A Piece of Broken Wing

all of it's over

"i've tried every minute of it, but I still can't reach it. Something I've lost now I miss it and will completely disappear from my life."

Bima POV

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When I step on my two legs slowly I find my sadness, I hug tightly feel heavy footsteps this heard a sound that sounded quite loudly the strains of Javanese music.

Both of my eyes continue to stare where I once sat leaning together with her is now decorated with the surrounding janur and also decorated with various kinds of flowers that look so beautiful. I lyrics where we were together and now being occupied by Hadroh's group who are very graceful and melodious voice of course.

When the sound of music changed all eyes were fixed in the same direction, I lifted my shoulder with the weight of my shoulder and immediately fixed on it. the woman who has captivated me for several years looks so beautiful and so sweet I am really fascinated to see her, who is currently on both shoulders of two men who are definitely his closest family.

All eyes were on him, and soon from the other direction appeared also a swarm of humans with a man who wears matching clothes with women who I still love and obviously I miss him but can not reach nya. "ah so he's the winner," when I see him he's handsome and also sweet."ah true that said yes at that time that he was almost perfect." the two of them are carrying out special customs at this time.I guess he is not aware of my presence here.

Her taste tears I want to shed instantly but with all my strength try to hold it, and Jo my friend and friend Nisa was cool to photograph Nisa with the man, yes, the lucky guy got mine that I lost on purpose.

I couldn't bear to see it, I immediately invited Jo to leave before that, both Nisa's parents approached me and Jo I was embarrassed half to death."must have seen my red face and my eyes that were almost spilled." My inner, my inner, I did not want to linger again immediately moved and also passed Jo invites me to stop by in some places but I refused.

"ayo dong you must be sincere, this is indeed the fate of the two of you." he said by holding my shoulder. I just remained silent and entered my room immediately when I reached my residence, I let him outside chat with Najwa.

"cie who has seen the former legitimate with other people is face what a tangled clothesline really." his words mocked me and I was still silent. I felt very lethargic for anything.

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"The feeling is very crowded I want to cry hard at this moment as well but I also realize everything is happening because of my own actions.

why can't I ever think before I act like Nisa always told me I'm so stupid!

imagining him touching someone else really makes my chest feel very tight. her two beautiful eyeballs smile on both of her cheeks were expanding her tiny lips and all to her senses about her, her, which I myself can never touch from today will be in the possession of others, or even currently being touched by him? ah shit!.

and the heart that used to be only mine, yes only belongs to me from today will change owners forever even there is nothing left for losers like me.

even the last time, I couldn't see her most beautiful smile for me, who still missed her, ah her pain was probably like this the pain she used to feel. and I'm now paying him again even I have to lose him for the rest of my life. dumb man ? that's me! for having lost the most precious thing in my own life.

his smile that was strewn across both cheeks that had been engraved while waiting for my arrival and welcomed me with longing and love will never be there again. and it will be completely lost forever with all the memories that ever existed between us.

the two eyeballs that can shoot to stab my heart while looking at me questioningly and always begging to be just five minutes longer with him now will not be there anymore, and it also ends with all the sweet memories and will also definitely be a puddle of longing in the corner of my heart.

it felt like I wanted to look at those two beautiful eyeballs once again, to make sure that I had really been replaced by her figure, she said, but I just fell down before I could see her closer to me, to touch her hands alone now I feel unable."

My daydream disappeared for a moment when my phone rang a few times, since I just let it I already know who contacted me there since then. yes I am not the type of man who can linger alone I like to be noticed, and like to be spoiled. surely he was worried because I did not pengubrisnya since this morning, he said, but my current mood is bad I don't want it to just make him feel upset and angry at me, I leave it alone and I will call back tomorrow with the reason that I am not healthy. Because of the fact that I am not okay at this time.

My heart still hurts and hurts when I see my ex-lover with other people.I am selfish at least I don't want to be disturbed tonight. because I really want to enjoy my pain for the last time.

we agreed to pray for each other, but it turns out that it is still the same I am still not willing and can not accept with an open heart when I see it together happily and with others not me. who had been knitting the future together but indeed I was from the beginning who tore the knit that was hard to knit together, but I even burned it with a lie instantly.