THE SHADOW OF THE PAST

The BML Part 16

#Infant_Masa_Lalu_16

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Who are you whose team??

The Nabila-Rangga team??

Or

Nabila's team - Firman??

Or.uu.

Nabila's team - Secret Admirer??

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"Sad sorry, you ride grab ajha yes, Karina her stomach hurts again. Afraid of what the baby is"

The warm water piled up in my eyes, flowing unbearably.

What I wanted and what I feared happened together. I am so proud and confident of my love.

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My rival is not Karina, but the baby's in the woman's stomach.

And because of my own stupidity Karina also used the baby to conquer Rangga's heart.

"Bil, why haven't you come home yet"

A message WA in, from the Word.

How did he know I hadn't come home.

I intentionally didn't reply to him.

"Mam Ma'am" said Yoni, my security guard.

"That's the grab has been waiting for it" he continued.

I don't think I've ordered in the app yet. Ah maybe Rangga ordered it for me.

"Oh yeah. Thank you Mr. Yon, go home first" I said.

I opened the back door but it seemed locked, and then I opened the front door with the intention of telling the driver if the passenger door was locked.

"Mas Firman" I said in shock.

"Come Bill".

"Cock mas here?"

Don't let the madness of the Word recur again I thought.

"Fine "the question, I still doubt it but I see it as sincere in his eyes. I finally got the car too.

"I don't know, ajha's thoughts are with you, when I pass by, your room is still on the light, I asked your security guard you are still on top" he explained without asking.

"Darling, I slept thrown first yes" I pressed the send button to no Rangga.

Not long ago Rangga called me.

"Why dear, tumben to cempaka" he asked later.

"Dear baby, again want ajha. No papa's right"

Answer me

"Heem, baby, no papa. Until the house calls ya" the message

"Yes Assalamualaikum" I closed

I put my phone back in my bag. I leaned back my seat and closed my eyes.

"Bill.. If" pangil mas Firman. I chose to pretend to sleep.

I'm sorry, I can't tell you about my problems with you or anyone else.

I'm afraid this will rip apart my knitted love for my husband.

I don't want to give this heart another chance to be divided.

I don't want to look weak, no matter what I am.

So that I can't shake your charms back.

I know mas, in our hearts there's still that taste. Let it be just our past.

I was shocked when Firman tried to soften my cheeks, apparently I really fell asleep.

"It's here, Bil" he said later.

I rubbed my eyes, Firman's car pulled over in front of my fence.

"Calcias, yes, dah Anterin When I go home" I turned to the direction of the Word.

Like last day, Firman just smiled.

Nini was surprised to see me.

He asked if I was okay seeing my wrinkled face.

"No papa Nin, mba wants to sleep first yes" I said.

"Darling, I'm home. I slept first huh" I just sent a message.

I don't want to talk to Rangga though.

"Darling, I took Nini to Serayu. Poor Karina there must be a nemenin, so you don't think too"

I said when Rangga picked me up that morning.

"Look, I know what Nini is like" I explained again.

"Darling you're okay?" Ask Rangga later.

I may be fine seeing my husband with another woman.

"I have to be fine, I have to accept all the consequences of the decision I have taken, as bitter and as painful as anything" I replied.

My eyes began to heat up when saying that sentence, there was a cloud that arrived and immediately poured rain.

I sighed deeply, Rangga's hand gripping me tightly.

"Dear forgive me" said Rangga shortly before I got off.

"I'm also sorry baby" I said back" I love you" I continued.

Rangga wiped the rest of my cheek tears and kissed my forehead.

"Kak Nabila why?" sintia asked following me into my work space.

"Nobody looks fucked this late" he said again.

I looked at the sweet girl, trying to smile.

"Sister can't tell Sint yet" I replied later. Sintia just nodded trying to understand my condition.

"No orders came in, but he didn't ask for existing items, he asked for his own designs"

We're moving the conversation back to work.

"What concept? "Look later.

"They asked for batik elements in it, but only as a combination. For the base color as per their logo the green color"

Sintia was later.

"Oh. okay, you put pangil Byan asked to come here"

In my brain there is already a picture. I'm not good at drawing on paper, usually just a rough streak. By explaining what I mean, byan can always make a design that suits my wishes and I mean.

In this way, I can momentarily forget about my personal problems.

"Sir Nabila, tomorrow's Armand's birthday"

A message came into my phone from no bulik Lulik. Oh my God, forgive my son's mama, I almost forgot your birthday.

I immediately pressed the video call button. The handsome face of my little man greeted me with a wide smile.

"Assalamualaikum" his greetings cheerful.

I also return his greetings.

"Masakkk .. "godaku pura2 does not remember it. Although it is actually so.

The bigger the face the more Firman looks on my Armand face. He's handsome like his father.

"What yes? Lego again ajha sis" he asked

"Siaapp Bozz" I said respectfully "later if you send the gift" I continued.

My God my son is grown up, tomorrow is his birthday. I immediately opened an online shopping app looking for the item Armand wanted earlier.

I'm sorry, but that's all you can do. I wiped the Armand photo I always kept on my necklace. Armand is really a photocopy of mas Firman

"Honey, eat out I pick ya up" in the WA message from Rangga.

"The hunt is down" he continued. I saw from the window Rangga's car was parked.

"No need to stop, step down"

I just read Rangga's message without replying.

"Sint, brother came out first yes" said I to Sintia then went down.

"Assalamualaikum" my greeting as I went up and kissed the butt of his hand.

Rangga answered my greetings and started moving his car ashore.

"Where are you going?" Tanyaku later.

Rangga just shrugged his shoulders.

"When you go out you don't know where you're going" I said later.

"Where does ajha come from you" she replied later with her sweet smile

"Ih. "my murmur is ticklish.

We stopped at a city park, quiet only seen a few parked motorcycles.

I rested my head on my husband's arm, he kissed me softly.

"I miss" I said, I miss him alone.

"Darling" Rangga stroked my hair.

"Heem"

"Hopefully we can get through this all yes" said Rangga later.

I put my head in the man's arms.

"Only until the baby is born, Karina challenges me that until the baby is born and you have no feelings for her, he promised to get out of our lives and deliver the baby to us"

"You must be strong for our love" I continued. Rangga kissed my head again.

"Darling, I'm sorry, I know there's a wound behind the smile you're always smiling at, and my heart hurts too much. Because my stupidity has hurt your heart and your feelings"

Said Rangga slowly.

We were long silent, just enjoying the togetherness that we rarely get now.

"Honey, it's noon back yuk "take me.

"Bentar dear, down yuk see there are durian sales" pointed out Rangga

"Oh yeah"

I also followed Rangga's steps.

The seller opened 1 for us, a favorite fruit..

"Hmmm good darling try" Rangga bribed me.

" Hiya kayak you, sweet there is bitterness" I said. Rangga laughing..

"Seriously" I said "if most of you, like eating this duren, can get drunk, yes sir" asked the seller who was as comfortable as a smile from earlier.

"Love's Drunk huh?" Canda Ranges. I laughed too.

Rangga put 2 pieces into the trunk of his car to take home.

"Honey pick up at 5, don't forget" I said before Rangga left. My car was brought by Wawan to be serviced.

Half-six of us got home, Karina who slept in front of the TV immediately ran back when Rangga and I entered the house.

It sounds like vomiting, I smell my clothes and Rangga.

Even though we haven't had a shower yet, we're still wanggi. Are allergies the same I think I am.

I followed him back, he kicked me out but when he heard Rangga's voice he wanted to go out, but then came in and vomited again.

"Go, don't get close !"

Rangga and I looked at each other.

'Yesterday I didn't like duren, don't go in front of the door. Shouts again.

Ohww because of duren, me and Rangga went to the room.

There is no well about durian aroma perfume for me to spray to Rangga so Karina does not want to be near again.

"Why you, baby?" Rangga asked me a smile.

I just nodded, still smiling.

"Bil, as of the 1st we are assisted by Dr. Atika Rahayu and Dr. Wira, Bagus Prawira" explained Vivian to me introducing 2 Doctors who will join from next month.

The two Doctors introduced themselves, the beautiful Atika Doctor was about 35 years old

Dr. Wira is young, apparently younger than me.

"Welcome to join, we hope that by joining Dr. Wira and Dr. Atika in our place, we will be able to develop this Clinic to be even bigger" he said.

"For anything else will be the same DrLody" I said.

After the meeting, I got permission to my office, I just returned a message from Sintia when I accidentally bumped into someone.

"I'm sorry" I said because I didn't pay attention to the road.

"When" he said slowly, like convincing what he saw now.

I was still glued, looking at the person standing in front of me.

"If not?!" Again same. I'm nagging.

Why is the world so narrow, I thought.

"You remember me" he asked later. He saw me from the top down.

"I. yes" I hesitated to answer.

"Mrs how are you?" tanyaku later.

"You've changed a lot, I barely recognized you" he said.

"The lady hasn't changed, she's still beautiful" I adored her.

Only one changed, no more scornful gazes in his eyes.

Well this beautiful woman is my ex-in-law, her mother in Firman.

"How are you?" tanyanya.

I took him to my room, whether I had forgotten my heartache certainly not, why I can be good like this, I myself also sometimes can not answer it. And I'm not pretending.

"Madamya how are you" I asked after serving a bottle of mineral water.

"Don't pick your mistress, just pick your mom, like ayu and the Word"

I tried to smile.

"How are you?" He hasn't answered my question but instead asked

"When it's good mom" I replied.

The woman nodded.

"When this is God's plan to reunite us, maybe God wants to give Mom a chance, to be able to apologize for the mistakes of the mother in the past, please forgive Mother"

I can't believe I heard that coming out of this woman's lips. I'm still stunned.

"When you forgive me, right?" The woman looked at me, I could feel the sincerity there.

"When you forgive your mother, even without your mother apologizing" I said.

This woman then hugged me, like a dream during the day. I'm a little pinch my hand hurts. Means it's real.

Seriate...