THE SHADOW OF THE PAST

THE SHADOW OF THE PAST
The BML Part 20



#Infant_Masa_Lalu_20


Rangga pulled me in his deck. I just closed my eyes. Enjoy the sensation of taste that some time yesterday had faded. Nabila enjoy your night baby ..


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After the Fajr Prayer I rushed into the kitchen, cooking water for Rangga coffee.


"Honey little ajha" said Rangga who suddenly appeared behind me.


"Tumben, usually likes sweet"


"Liat u ajha is already sweet baby, if added sugar is afraid to get diabetes"


I laughed when I heard Rangga's chatter always made me happy even though sometimes crisp.


I stirred it after pouring hot water.


"Snipp first" I asked Rangga, it seems I gave too little sugar.


Rangga took a little coffee with my old spoon stirring.


His eyes were fiddling next to him, he could not be bitter.


Wrong himself was asking for a little sugar. I smiled and looked at his expression.


"Pity bitterness" he said later.


"Take it anyway, try again" asked me, nurut ajha Rangga tasted it back


"It's still the same" he said.


I added a soft kiss to the lips of my handsome husband.


"Isn't that sweet yet?" godaku's. Rangga smiled widely.


"Sweet, sweet wear, thank you" Rangga kissed me affectionately. His hands are round on my back.


"So you woke up?" I and Rangga were not aware that there was Karina. Rangga took off his embrace when he saw Karina.


Karina was annoyed to go straight back to her room.


Heard something being thrown in his room.


Rangga seemed to want to catch up with him, I held back his hand.


"Don't love, let's calm down first, fear more hysterical, kasian baby" I'm just saying, I don't want Rangga to catch up with him.


"Dear, I went to the room first" said Rangga later. I nodded.


I saw in the fridge, a lot of groceries, like there was still time for breakfast.


"Honey breakfast first yuk" pangilku to Rangga, apparently he was already prepared with work clothes.


"Today, Karina has breakfast" my pangil knocked on her door.


But he won't come out.


"Karina didn't have breakfast?" rangga asked starting to pay attention.


"Ntar let me be persuaded, you have breakfast first ajha"


"You're off?"


I'm dodging.


"Let go a little bad" I replied.


Finish breakfast Rangga farewell. I drove him to the front porch.


I went back to the kitchen to clean up the old equipment I cooked just now.


Looks like Karina's following me to the kitchen.


His face did not look so bad.


He pulled out a chair and started sitting at the table.


"Bil, you know Stev?" Ask Karina suddenly.


"Not knowing just know, he's Rangga's boss, what's the matter?" my many.


Somewhat strange, with him talking flat like this, usually he if you like to say loud.


"You also certainly know my connections are a lot at the headquarters" he said again.


From here I began to read what he was about to say.


"Keep why?" tanyaku later.


"Bil, I think you're pretty smart. You must know that I can destroy Rangga's career easily, come on don't have to compete with me, you don't want to see Rangga destroyed"


I laughed, too smart for him. I believe his connections are a lot at the center, I also believe he can destroy Rangga's career easily. What I can't believe is he's that stupid.


"Karina Denger, want to be your bully, want you to feed what your son, eat your blind love" I still can't help my laughter.


"Karier Rangga is destroyed, there is no more influence for me dear, I am an independent woman" I explained to him.


"So don't be threatening, until here understand?"


Karina stood up in annoyance. He moved back to his room.


I can't stop thinking about his ridiculous thoughts.


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I just got out of the house at 10. I drove my car straight to the boutique.


Sintia greeted me with a pile of files and reports that I had to check.


Always this way struggling with my work and unconsciously already afternoon.


I remember an appointment with Vivian accompanying her shopping. Before sulking, I immediately cleared my desk.


"Sint, sister first yes" said I, Sintia stood up from her seat.


"Yes, be careful", the message.


"Saiy I'll pick you up? 10 Minutes to go" I said on the phone.


I just pulled the car over when I got in front of the clinic, Vivian was waiting for me outside.


"I thought you forgot bebz".


"It's really saiyy" my god


"That's right" I chuckled at Vivian Manyun.


"What do you want blanja for?"


" Mami's day is a birthday, want to find a gift"


"What a hodgepodge, ajha mami rings do love jewelry"


"The plan is bebz"


I drove my car to a jewelry store near the square.


After buying a ring for my mom, Vivian asked me to stop by the shoes. He loves his shoe collection.


Magrib I drove him back to the clinic. Immediately send my car to Serayu.


Rangga's car was parked in the yard when I arrived. Then he came home quick.


I stepped slowly, there was Karina's voice in the kitchen and Rangga.


I say hello from the living room. Rangga emerged from the kitchen.


"This is Karin can't open her sauce" Karina shouted as Rangga was about to approach me.


Rangga turned his body and returned to Karina.


I put my feet in the room, I put the bag on the bed, I was silent for a moment.


"Darling, I bought the pizza, I got it?" Rangga followed me into the room.


"Baby grandpa asked ya?" shoot me


"Yes, the baby is cravings" explained Rangga.


My eyes immediately swerved, where there was a baby asking for Pizza, it could be Karina ajha, my bathinku. Rangga ah lama-lama nyebelin is also very plain.


"Why you?" he asked when he saw my face turn displeased.


"It's okay" I replied annoyed.


"Darling, you asked me to do good to Karina"


"Bodo.." sulkku.


Rangga breathed out his breath.


"Woman it's hard to understand, what her mouth says, but what her heart says"


Rangga passed away not long after heard the sound of a car being turned on.


Looks like he left with my car. Because the car can't get out.


I don't know what time Rangga came home I was asleep with a big heart.


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"Honey, I have training from Monday to Friday. So tomorrow I leave next Saturday to go home" explained Rangga that morning.


"A long time "


"Yes, I tipped my baby yes, said the doctor is not good condition, actually have to bedrest Karinanya do not want"


My baby??


Rangga took something out of her purse, the baby USG photo was shown to me


"Look baby, it's this way" her eyes sparkled.


Clekit-clekit.


Rangga looked at me, I tried to smile.


"Just until Karina gives birth right?, you should be able to" Rangga told me.


I can Rangga, but I don't know my faith in you is not as strong as it used to be.


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"Darling, the dirty clothes will be put on the crackle again yes, do not mix" my message


Rangga understood.


"Darling I'm leaving?" Pamphitt. I stalked him out of the room.


"I said goodbye to Karina first" I nodded. After the last control Rangga changed considerably his attitude to Karina, very attentive.


Didn't I ask for it, yes but not so much.


I took off Rangga with my ladder.


When I set my foot in the house, Karina was sitting in front of the TV in the middle room. He looks happy.


Looking at me she smiled, the same smile I used to smile at her.


She replied to me, she played a delicate game, going straight to Rangga with her baby intermediary. He knew Rangga was very gentle to the children.


And I didn't realize it. I'm busy with my work, with my world.


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"This is Armand ndak so vacation there yes, om Agus had bought tickets, Bulik same Armand then went to Kalimantan"


Bulik's speech on the phone.


Although disappointed that Armand did not come to visit me, I still forced a smile.


"Yes, it's okay" I replied.


I refocused on the computer, continued my work.


"Honey" message from Rangga.


"Honey karina want to eat sweet spicy cooked meat with onions, buy where ya?"


I called Rangga in reject


"Being training dear, chat ajha"


"What's his name?


"I don't know, you asked Karina yes"


Where do you buy it?, you know its name too.


Why am I asking, he should have asked me.


Auk..


I went back to my work.


There was a knock on the door, Sintia appeared with Byan.


Byan gave me some design sheets, though,


"Good all By" I said


"This is only 3 feet, still less 7 more. I ordered 10 models to be launched this year"


"Let's target By make the rest can be finished when, who has entered this I've seen it again, if ok all ntar can go into production"


"Yes, good brother"


Byan came out, Sintia was still in front of me she was watching me.


"Big brother why?" Ask Sintia suddenly


"No, no problem" I replied.


"So weird sister lately, abis nikah brother even overtime continued, Sintia also rarely met Kak Rangga"


"And the work is also more, so harua is overflowing? Shut me.


Sintia.


"Sintia knows that you have a problem, if you want to tell a story, Sintia is ready to listen. Brother is still a human being, brother needs someone else"


I just silently heard Sintia's words.


"Sintia will always be there for sister" the young girl held my hand reassuring her intentions.


Then go back out to his desk.


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It felt like a long time, let alone taking care of Karina with her strange request. Not everything I've filled, I'm just making sure he's not starving, by preparing food.


Rangga's protest over the karina report did make me very sick. Where try a wife who is willing and able to take care of her honey that is getting more and more pronounced.


"Only until the baby is born, will you make a deal too"


"I don't have any feelings for Karina, I'm the same as you just want what's best for the baby"


That was the only sentence Rangga said to calm me down.


Finally Rangga came home too, I was really tired of facing the woman, if he did not see himself really often bleeding may have been me-maki for his complaints to Rangga.


But I am also a woman who still has pity for her condition.


On Sunday, I used to clean the house, I was cleaning the kitchen, since Nini returned to Cempaka the kitchen became less managed.


My hands were holding the cooking oil, which I was about to pour into the bottle.


The oil so scattered on the floor, immediately I took a bucket and mop medicine, I remember reading that cleaning the oil can use flour so it is not slippery.


Just now I opened the closet where Nini usually keeps the flour, sounding like the sound of people falling slips accompanied by a very loud shout.


I immediately stood up and saw Karina on the floor I was shocked to see the blood on her forehead.


Karina groaned in pain while calling out to Rangga.


I hurriedly wanted to help him, but he threw out my hand and shouted at Rangga.


Rangga came with his shocked face.


"Mas .. sickt " cried Karina


"Honey out blood" said I who was still in shock.


"Go to the hospital" exclaimed Rangga and then lifted Karina's body.


I ran to get my car keys, swept my wallet and cell phone at the table and put them in my sling bag.


Just in the guest room I remember Rangga's phone


I went back to the room and took it while running.


"Bil, hurry Bil" shouted Rangga from outside I ran back and opened the car door.


Karina screamed all the way, freaking me out.


"Sickness.sickness" he cried.


At the hospital, Karina was taken to the IGD


"Patient, whose obstetrician?" Ask a nurse to memorize me and Rangga


"Dr Siska sust? "Jawabku "How's the situation?" Tanyaku later.


"Wait for Doctor Siska first ya mba" he told me.


Rangga looks tense. I am also no less tense.


It was not long before Siska came and went straight into the IGD room.


Rangga and I moved as Siska walked out of the room.


"Sis, how's the condition?" Tanyaku later.


"There's bleeding, you're falling?" I said, "yes we try, hopefully all is well" he said later.


Siska went back into the room


Rangga sat back in the chair, I also followed him.


"Why did Karina fall" she asked me, explaining that I was clean.


Rangga. A nurse came out and said she could be seen.


I followed Rangga's steps, approaching Karina's bed, she was still seen crying.


"Mas Rangga" Her cry the more she tightened, Rangga approached her.


"When I was, Nabila made me fall" she cried.


Glutton..


"I wasn't accidentally Karin" I said slowly


"Liar, you may hate me, but please don't hurt my son" she cried again.


"Sunday I was unintentional" I said with emotion restrained at her accusation.


"Mas Rangga, Nabila does not want our baby to be born.." the cry of karina getting firmer, Rangga was seen holding Karina and calming her.


"I was completely unintentional" I shouted.


"When it's!" yelled Rangga at me. My chest trembled violently never before had this man snapped at me like now.


"Karina's still sick".he said later more slowly.


I went out, my chest hurt so much, these tears were ready to slide, but I could stand it.


Rangga chased me out.


"Nabila. nabila wait" shouted Rangga. I stopped my steps.


"I accidentally made him fall" I said, my eyes glaring at Rangga.


"Yes I know, but you should be more careful" he said later.


"Ladders, I didn't mean it" My emotions were already unbearable, I turned around and got away from it.


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