THE SHADOW OF THE PAST
The BML Part 13
#Infant_Masa_Lalu_13
"Me and Karina sleep in the room, you're on a couch"
We just arrived at midnight in Rangga's apartment.
"I'm tired" Karina passed directly into the room, Rangga lay down her body on the sofa.
I went to my room and saw Karina sleeping. Until now I still can't believe I married my own husband to another woman.
I pinched my hand, hoping this nightmare would hurt..
"Darling, I'll go home first. I have to go to the office, my work has piled up" said my saying.
Rangga had just come out of the bathroom and Karina was making a drink in the kitchen.
"I'm changing clothes for a minute"
"Gee, I ordered gocar ajha "
"I change clothes for a while dear" said Rangga repeating his words.
"Oh. okay I'm waiting" won't argue with him anymore. I waited for him on the couch.
"I don't stop by, want to go straight to the office" he said when he arrived in front of my house.
I nodded and kissed my new husband's hand.
"Beib, tomorrow I start renov finishing yes"
Vivian came in the morning to my office.
"Oh yes to his tools, when comes saiy" asked me. Vivian's taking care of all the clinic equipment.
We discussed the preparation of the clinic for almost 2 hours.
"Okay, ntar continued again" said Vivian, then disappeared behind the door.
My work had piled up, I left it for quite a while.
"Sister, what is this?" Sintia showed me a proof of transfer.
"Why indeed?" I asked while pulling that slip.
"Sir Andre said he had a personal loan to his brother. Therefore for the payment of rent is cut" explained Sintia.
"Sintia has said it can not be mixed, or let us transfer first he just paid to brother. But he doesn't want to. It's strange" continued Sintia.
I was still staring at the slip in front of me, thinking about how to make the report. I scratched my head even though it wasn't itchy.
I turned my eyes to the girl, and she just shrugged her shoulders.
"Let me think again" I said later.
I was late in my work, unaware it was almost 9 p.m. I haven't checked my phone in all day. I haven't let it out from the start I came.
Oh my God there are hungry pregnant women, Karina sent dozens of messages and messages.
I hurriedly tidied up my desk.
I stopped by a drive-thru for a while before heading to Rangga's apartment.
Looks like Rangga hasn't come yet I didn't see his car parked.
Karina looked at me with annoyed eyes.
I put the food I brought on the table. Looked food wrapper on the table.
"I ordered Gofood" he said later.
"Oh yes" I said later.
"Mas Rangga is not home yet, I call ga lifted, my message is also not reciprocated"
I shrugged my shoulders because I was busy all day.
I was still facing my laptop, when Rangga came around 11 p.m. Karina has been asleep since.
Rangga threw his body onto the sofa.
"Dear change first" I said, my eyes are still focused on the laptop.
Rangga woke up lazily and picked up clothes in the closet rushed to the bathroom.
A moment later he returned to his couch. I am still busy with my work. Until sleepiness hit me.
It was almost 1 o'clock, I went up and walked towards Rangga.
I tidied up his falling blanket, stroked his thick hair, and I pecked his forehead, I whispered a good night's sleep.
"I'm bored every day at home, why not do it, you guys come home always late"
Welcome Karina when I just arrived late at night, Ranggapun has not been seen coming home.
"Keep what you want?" I asked while entering the fruit that Sintia spent last afternoon.
Not long ago Rangga came, still the same as before. Just shut up and look at us flat.
"You guys are good at working out, I'm imprisoned here, can't go anywhere, can't do anything" Karina complained again
"Yes you have used my car ajha, let me be with Rangga ajha if you go to the office"
My speech.
"No, no, you two keep dong, I'm here moss" Karina looks even more upset.
Rangga and I looked at each other. Karina is not younger than me, but why is she childlike.
That morning I gave my car keys to Karina, I thought to avoid the commotion I chose to book an ojek online. But Rangga looked even more angry.
"I'm your husband, right?" Rangga's tone of voice rose when I refused to be delivered.
I nodded slowly not to argue anymore.
Rangga pulled me out, I walked following his steps towards the parking lot.
"Okay, I was wrong, I was stupid but don't punish me like this" Rangga said, as the car had just left the basement of the apartment.
I'm hela in my breath. Pressing all the rage on my chest.
"You think I can just accept willingly, nor do I want to if I can choose. Any woman who has just been married for a week should be willing to share her husband with another woman"
I tried to say it emotionlessly my gaze was straight forward yet empty.
"I've also been in a position like Karina, I can't be that selfish, it's about a human child who's in Karina's womb, which we have to think about her future"
I close my eyes, I'm just about to taste her happiness building a housewife with the one I love. But when reality is not as beautiful as hope, what can I do.
I felt Rangga's soft hands rubbing my melted tears without me holding back.
"Dear forgive me" he said softly.
I gripped that hand, clutching it in my still rumbling chest.
"Dear I love you" Rangga said before I got out of his car.
"I love you so much" I said. Rangga kissed my cheeks and forehead.
It's late, I just opened WA from Rangga, he still has a job, asked me to go home with an online taxi.
I did not come home as late as usual.
Just as I put down the file I was carrying, I heard a groaning from the room I found a moaning Karina holding her stomach. He complained of pain. I took her to the hospital but she refused.
I made a hot drink for my honey.
"Tomorrow I inter-control" I said as I stood beside her bed. He didn't answer anything, I left him in the bathroom
If according to my count, the age of the womb is around 3 months. And he's never controlled his body.
"I can't" replied Rangga half-whispering as I asked her to deliver Karina her content control.
I finally delivered it myself.
"Mother doctor"
The pretty pink-hooded doctor smiled, a little bit of him watching me.
"When" she immediately stood up and hugged me cheerfully
"How are you? Ask later.
"Good " answered me
She was my best friend in high school, a beautiful and smart girl. Since I graduated high school I have never seen him again.
I saw his name on the practice board. Dr Siska Indira Spog's.
He looked towards Karina who was beside me earlier.
"Oh my cousin" I explained later. Karina looked at me with a question mark.
"Oh please sit down"
After a little introduction, Karina was asked to go up to the practice bed.
"How many children" asked Siska to Karina who was lying in front of him.
"First" answered Karina briefly.
Siska slightly scrunched her forehead.
"A miscarriage yet?" tanyanya.
I was a little surprised, Karina looked nervous. He didn't answer anything.
"There's complaints?" Ask siska again
"She said her stomach hurt" I answered closer.
"Out the flek?"
"I.iya" i "
I looked at Karina surprised by her answer.
"No, you didn't say?" Tanyaku later.
Karina didn't answer my question.
Siska returned to her seat, I followed her in front. Karina is still tidying up her clothes
"Emm.. later please redeem the medicine and vitamins" Siska offered the prescription she wrote to me.
"The age of the content has entered 14 weeks, please more liver, a lot of rest do not get tired, lots of nutritious foods and vitamins and drugs do not forget to drink.
The light of Siska as Karina sat next to me again.
"Oh yes, for a while do not have any contact with the husband"
I don't know why I smiled at Siska's words.
"Definitely understand his father, fasting first for the sake of siadek" he continued again.
"Yes doc" Karina answered briefly.
"The control schedule is 15 days away, because there are flecks" Siska wrote in the Registration book
"Thank you Sis" I said then after chirping cipiki .
After redeeming the medicine, I take Karina and return to the office.
"Sak List invitation for the opening clinic event please check again yes, if there is anything less let Sintia enter immediately"
Sintia handed me a sheet containing the name of the invited guest for the opening of my new business in two weeks.
I opened it and read it in detail, my eyes stopped on one name Andre Firman Sudrajat. It was 3 months after that night I never got back together. Tiba2 there is a sense of longing that covers but
soon I threw away my thoughts about him far away, I already have Rangga.
Seriate..
