
"although I realize with full awareness that the subject of the heart cannot be forced, but when the feeling is forbidden, should I not immediately throw away? at least I've been fighting."
Ken POV's
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After last night's drama, my body felt like it was not boned felt linu in every inch of my joints, I woke up because I had to go to the office again this time but when I entered my room, I was, I threw my body back in the basket and my eyes couldn't open at all, and I fell asleep again, after a while my phone rang on the table but I was still reluctant to reach it until a long time ago I was disturbed with a little instead I touched my desk and I found my phone immediately press green button.
"hello" I said lazily.
"where is it dear? I've reached your room and brought breakfast for you but I can't find you anywhere." said someone there, Jasmin's lover.
"sorry baby, I'm still at home and I can't get to the office today my body hurts so much and my eyes can't open I'm so tired of it." say it with closed eyes.
"ooo yeah already then I'll just go over there huh you're at home alone? bik Siti is home no?"ask her again.
"yes I myself bik Siti is permission a few days, do not need to love the office needs you just replace me yes today there is an important meeting right after completion and I've been better, I've been better, I'm the one who's going to see you first yeah I want to rest first." said me before I end our call.
And yes, Jasmine I can always rely on, she always helps me in times of emergency even though. I felt very sleepy but my eyes were still reluctant to be closed vaguely I heard the sound of stepping feet.
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Fara stepped his feet quickly and when passing the dining table he was stunned for a moment."loh box stock kak Ken is still here left behind? ah I've guessed for sure Ken didn't know I had made breakfast for him huh" he said by putting a small smile on both cheeks.
Then he continues his footsteps to immediately enter his room, but he is curious about Ken's room space that opens a little usually Ken always closes the door properly when going away, he immediately approached her intending to close her properly, but as he pulled the doorknob on it he saw Ken lying down and immediately stared at her.
"sister Ken, why a fever? since when was this morning still healthy? it's just that the lunch box is still intact on the table, brother Ken has not had breakfast either."said Fara by leaving Ken and soon returned with a plate of rice and water in his hand.
"wake up first sister, here breakfast first after that take medicine then Ken can rest again" said Fara by pulling her to lean on the bed.
"why not go to class? you said today you had to leave early in the morning?" ask Ken.
"it was so. but it didn't" he replied indifferently and began to scoop the rice and then began to feed Ken, "don't I get it myself, come give it!"said Ken.
While Fara immediately gave the plate to Ken, and put the medicine he brought to the table."Did drink also his medicine."then he just passed.
"why with her? did something happen? but what?"inner Ken wondered, after the departure of Fara Ken put back his food on the table and back lying down while continuing to think what was wrong with Fara .
Soon she fell back asleep, while Fara was confused in her room and was also feeling very upset today. his intention left early in the morning because he wanted to immediately finish the inner war in his heart but the circumstances made him even more confused now he immediately contacted Nisa.
"ah later I bother again, this is still new for Nisa not yet there a week she became a newlywed yes I have to bother her again anyway." said her then turn off her call.
Finally, all day he spent sleeping in his room all day when he woke up he felt very heavy head."This ice is because I slept too long for sure." he said with a soft massage of his head.
"astaga is almost dark, I deserve to really die instead of sleeping anymore" he said hysterically.
he quickly snatched the towel and immediately entered his bathroom and immediately flushed his body with cold water hoping to collect his life which disappeared a few hours ago.
when he finished he put on his pajamas and rolled up the tip of his head with a pink towel bearing his Hello Kitty. his stomach feels hungry immediately he is looking for something that can be eaten in the kitchen he found instant noodles immediately he cooked it."em in addition chili slices like this will be very delicious."say it with passion while cooking.
"BRAK"
Fara immediately turned her head and how surprised she was at seeing Ken bumping into something there.
"sister Ken, at home? I thought you were going with your lover that I really didn't know that Ken's brother was at home."he said frantically and helped Ken stand up, he was even more surprised because Ken's body temperature was so high.
"jeez, brother Ken is so hot your body temperature, brother Ken did not take the medicine I brought this morning huh?" ask Fara while carrying Ken sitting at the dining table.
"no, I don't eat anything, my tongue feels bitter and my head doesn't stop turning, I want water to take it away" Ken said.
While Fara was no longer hungry, because her noodles had been eaten by Ken."how better is the sister now?"ask Fara.
"ah yes, better thank you I want to go to the room again" he said again.
"why go to the room again, brother Ken has been sleeping in the room all day here just accompany me to watch yes do not make sleep continue later not immediately improved."said Fara then took Ken to the tv room and immediately sat down on the long sofa.
While Ken was feeling better and his head was no longer spinning like it was, he started to feel a little better but still felt aching in his body, and occasionally he pulls his body to the right and to the left while Fara has not realized that he is currently still using pajamas and towels on his head.
While watching, "Fara" call Ken, please,
"yes brother".
"why just wear pajamas like this?" ask Ken.
"astaga," said Fara by running into her room.and only realized quickly she was dressed and combing her hair.
"ice I can forget something like this" he said with annoyance.
"Fara" said Ken in front of his bedroom door.
"huh, what's your brother been doing here since when?"fara was surprised.
"since you've been in your pajamas and since you've been nagging" she said casually.
"can you massage your body for a while no, the feeling of my bones disappearing somehow" she said with a massage of her neck.
"i can't but brother, what if my massage isn't good?"say Fara again.
"let's try!"said Ken immediately lay down his body on the bed and immediately pulled Fara's hand to massage her.
With a reflex Fara immediately massaged Ken who is currently lying on his stomach in his bed, even though he never did it for a lifetime and this is his first time, while his heart was not because he felt afraid if Until Ken heard him.
"sister"
"hum"
"take no"
"fraight!"
"sister"
"what else"
"i'm tired too"
Ken immediately turned around and looked at her, of course Fara was surprised.
"i don't know if I can really erase my taste for you, what else are we housemates like this, listen, my heart just feels excited close to you, hopefully you don't hear it. and your two eyeballs that always make me miss and want to always be near you like this" inner ken with still looking at both beautiful eyes Fara.
"how is it that I get more nervous when Ken's brother looks at me as if I'm going to swallow him round and round, what's with my heartbeat? why is this what feeling I can't like Ken's brother, he's your brother Fara please pat it and throw your mind away,ah but how is this my heart beating faster". Inner Fara was anxious and looked once that she was happy to be nervous.
"Fara sorry, inconvenience you and thank you for your help" Ken said.
"sister, it doesn't need to be like that." said Fara by looking the other way, he was very nervous not daring to look at Ken's face.