THE SHADOW OF THE PAST
The BML Part 7
#Infant_Masa_Lalu_7
"For if there is a sign of the ladder in my office, it can also be, or here" I said shortly after entering the car mas Firman.
Firman was silent. He started his car and took me away from my office.
All the way there was not a word out of him.
I felt my phone vibrate, a message from Rangga. Doubtful I raised, I said my greetings slowly.
"Darling, you didn't have your own lunch. I suddenly met a client" we made lunch today.
"Yes, baby, no papa. My answer. Mas Firman glanced at me as I also glanced at him.
"Okay, I'll see you later tonight, assalamualaikum" he concluded.
"Where are we going?" then I broke the silence. Because there's not a word out of him.
"The place that's just the two of us" he replied.
"I won't be like anything, don't be afraid" he added looking at my sour face.
The Firman car leads into an elite housing estate. I know this housing is new to this city.
He stopped his car in front of the last house, the house was quite large. Slightly wider than others because it is in the corner. There's no fence. The garden is neat and beautiful. I looked around, very quiet as if there were no human activities.
Mas Firman brought me in, there was no one inside but everything looked clean and tidy. Mas Firman led me to the back garden.
He left me in the back, and then he came out with 2 glasses of orange juice.
I'm actually thirsty, but I'm undoing my intentions. I'm back to grumbling why I'm back stuck in a place like this with just the two of him.
"Truly orange juice Bil, swear" he assured.
I keep drinking it. It's not funny that Firman put something in it, which arouses excitement and triggers us to do adult scenes.
Everything can happen, we're not kids anymore and we've done that. Moreover, the behavior of the Word is changing, sometimes normal sometimes crazy.
I shouldn't be playing with fire, but somehow there's this one soul-covered feeling that pushed me and brought me here.
He drank those 2 glasses for almost half.
I watched him no reaction. I finally drank the pot.
Firman laughed at my behavior.
"Why bring me here?" ask again.
"I answered earlier, I want to be with you" he replied.
"Just we're both you and me" the Word brought his face closer to me.
"Crazy ya mas this long"spray me.
I am truly sorry for my stupidity today.
I grabbed my bag and stood up but Firman's hands held back, and as soon as I pulled me, I lost my balance and fell down in an overriding position.
Oh my God why it became a scene like the one in the Korean drama.
While I was enjoying this sensation, but I had to stay sane, I tried to get up but the hand of the Word held me back and he pulled me even more, his face just below me.
This guy seems to be really crazy. His smile expanded, his eyes closed. I don't know what's on his mind.
"Mas let go" I said as I thrashed quietly.
But it's like he didn't hear me. "Mas please let go" I shouted as I thrashed louder but still the grip was too strong my hand until it hurt.
I cursed my stupidity and stupidity that brought me to this condition.
I didn't smell the alcohol so I was sure he wasn't drunk, but his craziness was coming back.
The eyes are now open, looking at me but able to stab into my heart, his smile is not as wide as before but looks so tickling stain my race.
I swallowed my saliva. I have to keep my sanity.
"The sick man" I said while trying to escape from his gang.
He still doesn't flinch.
"This once Bil, just for a moment, I want you to hug me like before" pinta mas Firman lirih.
What the hell is this. I don't know what possessed this man.
I took my eyes off her eyes, making a look like I didn't want it.
I'm still trying to get away from him, though not completely.
"Say yes I just let go" he said.
I just nodded slowly.
Mas Firman took off his gang.
I managed to get up, she reached out her hand asking me to pull it.
What happened to the Word. I never thought he'd be this close and I'd be this stupid to follow his craziness.
"You promised" he whispered.
"But this out please deliver when you go home mas" I asked.
I can't say harshly or harshly to him.
I'm afraid he's doing crazier than this.
It's just the two of us here and if he does the khilaf no one will be able to hear my cry.
The Word agreed.
"A hug" he said later. I doubt I'm holding that crazy guy.
My chest skipped a beat, I'm sure Firman can feel it too.
Mas Firman took off my arms, he tidied my hair.
His gentle touch caressed my cheek, and the feeling was back, he was the first man to touch me, the first man to touch me.
And. ah, my eyes were closed enjoying the soft caress of her hands.
I could feel the breath of the Word drawing near, my chest shaking violently as I felt the warm kiss of the Word being brought to me.
This can't happen. My wisdom is coming back to touch my khilaf. I rubbed my lips. Rangga forgive me my inner self.
"Bil, you're still my wife, I've never fucked you, I haven't divorced you.
I'm your husband what's wrong with this" said Mas Firman.
"Our mother is divorced" I explained.
"I never divorced you" he said again.
"Mas sued me a few years ago" I replied.
"I've never sued you or signed any papers" he argued later.
"Mas is married again, I already have a wife" my voice grew to resuscitate him.
"That's because I thought you left me, because you betrayed me, I was indeed***** believe all those stories, I really was down at that time, you know I love you very much" mas Firman looks emotional.
"Mother
promise me, I'll bless us on the condition that I'm serious about my college. She said she'd look after you when you were pregnant, when you were pregnant with my son".
"I came home looking for you one year after we got married, I wanted to see you and our son I really missed that time.but you disappeared, no one wanted to tell me where you were".
The voice of the Word began to hoarse.
"Until Gugun, the man who loves to tease you came and told me many things, and I don't know foolishly I believe him. Not to mention some people tell the same story Gugun told about you". Add
"I kept the pain for years, until I met you again, and realized I was wrong about you"
She was crying like a child on my lap. And I'm really in shock, this life is like playing tricks on me.
I had enough before I met someone from my time.
I can't say any more words I've only been quiet for a while.
"Whatever it is, everything is meaningless now" I tried to calm myself down. The Word got up from my lap.
I rest in front of him"Mas wants to see Nabila happy right, mas want to fix everything right, please let go of Nabila mas, if you really love Bila". My love later.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry madness, I'm sorry to hurt you, but I don't know after meeting you again this love is getting bigger" said mas Firman lirih.
"Mas Nabila is happy with Nabila's life now. You also have to be happy" I assured him.
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"I'm sorry" asked Firman again as I was about to get out of his car. I nodded and smiled..
The words of the word are stirred in my ears. Is it true that I am still his wife, but I have signed the letter which he said was a lawsuit from him, is it because he did not charge me I am still his wife.
I don't understand about this, but all this is really bothering me.
"Dear you are sick?" asked Rangga when he saw my situation.
"Just dizzy baby, don't know why my head is so heavy" I woke my head in Rangga's arms.
"We are pending first yes buy the need for the proposal" I nodded
"I'm sorry, baby" I said.
He clutched his hands tightly, felt comfortable and felt calmer.
Rangga rubbed my head, pulling it into his lap. He rubbed my head slowly.
I slept Rangga massage making my head feel light.
I don't know how long I slept. And still in Rangga's lap.
"Darling. "I shook the ladder slowly.
"Uhhh" Rangga squirms, must be sore.
"I'm sorry, I overslept" I said spoiled.
Rangga saw that the clock had been stopped at 11 p.m.
"Darling, I'm a laper" Rangga held onto his stomach. "Passenger eat first yes "the door.
I smiled and held him to the dinner table.
"I don't know what Nini cooked" I opened the hood. Empty nothing.
Nini came to me, "Nini thought she had eaten again, so nini put in"
Nini took out the rendang from the refrigerator.
"Wuihh heavy" chirped me.
Nini put down the dime after warming it up. The smell is as fragrant as it evokes the taste buds.
"Cement eat yes" pinta Rangga, I nodded.
I don't usually eat last night.
"A little bit" he forced. I took a piece and a little rice to please him.
I face a handsome face in front of me.
I'm sorry I shared this feeling, I don't know why I can't control myself.
I can't dampen the desire that comes from the fire of love that comes back when the Word lights up.
I want to keep this taste intact just for you, but I can't hold back the tempest of my soul when I'm with the Word.
"Darling why are you?" I realized from my daydreams when Rangga's hand turned slowly to my cheek.
"You really don't want a story yet?" He asked, and his eyes looked at me.
"I'm okay" I said. Rangga was just a mangut mangut, trying to accept my excuse.
"Last few days, I didn't see any cheer?Behaviour as usual" he added later.
I kept shaking my head in a sign I had no problem.
Although I know Rangga is not satisfied with my answer, but he will not force me.
I drove it to the front, I was still fixated even though Rangga had long been out of my sight.
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