A Piece of Broken Wing

not an invited guest

"whether we fight for someone who will leave, it will be meaningless because 'to endure or forsake comes from ourselves"

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The cold night wind greeted his body wrapped in his dusty pink sweater.

still tickling the fine fur on her skin, a second later she shrugged her shoulders and rubbed her arms with her palms.

clouds in the sky were seen several times to look at him, as if giving him a sign that soon the rain will arrive.

but the presence of such stars held him back from leaving, and gave him confidence, that everything would be fine.

Under the light of the stars, right on the front porch of the house is light green with some roses that are currently in perfect bloom .

Nisa was sitting leaning against a pole looking at the distant clouds in the sky.

power outages since the Adzan finished reverberating nature as if it would rampage that's why the electricity goes out,

there may be some poles that collapsed because the wind sounded strong once a while ago.usually, there is some damage to the power pole cable disconnected or something else.it is common here.

Nisa is unable to digest her own feelings this time, when she is reunited by a fate that completely makes her feel a dilemma, she said, or a kind of feeling that he thought absolutely could not make him think even do something. he should what?, and had to talk what she was like right now like a dazed girl all of a sudden.

The feeling of happiness or feeling sad or both is what makes her speech a thousand languages this time.

he was so clueless, when it was just a matter of "RASA".

the universe seems to want to make it really a dilemma this time.

"hi why are you sad? I've come not wanting this to see your sad face, have these past few years, your sweet face has always been like this?" ask her.

Nisa was just silent, still reluctant to say. then lowered her face, her eyes looked back at her toes that she deliberately played.

"oh yes the patrol post still hasn't changed much huh, the statues of farmers and the hansip statue was very surprising to me 😂

I thought it was some kind of ghost. because I didn't notice after the sky started to darken and I just realized the statues were standing and lined up next to the patrol post and I thought it was the ghost of😂😂" say it while laughing.

"so since this afternoon you've been at the patrol station?" ask Nisa.

"almost magrib anyway, exactly. Adzan earlier I was there when I went home first would not come here again later" he explained.

Nisa is just a mangosteen hearing her story.

the weather this afternoon was so hot, Nisa alone could not take a nap because the weather was really hot even Nisa could not stay away from the fan at all.

"why shut up anyway? I've been defending in not coming home to meet you, you even diem aja" he said.

"what am I supposed to say? read the tale of the thief Kundang to you, or the curse of nyai ronggeng?" nisa replied a little annoyed.

yes he is Bima, his former lover the first man who made him fall in love, as well as making him recognize the heartbreak of disappointment and his friends.

Nisa alone was surprised by his arrival because for a long time, he never mengubris, every chat or call maybe several times he still answer the phone. has been almost three years, since the breakdown of his relationship ,Bima never visited his house. Tonight Bima came with all her shrewdness, what else if not to try to convince Nisa back to be with him.

Although it has been a long time but Nisa's heart can not be denied, that honestly Nisa misses him. yes Nisa misses him because no matter how hard Nisa tries Nisa can not to hate him just forgetting it is very difficult for her. but he did not want to admit it he had tried to hold it for three years, he did not want to fall asleep with just his sweet words. because the more mature Nisa began to understand and understand when "love does not have to have" that is the best for his heart at this time, because he also wants to try to forget and try to find his own happiness, even if not with his heart at least, he will be with someone who truly loves him.

"sorry .....

sorry yaa" said Bima while rubbing Nisa's back.

"isdah ngapain anyway beware if the incantation, wear the event hold-hold all🤬 clothes" replied Nisa angrily.

"yes the end of the cake again talking the same pole was me. nduk aja from earlier, what do not-don't all the rituals of the dipper grandmother is this full moon night😂😂😂" bima said he did not want to lose.

"hey carelessly,

beautiful people gini in the word in granny dipper" replied Nisa did not accept.

"beautiful-beautiful kok jomblo😝"

the Bima Goda again.

"isdah ..jomblo no papa times, the important thing is a lot of dear weeeekkkkk🤪" replied Nisa did not want to lose.

Bima smiled satisfied finally, she could melt the atmosphere back .

yes, these are the moments he missed with Nisa. joking together although it will always lead to a debate between the two, but he was happy to see the laughter back on his face. the face of the girl who had always been in his heart until now.

although at this time Nisa is still reluctant to return with him, Bima still continues to hope that someday he can still be with her, heal the wounds he made himself and make Nisa happy with all his heart. laughing together, joking together like there are no wounds and tears even though it was like very difficult Bima tried and continued to convince Nisa . as present at this moment, he wanted Nisa to believe , that he did not play with his words . he was very sorry, had turned away from him, and left him because Bima himself finally languished. because he could not be with Nisa even though Bima had tried to be with other women, but he could not find his comfort, when he was with Nisa. Nisa was the one who was able to accept herself whatever her condition.

with several times Bima with other women, now only realized nisa is a woman who looks really sincere to love and love him wholeheartedly.In fact, his departure until it feels like she lost something in him.

there are many beautiful women out there, there are some women who are with Bima more beautiful than Nisa. but still, can not exceed the feelings of affection that Nisa gives to her. therefore, when Nisa will really pass from her life Bima really feels lost figure Nisa in her life, and she tries not to go and return in her life.