A Piece of Broken Wing

come back to me, take half my breath

"i know I was the one who left you in lonely grief and now I have to pay it dearly, hopefully, some time to take you back to my side"

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Bima POV

undeniably, heartbreak really makes our world feel changed, and different, by arriving.

not like the waves in the ocean, or like the grains of sand in the highlands, which already has its own cycle.

heartbreak like not knowing the time, condition, and place.a few minutes ago still feel happy, but the next second could be sudden sadness there.

when someone who used to be, was with us the day happily, but circumstances made him choose to go, and leave, all the fondest memories together, made all our hearts feel pain, and loss, he said,at the same time.

maybe by losing, will teach us, how much time with him is precious, but deliberately we are in vain right.I regret it! leaving, and making him hurt, was a bad mistake I had once etched in his heart.

and now, I am completely empty without her, who used to fill my day, even if I rarely show, but she has always been faithful to her love for me.

with no spirit, I press back his number the woman I have wasted right.hope there is an answer.if I know, he will definitely be angry, no problem, that's what I miss from him, his chatter, his ridiculousness, his attention, his care,all about him.I miss him.only he's a man, who doesn't stop nagging when things don't suit him.he doesn't care if he's heard or not, and yes, I'm the one who is almost every day, he doesn't care if he's heard,hearing her babble until my schedule of activities she knows.because of her attention, just the chapter, she always nagged me"the chapter should be flush until clean wey"bima smiled, remembering Nisa. the woman who has always loved her sincerely, without ever demanding.formerly, bima felt ilfil, when Nisa nagged him to the smallest thing, according to him it was too much.however, now after his departure, the,everything Nisa does is really beneficial for her, and only Nisa always remembers her even though any little SE thing.

because in fact, Can successfully dictate it now.even though Nisa has gone, the memories she gave really mean to her life, and although not reminded, now everything is like being used to do.then, the five thought, thinking, and,is Nisa not bored just send him chat every day, even though of so many only one, or two, which he will reply."clean up your swallow nest first, all wash your songong face, all the same,new drinking water mandatory one glass loh!"

again he could only smile, "why I never realized, how lucky I am to have you, as a lover."the inner rue again.

"basic, you suck!get used to thinking first dong, before acting"again, Nisa's pronunciation of it exactly.

"sadly I miss you"the inner rhyme felt sore.

it's been almost a week, Nisa ignored him, just fine.didnya what the problem, he was already not your lover anymore.and moreover he now has another love, certainly better than you, and near perfect,as Nisa had said, the inner bima was turbulent at the moment."Ice I really can go crazy without you baby"decak bima again.

finally, Bima decided to go out, at least look for the atmosphere.by gathering with his friends will probably reduce his loneliness a little."don't be pretentious cool, out of the house wearing a short shirt, you know,kayak grandfather's body got wind a little bloated, sook sok an not wearing a jacket, do not forget the oil wind stay in the motorcycle seat, who knows a faint look beautiful girl passing by" ah again reflexively grabbing the wind oil in the drawer.

"like her, I really can't afford to lose you dear."bima really shed her tears now.suddenly the recesses of her heart felt sore, didn't want to linger long, she said,bima immediately snatched his jacket hanging behind the door of his room, and then drove his motorcycle drove quickly."not to make it difficult, at least if the grave died itself, drive according to the portion."with another reflex, Bima immediately stabilized the speed of his motorcycle.

shortly thereafter, he arrived at the place where he usually gathers with his friends, but when it is quiet, there is only himself, Bima took a cell phone in his pocket, and immediately contacted some of his friends.

"again watch the race, at xxxxx" replied someone.

"okay."answered bima.

after turning off his call, Bima rode his motorcycle again to the place where his friend was.

some friends bima is very happy to do motor racing, but bima was never allowed by Nisa at that time"if dead, could bury themselves please, if still ngerepotin others mending not need" that's the sentence that Nisa used to say when forbidding bima to act strangely strange.but, somehow bima according to it, even though at that time bima did not care much about all the cares of Nisa's uncle.

"hi bro, tumben lu nongol?"ask someone.

"yes, so I went to an ordinary place, but it was quiet not to know it in here all" replied bima.

usually, bima does not focus on watching, even if he follows his friends watching.when his friends cheer Sorai crowded, Nisa will call him, or bima will be busy chatting with other women through his phone.and yes, now the bima feel, feel,although in the crowd but still he felt lonely and lonely, because fate was not on his side this time.

bima is still processing his phone, hoping there is a reply from Nisa who has checked blue since last night, but there is still no reply.

he presses the call button again, "not lift, if lazy reply to chat."batin bima.but still not connected, he tried again, again, again, and again.either to how many tens of times and finally connected.

"hello dear," said the exuberant bima, and walked slightly away from the crowd.

"yes what's wrong?I have a stomachache, say it quickly!"nisa replied impatiently.

"stomach pain?have you taken the medicine?the medicine must not be taken, right?"reply bima, he remembered.just as he was angry yesterday, surely was getting his moon nan, he did not have his sweet sweet sweet when the arrival of his moon nan.

"if it doesn't matter, I'll turn it off, I'm really sick to my stomach right now" Nisa replied.

"yes, rest, I just miss you" replied Bima as she was.

"stop missing me, it won't be long before I really belong to someone else.and yes like this is the last time we talk.because it's been a month right? and yesterday mas Ibra read all your chats.I don't want there to be any misunderstanding an.if it can't make me happy, at least please don't bother me! how can it be ?I have fulfilled your last wish and now it is your turn to fulfill my last wish, I do not force you to be present at the wedding, but if you want to see me for the last one, come,maybe I'll give you my best smile" Nisa said before ending her call.

"what? married married married? I really don't have a chance, do I?I'm really hard without you, baby, can't you wait for me one more time? every minute of my life is like never being separated from you, I have a hard time, not even remembering you for a second, believe me!just this time.try asking your heart once again.I really feel tight without you by my side.almost all my life is accustomed to your presence, now I'm like out of breath in the middle of the road.from before my eyes closed, until the moment my eyes open again, I'm used to being greeted with your affection, really! I'm really tight at the moment.I beg you to come back, you really will destroy me, if you really leave me." said bima with weakened.

"half my breath, long gone.so you decide to betray me.now we must be as accustomed to half the soul.because you have lost before you had time to look after it" and finally the true call is over.