
"when selfishness incarnates and tries to dominate, what else happens other than injuring each other, then at the end of the period regretting each other but it does not mean anymore."
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Cracks that are like going to run out of time, but not also move only increase the air around that feels cold, but precisely the sweat grains that flow slowly.
"Damn....can not relax just don't overdo him your brother come on Ken!"his inner being was feeling nervous yet trying to calm down and calm down.
"what do you think you can't sleep?" asked Ken to open his voice to avoid Fara who would soon notice her abnormal heartbeat.
"don't know, I'm not thinking about anything, brother but since yesterday I had trouble sleeping because Ken's brother was good to me can I just sleep here tonight?"her reply, then turned to face Ken who was spontaneously shocked as they faced each other very closely.
"hey almost touched my sexy lips, there's no way there's nothing to think about, until you can't sleep or want to see a doctor?"said Ken who was almost hanging because Fara was too close, then shifted his body a little away.
"he's sorry, sister, I didn't mean.he didn't think it was necessary to go to the doctor, I just needed more rest since yesterday it hurt all over my body, but after being incandescent by bi Siti is now better and after sleeping I hope better." she then closed her eyes without sin.
While Ken was just speechless to hear Fara's explanation, because in fact he was very tired and sleepy but his presence made his current really not calm his heart just seemed to want to come out. finally, he was forced to justify the blanket he had worn and shared by her with Fara because Fara was facing towards her by being forced to gently rub the tip of her head, and before long both of Fara's shoulders moved regularly indicating that he had fallen asleep.
And Ken could not sleep at all in the lyrics of the clock on the wall and then he pulled his phone lying in the closet next to his bed. then he tried to reply to a chat from Jasmin who had been forgotten by him because he was very tired..
In his face, Fara's face was sleeping soundly in her bed, occasionally her memories occur together when they are together where Fara will always look for her secretly because it is not allowed by her mother if they sleep together. back to look her sweet smile expands on both of her cheeks, "sleep peacefully my little princess may a good dream." he said then he took his pillow and bolsters and laid his body on a long sofa located in the corner of his room.
Because there is no way he really slept in bed with Fara, there he did not sleep but heart gymnastics all night. in addition, he was trying hard to throw away the sense that had long occupied the bottom of his heart.he had also promised Jasmin to accept it in his heart, but what about Fara he is still ordinary even though he has said honestly about the taste.
Soon the two are completely asleep with their respective dream world, Ken who feels tired in addition to taking medicine from Jasmin immediately fell asleep soundly. so even with Fara who is currently sleeping soundly turned out to be a fine touch from Ken managed to make him feel comfortable and immediately fall asleep.
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Still quiet and quiet Fara who awoke from her sleep tried to pull both of her hands, and felt around and not found Ken next to her as soon as she moved and leaned on the bed. when he woke up, Ken fell asleep on a sofa not far from his bed.
"you're lying your feelings haven't budged at all and I can still clearly feel your irregular heartbeat when I get too close to you, whatever you decide I will support you, seeing you like this is enough to make me happy, let alone being able to get back together and be able to see you every day is enough. I also do not know about that feeling until now I still feel worried, but when I hear you already have another dream woman I like not to accept, should I be happy right? that way we really will forever be brothers and sisters. but I also realize fully that the feeling of not being forced.The proof is Ferdi, what less good he is to me? always there for me whatever he does just to make me happy, even though I have advocated his hope many times patiently he still remains faithful waiting for me, which I myself do not know until when he will wait for me. who still feel worried and also doubt about what I feel alone." Inner Fara then he moved from Ken's bed, Ken, and brought the blanket to cover Ken who was asleep on the sofa , while Fara back in his room, in the lyrics the wall clock is almost dawn, "have Nisa been up yet?" her inner self, she could not hold back for too long anymore, then tried to contact Nisa after arriving at her room.
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"iya Ra why? crazy you want to wake me up sahur? or ngajakin tahajud? or pray repentance ?"her question is still by wiping a few times, while Fara who heard Nisa's question chuckled instantly, seen her clock on her phone was still at three in the morning, the wall clock did not move at all.
"well sorry yes I so wake you up in this vulnerable hour hehe I thought it was almost dawn Nis, uh it turns out the clock is dead." he said then while chuckling again.
"hum, so why must it be important to be wrong to look at the clock, It's your hand is heavy" he said to make Fara surprised instantly.
"who do you call mas Nis? hey what are you doing? what are you doing ? is "asked Fara impatiently, while Ken who woke up was surprised to see her covered in blankets and Fara was not in her room immediately he opened Fara's room without knocking.
Fara who was talking to Nisa was surprised, "sister ! surprise me, why not slow down ?"he said, which directly made Nisa who was about to answer her question earlier also wanted to ask the same thing.