THE SHADOW OF THE PAST
The BML Part 15
#Infant_Then 15
"I'm sorry you can't make a show later, Mr. Juan again here" said Rangga this morning.
I just nodded even though I was really disappointed because Rangga could not accompany me to the Opening today.
I stared at myself in front of the mirror. My dress feels looser than ever. Rangga hugged me from behind.
"It's a pity that today is so beautiful" she said, kissing my cheek.
"Darling.ihh" I said as I lowered my head. I've been grooming from morning, with a little thicker makeup.
"Who told me a very beautiful bitch today, brother will be melted" I laughed amusedly hearing Rangga say that sentence.
"Honey in Karina's arms" I heard Karina's scream. Rangga still took me off.
"Mass .. Mas Rangga" clearly heard Karina's voice from outside my room. Rangga snorted in annoyance.
Karina looked into my room.
"Whose control anther?" He asked later, when he saw me and Rangga was ready.
"Tomorrow ajha I'm the anther "I replied. Following Rangga mas at the door
"Today's schedule" he said
"If you want today, just take my car, let me be with Rangga" I said as I walked to the living room past him
"I'm pregnant, you're afraid I can't be tired, cook yourself" whined Karina
"Wear Ojek onlen only, if you are not strong driving" Reply, I told you today can not bathinku.
"Ihhhh "Karina passed by in annoyance. He went into the room.
Rangga followed me, to the middle room, to the,
I was putting up my shoes when he kept looking at me.
"Did you see that so much?" I said, Rangga's gaze made me misbehave.
Rangga immediately hugged me after I stood up.
"Hay. what the hell baby"
Rangga just smiled, his injuries getting tighter.
I tried to avoid her anxious kisses but she firmly held my head and landed her kisses on me.
"Dear my makeup." I said trying to escape from this man who was possessed.
Rangga just laughed to see me.
"That's right" there's a lipstick on my lips and face. I rubbed it with my hand.
My own face like I don't know later in the car I'm polishing again.
Our car came out of the car just before it separated. I saw my face reflected, fortunately eyelashes and makeup did not get damaged because of Rangga just now.
I'm back with powder and lipstick.
"Wooww, how beautiful you beibz" Vivian praised me.
"You're also saiy" I said
"If I was every day always beautiful" said Vivian
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"Gubraakk" I said
Vivian just chuckled, Vivian has an oriental face, she is indeed a descendant of chines. High body slim, white skin face like a Korean artist.
"Haiy Nabila" Ayu came with some of her friends.
"Newly know if this is yours, just look at the photo in front" he continued excited.
"That means you've met the Word, huh?" I asked half a whisper.
I'm just nodding
"Oh pantesan ajha..." Ayu did not continue her words because her friends came to her.
The Word, my bath.
He's on the invitation list, but I haven't seen him present.
"Didn't mind that?" vivian asked me.
"No papa" I replied.
Until the end of the show I didn't see him coming.
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Today I promised Karina to deliver her birth control.
I asked if he was still sick.
But he doesn't like to talk to me much.
My phone rang from Vivian asking me directly to the clinic.
I didn't restart my conversation with Karina until the hospital.
I drove back home after control.
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"Honey look" pangilku to Rangga while showing a photo of Karina's ultrasound results the other day.
Rangga was amazed "funny ya" he said with a smile. Deg, why did my heart arrive like it was pinched.
I deliberately asked Nini to prepare various vegetables, already packed ready to be processed. Kashian baby Karina because a while ago me and Rangga were so busy, that it paid less attention to her.
I see he hasn't woken up until me and Rangga are leaving, maybe the baby's inborn I thought. I've prepared a meal at the table and a variety of fruit.
"Darling don't forget to stop by later buy the milk" I reminded Rangga on the phone.
"Look, I'll stop by" she replied later.
I also hung up with a greeting and a kiss.
"Sint, brother to the clinic first yes" said I to Sintia who looks busy with her computer.
"Yes Kak, oh yes that the new design has not been able to walk, this is only reported from the production section waiting for the material next week just sent"
I stopped my steps.
"If you get an order from Mr. Baga, can you not?, it's just an additional ajha so it's not too much"
"But sister, Sintia check first" Sintia is seen opening the data on her computer.
"May brother, the ingredients are all ready, okay later I will tell the mba Tiaranya"
"Okay, brother, come out first" said my.
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"Heiy bebz" said Vivian to see me coming.
"Full ya saiy this week?" ask Vivian while putting my bag on the table.
"Praise God, amazing bebz. Reservations in the next few weeks have also been many who entered" he said later.
"Alhamdulilah, hopefully given smoothness always yes saiy" my prayer. "uh that was to say what he said was important" asked me later.
"Oh yeah, what was that?" Vivian tried to remember what she wanted to say to me.
"Of the senile basis" I said
After a while he did not remember also what he wanted to talk about
"Haiyahh ntar if you meet directly catet ajha," I said
"This is a new uniform design for nurses and other parts" I issued a design that has been drawn byan.
"This is what I mean, employee uniforms" he said later.
We chatted until the afternoon, I went home first because I had to go back to the office again. It started the night I shut down my computer and drove my car home.
Rangga doesn't seem to be here yet, I don't see his car in front.
I saw Karina watching TV in the middle room, she didn't heed my arrival . I went straight into my room.
I heard the sound of Rangga's car stopping in front. I hope he doesn't forget the milk for Karina. I went out of the kitchen after changing clothes.
Karina was stirring her milk, when I took a drink.
"Dedek dear, papa Rangga bought this milk for you" I heard he was talking to the baby on his stomach.
I opened the hood, ate what he was, a vegetable that made him completely untouched.
"Why are the vegetables still intact?" ask her.
"I don't like it" he replied.
"But your baby needs it, don't be selfish you're pregnant, eat not just for you but your baby as well" I told her.
"No need to be pretentious, pretentious like a fairy godmother" she said as she passed.
'I don't care about you, just care about your baby' I thought.
I lighted the stove, boiled water, for Rangga Coffee.
I saw Karina was explaining something to Rangga, her seat was already limitless. My heart was getting hot, as hot as the coffee in my hand.
"Honey the Coffee" I said, Rangga shifted his seat when it dawned Karina was attached to it.
Rangga answered nervously.
"Why the hell did I see that ghost?" Ask wonder.
I saw Karina who still wanted to stick to Ranga.
"Pregnant mother not sleeping?" I ask, usually at this hour he's out of the way."It's late, you have a lot of rest" I continued.
He's still not flinching. It was only when Rangga who spoke that he went to the room.
I accompanied Rangga for a while while massaging his shoulder.
"Darling I slept first" I said. A kiss I gave her before entering the room.
Since seeing the picture USG Rangga began to soften, she began to pay attention to her future baby. I don't know what I feel I have a hard time understanding myself.
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I smelled cigarette smoke from the garden next to the house, as I picked up the file of a wiggle.
I also walked to find the origin of the smell.
"Crazy you" I shouted as I watched Karina smoking a cigarette.
I immediately snatched from his ladder.
"Crazy. really crazy, you don't realize if you're pregnant, want your child why" I scolded her, but she just kept silent without the expression of stupid time.
"Based on a stupid woman, you know because this baby Rangga wants to marry you, because this baby he's starting to pay attention to you, you want to kill this baby with your stupid habits" I shouted. Karina looked at me she then stood up and left me who was still emotional.
It seems that I am really stupid, because really true emotions, I have told Rangga's weakness to the woman, actually, I just can't bear that innocent baby until why because it's stupid mother. My only goal is for Karina to break her bad habit.
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"Mas Rangga can't take Karina control today?" Karina wrestled spoiled to be taken by Rangga.
Rangga looked at me who pretended to be gulping at my coffee.
"Sama Nabila too!" bring Rangga cangung. While looking at me.
I walked after them, Karina's hand she accidentally let go of Rangga's arm. What the fuck I think.
My chest felt tight, there was a big lump that was like clogging my lungs so I felt like I was having trouble breathing.
My teeth crackled and my hands clenched.
I'm jealous...
" Ach.au" I don't know if Karina slipped and almost fell. Rangga quickly caught the woman's body.
"Be careful" Rangga told him.
I was glued to the door, bones seemed to escape my body, my heart felt torn apart. I hit the small door frame next to me.
I'm Jealous..
"Good.the development" Siska twirled her tools in Karina's stomach. Monitored looks little baby moving.
I glanced at Rangga he was so amazed.
Oh my God this heart really does not accept. Ah the baby was not yet born but he had managed to steal little by little Rangga's attention from me.
"Patience first yes, fast first" siska seduced
Rangga looked confused not understanding his meaning.
Siska offered the recipe to Rangga for redemption. But Karina hurriedly pulled it and gave it to me who was standing behind them.
I smiled towards Siska who was looking at me with a slightly suspicious look.
Rangga and Karina came out first, and just like that the woman was still struggling spoiled.
"You why? You sick?" Siska stood up and walked towards me.
"You're so tense, you don't have Bil?"
"I'm sick Sis, the pain is here in my chest. My heart is broken to pieces. You know Sis. that's my husband. The one with the woman was my husband. My heart is like being ripped apart by Sis, akhitt"
"Heyy was daydreaming" Siska shook my arm slowly
I forced a smile, towards the beautiful doctor.
Rangga and Karina were still waiting for me outside, I took a deep breath and I exhaled. A little more calm.
"Dear you first ajha between Karina, I still have to queue for medicine, ntar let me use gojek ajha to his office" I asked Rangga.
"No papa darling I'm waiting for you" said Rangga
"Mas.I'm tired of my stomach hurting, we go home first" whined Karina.
"Kasian Karina" I said
Rangga looked at me with a half pity, I nodded hinting I was fine.
The recipe in my hand was almost torn because of my squeeze earlier. I'm not sad, God.
My body lunglai I'm sitting in a chair while waiting for the queue.
I held back my tears. My chest is really tight. I closed my eyes, trying to control my heart and my feelings.
"Bil.." I heard a familiar voice.
And sure enough, the Word was already standing next to me.
"What are you doing here?" tanyanya then sat next to me
"Business of medicine" I replied
"Yes, it's a drug, it's a pharmacy. You pregnant?" ask the Word while watching my stomach . I'm dodging.
"Nganter temen earlier" I explained later.
"You sick?" mas Firman touched my forehead.
The hot is not stirred but in my heart. My heart is beating
"No, I'm not papa" I replied limply.
"Why is Word here?" I asked back while glancing at him.
"Business of medicine" he answered
"Yee baless" I said. The Word laughed a little.
"Take the medicine Ajeng" he hesitated.
" Mrs Ajeng Prayudya" mas Firman stood up to hear the name of his wife in a post.
I looked until one crackle of medicine was handed over to mas Firman.
The Word sat down beside me again.
"Well?" I just watched him sit back.
"Sit down" he answered.
"Yes know if sitting, why mas is still here is the medicine has been taken" my spray is upset.
Feels again shooting thugs retired my dialogue with mas Firman.
Firman laughed when he saw me upset.
"Mrs Karina" pangil mba Pharmacist
"Karina? "Guman mas Firman I didn't mind.
I stood up as soon as Karina's name was called.
And go straight out the pharmacy.
Firman made his move with me.
"Bring the car?" tanyanya.
"Emang why ? Ask me back
"Nebeng" he answered briefly
"Aren't you bringing a car?"
"Bring the fuck up, can't ya?, if you want to bully you"
"The problem is If you no longer bring a car, if you want to ride a motorcycle taxi" an explanation that is not important.
"If you're the bad guy, I'm anther, want to go to the office, right?"
"Ga please, when riding grab ajha mas"
"I'm anter. "m Firman pulled my hand.
I pulled my hand
"No" I replied, my eyes were glaring.
"Bawel" Firman pulled me and forced me into his car.
"You're weird" said Firman as he looked at me.
"Squeer..how?, freak Word mas" I murmured for forcing my way
"You're like nabila 9 years ago, spoiled and baffled" mas Firman chuckled.
"Are you sure you're okay?" ask the Word rework.
I'm back to snuggling.
"How are you?" tanya Firman looks serious.
"Well, my answer is .
Meeting from earlier, ask news only now.
"Congratulations, Ayu said you just got married"
I smiled wryly.
"Bil, are you sure you're okay?:" asked the Word repeatedly.
"The one-time question can be an umbrella, thrown but" I said annoyed at the same question.
The Word could not help laughing at my words.
"You happy?"
Jleb.
I didn't answer the question.
"Bil, are you sure you're okay?" ask the word again, when I found out just daydreaming.
"Bil, if you need a storymate, there's a mas. Swear mas jan ga will neko neko, angap ajha mas your own brother"
I looked at him to clarify his meaning.
"You know Bil, you're not okay, your eyes can't hide it all"
"Thank you mas" I said, let the mas taste this kutangung itself. I don't want to share my sadness with anyone.
"Thank you already delivered" I said to mas Firman, before I went down. The Word smiled at me.
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It feels good to go home, but my absence will make Karina's chances even greater.
"Darling you're overtime again?" ask Rangga that night.
"Udah selesei darling, I'll go home again" I replied
"Okay I pick you up, wait a moment" Pinta Rangga.
I just finishedi packed my file, WA from Rangga came in.
[Sorry, you ride grab ajha yes, Karina her stomach hurts again. Fear of what the baby is doing]
The warm water piled up in my eyes, flowing unbearably.
What I wanted and what I feared happened together. I was so arrogant and confident in Rangga's love for me.
