THE SHADOW OF THE PAST
The BML Part 18
#Infant_Masa_Lalu_18
Karina was standing at the door, I was following Rangga.
"What's up ?" I asked Karina.
But he doesn't seem to want to see me.
"Mas, the water in my bathroom is dead" he told Rangga.
"Oh kirain whatan" early in the morning was like a firecracker.
"later ajha so that Wawan dibenerin, quite unfortunate he anter Nini here. Ntar I ask you all to be real" I said to Karina, I walked past her.
He was still standing in front of Rangga. Especially to think
I stepped back and asked why I hadn't left. Karina just grunted in annoyance and entered her room.
I walked towards the kitchen and boiled hot water for Rangga coffee.
Rangga followed me to the kitchen.
"Darling, Nini was brought here?" ask Rangga to me. He poured water into the glass in his hand.
"Dear, Karina's content is getting bigger and bigger, and Siska said the condition is not so good"
"It's not going to tell me anywhere, you take it easy" I continued.
I put coffee in front of Rangga, who is still disturbed, I don't know what my man thinks.
"I take a shower first" I said, holding her arm.
Then I went to the bathroom, I had an appointment with Lody and Vivian this morning.
Rangga was already sitting on the edge of the bed when I got out of the bathroom.
"Darling, leaving in the morning?" tanyanya saw me preparing.
"Yes, there is a promise with bebebz" I replied.
Rangga noticed me who was looking at myself in front of the mirror.
Rangga stood up and hugged me from behind.
"You're a mess" he said later.
"It's good not to diet to mean me" I said.
"I'm sorry baby" he said later.
I turned my back, I cupped my hands to my man's face.
"It's still morning, no melow, I don't like it" I said, then kissed her cheek.
I don't want to play this early. I prefer that Rangga tease me with his dreadlocks even though sometimes crisp.
"Bath mat. auk acem" I said again.
After preparing Rangga's clothes on the bed, I put my things in the bag.
I waited for her until she took a shower. And then pampered after.
I took the time to open my phone in the car, a message from the Firman mas, he was still waiting for my explanation. But it's none of his business anymore. I don't have to explain anything to him or anyone else about my household.
I choose not to reply.
I'm taking my car to the clinic. I saw Lody's car, but I didn't see Vivian's, it didn't seem like she'd come.
Soon I entered my room, put down my bag and left for the meeting room. Lody's already there, there's Dr. Atika and Wira too, and Jenny.
"Wait for Vivian first, said Lody to me" I also nodded. He's got a laptop and a projector.
Our seats form a semicircle. Lody gave me some pictures.
"I'm sorry I'm late" Vivian came in with a frenzied breath. I then thrust out a bottle of mineral water as he sat next to me.
"Well, can we start..?" ask Lody later.
We will discuss about the tools that will soon be brought with the latest technology.
Lody explained many things especially his purplishness.
This device uses laser technology.
I listened to Lody's explanation while playing my hair with fingers.
"Our hope, with the use of this latest technology will increasingly provide more quality services" concluded Lody.
A knock was heard at the door, Baras appeared carrying coffee and cake and then split it.
We chatted and exchanged ideas before starting today's work. Solid team work must be formed to achieve company goals.
Not only serious, we are more laughter in the chat this morning.
After feeling enough, we also started working again. I went back to my room, I opened the phone I accidentally left in the bag. But I paused my intention, I put it back in the bag.
I need to get to the boutique.
I then closed my room, and walked over to Vivian's room to say goodbye. I was justifying the buttons on my shirt when I accidentally hit Wira who just came out of Vivian's room.
"Sorry Miss Nabila?" Said later.
"I'm the wrong Doctor" I replied.
The young doctor smiled groggyly, then permission passed.
I don't know why I'm a hobby so hit people if the road, mas Firman like to say I 'magical' if the road. Why become a Word?.
"Saiy, I went to the boutique first yes?" My pampit only partially opened the door to Vivian's workspace.
"Yes bebz, heart of muachh's heart" Vivian pursed her lips.
I saw the clock in my hand was 11 more. I walked towards the parking lot through the back door. I parked the car in the backyard devoted to employees.
My hand looked for my key in the bag, and pressed the button with the key open.
I stopped my steps when Firman emerged from the back of my car.
His eyes were sharp looking at me, I felt like a patient. Sometimes I wonder if he has no other job. It's not that I don't like his attention, but I'm married not single anymore.
"Mas don't be here, a lot of cctv" I said approaching him. I know what his arrival means.
Being ignored on a cell phone had no effect on him.
He went out first to his car. I drove slowly out of the clinic, the car of the Word following me.
Confused to take mas Firman where. I see he's still kneeling me.
I drove my car into the city forest, there was a large car park and the location was not too crowded. Even quiet if working hours like this. I parked my car, completely deserted, mas Firman parked his car next to me.
I was standing in front of my car. My hands folded in the chest. Waiting for him to get out of the car.
"Why don't you return my messages, don't you pick up my phone?" ask Firman after getting out of his car.
"Sorry, if it's still a meeting earlier, if you live in a bag" I reasoned.
"Okay, you haven't answered my question yesterday" Firman's face looks more serious than usual.
"My husband's neighbor" I replied without looking at him.
"Then the pregnant woman?"
"Wife too"
"meaning?" The Word seemed confused by my answer.
"Mas, this is a household if, let Bila finish it by yourself" I said later.
"If you know you love me so much when, but this is different, there are limits that we must keep". My next.
Firman stood in front of me, his hands holding mine.
"Bil, I can't understand your complicated relationship with them and I don't want to know, but I just want to see you happy. Mas will go willingly if you really bahagya, but mas will continue to be your life if you still see sadness in your eyes"
"This is not what I thought, If and Rangga are okay, only we are being tested" I replied to mas Firman.
"The Word does not need to worry if, if it can certainly pass all this" I believe to the Word.
Mas Firman released my arm. I know this isn't what he wants to hear, my strong-witted expression.
I'm trying to take the conversation away from my household.
"I met my mother yesterday"
Firman was shocked to hear my words.
"Still beautiful yes" I said later.
"Mother apologizes to me for everything she's done in the past" I continued.
"Keep" he said as I began to stop.
"Yes If sorryin, it's also a long time ago if also sorry from the past" I said again.
There is relief from the eyes of the Word on me.
I saw the watch on my left hand, it was almost 1 o'clock.
"Mas, when there's still a lot of work. When to the office first?"my door to the Word.
"Aren't you looking for food?" tanyanya. I'm dodging.
Mas Firman still continues to look at me, making me misbehave myself.
"What the hell is that" I protested to cover my grogiku. Mas Firman even smiled to see me wrong behavior.
"Udah ahh" I also passed by who was still smiling to see my face reddened.
I opened the car door, and immediately entered. Mas Firman knocked on my car glass, I then lowered my car glass, until his face was right next to me.
"Be careful" said Mas Firman with a smile and his shady gaze, I turned my head and tried to return his smile
I pulled back my car, and quickly drove it toward the office.
---- arriving at the Boutique----- office
"So, here are some reports that have not been checked" said Sintia, when I just sat down the chair's ass.
"Sign there first Sint, ntar brother check" I asked Sintia.
I'm back in the business.
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Nini has been with me in Serayu for a week, I know she is not comfortable with Karina and vice versa. Karina complained to Rangga that Nini would not obey her orders. Rangga who usually ignore Karina's complaints, this time the response is different. He asked me to rebuke Nini.
"Can't" I refused to go to Rangga.
"Nini is not a maid, she is like my sister" I said later.
"But I'm afraid Karina's emotions are affecting her baby's development" Rangga said later.
"You rebuke yourself ajha" I said later. Rangga was even flirting.
"Kan Nini is coming with you, not us let alone me" he said later.
"Yes I can't and don't want to be a negur" I said.
Seeing me upset Rangga grabbed my hand. And kissed.
"I'm sorry I didn't mean anything, sorry I made you angry" he said later. I still keep putting on my upset face.
"Darling.." again. Then hugged me
"Lazy, want to take a shower first" I said trying to escape from his arms.
"Sorry first!" His ink, half-hearted acupum cuddled.
"Udah ah want to take a bath" I murmured, Rangga let me go and I immediately rushed to take a bath.
After taking a shower and getting ready, I walked into the kitchen. Nini has prepared coffee for me, but she does not want to prepare for Rangga, let alone Karina. I saw Karina tailing me in the kitchen, like she had just cooked something.
Rangga sat in front of me, Karina immediately approached him.
"I make fried rice for breakfast" Karina put a plate of fried rice complete with egg ceplok.
At first glance I saw him. It's dark and greasy. I took the bread and then slowly polished the chocolate jam while occasionally looking at them.
Rangga was seen rejecting his hand was about to take a loaf of bread in front of him.
"Why? even though I was defending waking up early to make breakfast mas" my honeymoon was.
"I don't usually eat Rin's weight" replied Rangga Keukeuh refused.
I still put bread in front of me. While looking at them.
"This is our baby who wants to make fried rice for his papa, mas tega ya..." Karina is getting stronger.
"Yes yes I eat" said Rangga gave up.
I piled up the bread I had polished earlier and started biting it.
Nini who had earlier glanced at the two while cleaning up the groceries. Turning her mouth around mimicked Karina. And imitate a style like vomiting. I just glared at him.
"I bribe ya" cheerfully Karina scooped her fried rice, and began to split the egg clap on it with a fork, instantly melted the yellow out of it, but Rangga did not see it. Karina hastily bribed into Rangga's mouth.
Instantly Rangga's expression changed, auhh I snorted softly lifting my upper lip, as well as this poor man. Rangga like I don't like half-cooked eggs. Instantly Rangga wanted to spit out the contents of his mouth
buru drank water in front of him.
"Ga ya yah mas" saw Rangga Karina's expression look disappointed.
"Emm I just remembered there was an appointment this morning, Rangga hurriedly stood up.
"Dear me first" he said to me. His hand grabbed the new bread I was about to put back in my mouth, and took a quick step.
Karina looked at me who was still gawking with her hands still in front of my mouth. He turned his face away and left the dining table.
Nini's laughter broke out instantly. I glared at him, even though I wanted to laugh too. I'm trying to hold him.
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The more days, the more karina's behavior becomes he is very smart to play with Rangga's emotions. The baby in her stomach is always an excuse. He didn't seem to let Rangga be with me for a second.
Karina was always on Rangga's arm, and the reason was always the same baby.
I started to act cold to Rangga. I'd rather bring home office work to distract me from them. And in the afternoon I'd rather go out with Vivian, Lody, Sintia sometimes mas Firman.
Rangga often goes home during the break. Because Karina told me several times that she was bleeding.
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This morning I was getting ready early, today is Karina's schedule of controls.
I was combing my hair when Rangga finished changing clothes.
"Dear"
Rangga hugged me he kissed the tip of my ear. My heart rippled, long time I did not enjoy the touch.
But when I remember this hand that held the woman at the end of the day, my desire was extinguished.
I let go of Rangga's embrace. Just my handsome husband will ask why, already heard the call of Karina from outside.
I pointed at the door with my chin.
Rangga was still glued in front of me, but finally chose to pass because Karina kept calling her.
"Mas I want only the two of us to leave" Karina whined when she saw me coming out of the room.
"I want Nabila to come, usually he's the one who wants you"
Hearing Rangga's words, karina was silent and askew while stroking her distended stomach.
"But this baby wants to be with his papa"
"Oh no papa, you two. I just remembered seeing a morning client too"
I said, turning away and returning to my room. Rangga.
"Darling..." Rangga grabbed my ladder. I turned my body towards him. He looked at me with compassion, feeling guilty.
"No papa dear, I'm fine" I said hard-ass.
"You're taking Karina ajha, I really had a promise with Vivian this morning, just forgot" I said.
Rangga took off my arms, when she heard Karina's crying growing bigger.
I sat in front of my bed, the sound of Rangga's car was no longer heard.
Nini stood at the door.
"What is Mba made of? Nini who just saw could not accept mba digini in" he said emotion.
"How come it can be this patient, Nini thought it was only in the pilem of people like that, it was true there was in real life" Nini's voice sounded explosive.
I just fell silent unable to say anything to answer Nini's question.
"Mhba.. Nini is not strong anymore, Nini just go home to Cempaka yes?, Nini does not want to be here anymore.."
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