A Piece of Broken Wing

again I fell in love

"i'm not good at love, but when I'm with you, I find so many feelings.once, I don't want to feel back"

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I looked at her plain face, without make up. her delicate facial skin was clean, her tiny pink lips, and her long hair, which was a little messy, made her look very adorable.

She is not good at dressing up, but I like.everyhow many times, I made her heart of love many times.I've been used to her babbling now, when not hearing her voice just a day, I've been made her,it made me miss him.

Attention, full of affection, he was so kind, and perfect in my eyes.There was no part of him, which I did not like, lucky for me, because it found him while being injured, no part of him,I will gladly treat his wounds, so that he will no longer want to remember his pain.when he saw it hurt, and cry, making my chest feel tight as well, what else because of another man.

I didn't force him to forget, I wanted him to forget about himself, I wanted to make him happy, so that there was no more residual taste for his former lover, which made him hurt,and I could see how great, how great it felt for her ex-boyfriend, from the corner of her wet eyes, I could understand, I too had been betrayed, I had also been hurt for love, but I felt, too,not as deep as he felt, because just by remembering his name, he was already glazed, and I could see how he endured the pain.

Although I cannot deny it, I feel jealous when it feels, not entirely for me, but after I heard his honesty, I am happy.at least, he boldly expresses his heart, but after I heard his honesty, I am happy,what I know is not easy for him.and most importantly, he's mine, even though he's not full yet, but I'll make sure, I'll have him, his heart, his soul, and his body.

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My eyes are still reluctant to fall asleep, even though I have forced to sleep.I feel anxious, my body no longer I think hot, because I have taken the medicine that Nisa gave me.only still feels a little weak, just a little hot,and it felt sore all over me.I think, I'm exhausted, because these few days, I work too late, and I take care of a lot of files for my business needs. Nisa doesn't know anything about my job, nor do I ever tell her, nor does she ever ask, I always visit at night, maybe she thinks I'm unemployed.but I'm happy, too,he accepted me gladly, even though he knew I was unemployed.

Nisa rose from my arms, I still look at her face until now, I who can not sleep, seems to be awake until morning. Nisa switched to hugging her favorite bolster, and moved from my arm, which I made her pillow while asleep earlier, she was sweating,"is she still into the heat?"I thought, I saw him put the AC remote in the closet, when I was going to sleep, I got up and grabbed the remote, I raised a little bit of the cold temperature, then I put it back in the closet,and come back to her.

Nisa turned to face me, I could feel her breath gently, she wriggled again, closed her lips with her hands, then yawned, and then her eyes opened looking at me, winking her eyes a few times."um mas, why wake up?want something?"ask her, will rise from her sleep, but I hold it. I just shake my head, and still look at her,"or can't sleep huh?who changed the temperature?cold, huh?I'll change it for a while." he said, and I'll get out of bed, but I can take it back, of course he's confused, and he's wrinkled his forehead."don't do anything baby, just here, just,if I'm cold enough you warm me up with your body" I said with a seductive smile, he's still not fully aware, a little confused by my words.I gently pull his hand into my arms,I kissed her sweet lips at a glance, she was just silent, but I could feel her heartbeat beating rapidly, as her body clung to my body, as soon as mine felt her presence.

He did not dare to look at me, with anxiety I again teased him, why I really like this position.when he faced me closely, I can feel his breath blowing in my nose, I can feel his nose,I touched her chin, she closed her eyes forcefully, and soon her tiny lips would definitely be bitten by her, I knew she was very nervous at this moment.Suddenly, I remembered about her ex-lover,"has he ever touched these lips?"my inner self in my heart, that I quickly raked her lips fast, but I woke up and did it gently, no response from her, but,but there was also no rejection.I also never kissed anyone, and with Nisa was the first I did it, I was not smart, either,but from his reaction it seems like I am also the first person to touch him.My mind is still everywhere, I close my eyes, with still Mel*mat his lips gently, with soft,so I could hear the sound of our lips clashing."mmmmmm-aasssssss, Can't breathe,"emmmmmhhh" it sounded so melodious in my ears, that I finally loosened her lips, "emmmmmmhhhhh,and I close our two foreheads together, with the breath still hunting, and the eyes still closed.

after a bit of relaxation, I pulled the thick blanket to cover our bodies up to the chest, but he still looks very nervous, making the look on his face even more adorable."mas don't look at me like that,I feel like a jala** is teasing you" she said, slumping down from my sight.

"without flirting once, I've been tempted by you dear" I said, drawing her back to me.

"very pretty" I said, fixing the hair that covered both of her faces.

"masssss, stop teasing me" she said as if feeling bad about my actions, I touched her lips, which looked a little reddened, and swollen, because of my actions earlier."oh geez, I know,she was so sweet when she was embarrassed like this"my inner being, accidentally touching my hand, which had been awakened since, and her face immediately looked at me, with a look on her face that was difficult to understand.

although not the first time he touched it, but I can see his surprised face, and panic.when going to throw his hands, I hold and back I direction to touch it gently, to touch it gently,instantly I close my eyes feeling the touch, "he misses your touch dear" said me with a little whisper, "emmmmhhhhhh faster a little dear" said I enjoyed it, I immediately read* his lips,when looking at her with a confused expression, it could be heard clearly our tinkering prowess, both of my hands could not stand still, playing both of his twin hills gently, with both of them,I pull the sweater up and I lift the bra with color matching with the sweater."ahhhhhh masssss" his voice was restrained, his hands were separated from mine,switch holding my head.his body wriggled irregularly, when my lips touched and sniffed strongly put*Ng, my hand next door did not stay silent, both now either since when, became my favorite.ku rem*s slowly, and gently, once I press and I hissab strong.make it more and more unfriendly."massssssss.....ahhhhhhh, heee-nntiiikan."

"plop" I took her off, then looked at her, who was still panting, with her eyes closed.

while mine is getting stiff, I look her in the eye when it's open." I could lose my heart mas, don't ya please" she said, while putting on her nice face.

"sorry, I've been holding him back since last night, and how do I handle it now?"I said while carrying his hand, to touch mine again.

"mas can you take your bike home?"ask me

"may," he answered,

"uh, you want to go home now?"

"yes, how's it going?I can't stay here, can break mine, can't satisfy you later, how?"

"massssssss, no more dong"

"seriously,"

all of a sudden Nisa touched mine and rubbed it gently, I closed my eyes enjoying it, her body slumped down, so it was easier to touch mine, "what is this?"ask her, with still rubbing slowly."ahhhhhhhhh yes sayangggg"

I saw his finger unzipping my pants, slowly without stopping his touch.When it was open he stopped his activities, making me spontaneously look in his direction"why stop?"ask me

"mmmasssss, don't so, you can go home now" she said as she gulped her saliva a few times, "oh my goodness you look so sexy with your face like this baby" my inner heart deepened.

he immediately got up, and sat down, I caught up with him and sat next to him staring at his face with a hold of laughter"why dear?, why change my mind at the wrong time?"ask me a little bit.

"masssssss, stop teasing me, you're healthy, and you don't have a fever anymore, you can go home now" she said

"i was kicked out, he felt sorry" I said.

Nisa just shut up, and covered her face with her hands, I'm getting more and more anxious in her making, "yes well, you go home now" I said as I got out of bed.

"mass"

"have you changed your mind again, dear?"ask me for joy.

"no, that's.em you're not right yet" he said, pointing at mine.

"well, I think I changed my mind" I said with a smile, and again he covered his face.

after fixing the zipper, I went up and came out, Lisa threw her motorcycle box at me, "It's rude" said me while Nisa, already running to her room back.Look at her behavior, I just smiled with a shake of the head.