THE SHADOW OF THE PAST
The BML Part 11
#Infant_Masa_Lalu_11
My wedding is 2 weeks away. Just like during the application. Everything was also in my house. I opened my closet and put in the kebaya that I would wear later.
My eyes were fixed on the leather jacket hanging from the very end of the hanger. Ah why is there a longing that tickles my heart. I grabbed it and I put it on later, I closed my eyes imagining the warm embrace of the Word.
Ah I hurriedly let go and returned to where it was.
Go away go. I hit my head to drive the shadow of the Word from my brain.
Rangga always stay away every time he receives a call from someone. I felt the change after he met at headquarters last month. I ventured to ask him, because I knew it wasn't his habit.
"There's nothing dear, it's just a matter of work" he said. "It's not good to bother you" he added.
I didn't continue my question. If I don't get an answer from Rangga. I will definitely find another way to find the answer.
"Darling I'm sorry" said Rangga while kissing my arms.
That he often said arrived and was enough to surprise me.
My wedding is next week, it feels nano-nano.
We will soon finally become a married couple.
After going through a lot together. I believe Rangga can make me happy and make my day more beautiful.
"Please go to the toilet for a while" he said. One afternoon when we had lunch outside.
These few days his face looks tense, maybe because soon he will start a new stage of life I thought.
Even though we met almost every day I still feel the tension.
Rangga's phone rang, I swiped it to see who called him. There is only Xxx. I let it go until it stopped.
Suddenly my curiosity stirred, I was still away from him when he received a post from this name.
I hesitated to take Rangga's phone, and open it.
He still uses the same scheme for his password.
I checked in his WA app. There's a message from Xxx that hasn't been opened, somehow my fingers are shaking.
"Mas, I'm 10 days late. I should have gotten my period on the 16th. How about I get pregnant"
My arms are vibrating more and more, I scrool the screen up to read the message of the previous message.
My chest is so tight, Bramantyo sighed I growled. I immediately deleted the last message with an option just for me. And return to the original place.
Before long Rangga came and checked his phone.
"What the hell is it?" I asked while looking at the counsellor he held.
Tasteless taste of my favorite food, maybe the chef forgot to give him salt and other flavors, or my true taste is gone.
I was acting normal until I got off in front of my office. Waving my hand and smiling.
"Sint, I'm not back in the office. Titip until next week. You call your sister if anything matters. Oh yeah don't forget to take your mom next Wednesday" I explained at length to Sintia.
I threw my body in the air, though,
"Foolish fool" I cried, may no one hear me.
What kind of silly party is that, you stupid Rangga. I squeezed my hair rough. I don't know what I'm feeling right now, I can't describe it.
Viona well Viona I remember her now at head office, definitely know about the woman, I have to find out about her.
"Darling you look unusual" I asked to see her disheveled face. Between anger pity and various kinds of feelings in my face.
"Are you nervous about our marriage?", I'm struggling in my future husband's arms" I also, you can definitely hear my booming chest" I clenched her hand in my face.
Rangga hugged, held me tightly, "forgive me" he whispered repeatedly.
"For what" I asked. Rangga just dodged and further tightened his hold.
"Mba Nabila there are guests" said Nini when I just got off Rangga's car.
I followed him to the living room.
A woman stood up when she saw me coming.
"Please sit down" I said kindly, but why did it arrive there was no uncomfortable feeling ambushing me"
"There's a need with me" I asked later.
"I am Karin" he said.
I looked at him carefully.
"I am pregnant" she continued
"I am pregnant with mas Rangga. ca your future husband" she explained.
I acted surprised "what nonsense are you talking about".
Rangga came closer to his face pale.
"You ask her yourself" pointed the woman at Rangga.
Ranggga sat down, as if there were no more bones in his body. My poor man's bathinku
"Darling.." pangilku, Rangga just bowed.
"I don't remember anything" he replied weakly.
I pulled that woman into my study, I didn't let anyone know about this.
"You want what?" Ask then
"Mas Rangga was responsible for this baby" Karin replied
"Married you?" I asked, Karin nods, "Rangga wants to?" I asked a little cynical, karin moaned.
"He'll marry you" she said later.
There's a pang of frustration out there.
"I'm sorry but aren't you related to a lot of men" Karin looked at me, as I said that.
"There's no need to look at me like that" I said.
"But this is really a young man, we were just as drunk at that time. I had my last period 2 weeks before the incident. There's no way I'm pregnant with anyone else, because after my period I just had a relationship that night" Karin explained later.
"Dial once means Rangga" I said cynically.
"This baby must have a father" she said, holding her stomach.
"Are you pregnant this first?" I looked at the sharp look I put into his eyes. Without a tablewab I can read it.
"You like it, you fall in love with Rangga" Karin just fell silent.
"If you can't help me, I'll talk to Rangga's parents myself". Challenge Karina.
"You're threatening me?" My eyes glared.
"I have to how? I just ask Rangga mas responsible for marrying me" Karin's tone of voice rose.
I was silent, no matter what strength possessed me, I wasn't this loud as usual.
"I will ask Rangga to marry you myself, but after he married me, that's also if he wants" I said.
'Hey you think I'm gonna cry roaring (if I did), keep saying Rangga's gone, gone. I hate you. And your mission worked oh no. It's not that easy, baby' but that sentence just stopped in my mind.
"I'm going to meet old man Mas Rangga" Karina stood up from her chair
"Oh please, I wish you had no proof whatsoever" I stood up and walked over to him. Karin sat back down.
I deduce that from her WA chat with Rangga.
"It's not hard for me to make Rangga forget the events he doesn't remember. You know, he's just afraid of losing me" I said confidently.
"You, yes, there is no empathy for fellow women, do not have my heart that is pregnant with children mas Rangga, he must be responsible" Karina looks increasingly emotional.
"You have a heart" I said" Have you ever thought about other people's feelings, my feelings?".
"But you're not pregnant, I'm pregnant"
"I told you, I will ask Rangga to marry you myself, as long as you follow all my words" I grabbed the woman's shoulder.
"Don't ever show up again until my show is over, I'll meet you, and remove the silly thoughts from your brain ". I took off my hand.
I let him go without a word.
Rangga entered the room after seeing Karina leave. I'm still standing. Folded both my hands. He looked at me, I threw away my eyes.
"Why aren't you being honest with me" I asked without looking.
"I am still confused, I myself do not know what really happened" explained Rangga as he raised his hand.
"Bram and Decky took me away, I turned them down but they forced me. Bram took along Karina, who I myself had just met for the 2nd time at that time. Bram pranks me with what I don't know I really don't remember anything, when it was built that Karin and I were in that room".
I turned my eyes back to my future husband. I have been with him for more than 3 years, almost every day we must have met. I know very well how his nature and everyday, advantages and disadvantages.
But everything has happened, I cannot cancel this marriage, nor do I intend to. But how do I deal with Karina next. I just bully her, to hold her fast until our show is over.
Next....
