

after a while, Nisa felt it was enough for her tears.she wiped the tears on her puffed cheeks, she said, and cleaning her with a tissue on her dressing table.she is not good at applying makeup, but she has a complete package to decorate, all of it is her mother's gift, but she has a complete package to decorate,because her mother wanted Nisa like the other girls, but her reality was not at all.