THE SHADOW OF THE PAST
The BML Part 34
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I realize I can't argue in the current circumstances and circumstances. Choosing silence might be an option. Instead of recklessness the Word continued to hear my rejection. I'm not ready for all this stuff.
"I'm sorry If you'll excuse me, friend when you're waiting." I said to the parents of the Word. They smile at me.
"Ay," I said to Ayu, she smiled at me, like she's taking part in this.
I got away from them, and the Word followed me.
"What is mas?" I complained, I put my hand slowly because Firman was uncomfortable when he wanted to hold me.
"You said you wanted to be introduced to everyone" he said.
"Mas angry at what I said at the time?" ask her. He's sawing.
"Bil, I just want to fulfill all your requests, I want proof that I can do everything for you."
I don't know what Armand's dad's thinking is. She was totally unpredictable, I thought after the day was over, I was wrong.
"Why isn't he visible?" tanyaku later. I didn't see him again after that.
"She's coming home, can't take long" replied the Word.
There's actually a lot I want to talk to him about, but not right now and not in this place.
"Bebz where are you?" Vivian asked, she then smiled and greeted Mas Firman who was standing next to me.
"Congratulations Mr. Andre on the opening of the Resort." Vivian stretched out her hand.
"Thank you Vi." mas Firman welcomed Vivian's hand.
"Oh. Have you known him for a long time?" Vivian's fishing rod, she's been around since Lody's birthday a while back.
"Aren't you telling me about us?" Mas Firman looked at me, for what I thought I was.
"Me and Nabila ... " I pinched the arm of Mas Firman.
"What the hell is Bil, Vivian would like to know, in your best friend right?" The Reason for Firman
My eyes glare.
"Let's tell it yourself" I said annoyed.
"Pretending again to the same Mother Father Ayu as well, If you want to go home first head When it hurts" I said, my head is really heavy.
"I'm anter?"
"Mas I'm the same Vivian doesn't need to be delivered." My reasons.
"Yes, it's getting to the car."
"No need as well, it's a lot of guests mas, ngapain ngurusin If it continues."
"Because you mean so much to me Bil."
Answer the Word.
"Bahh ... " Vivian covered her mouth with both hands when she heard the words of the Word.
"Yes, instead of snooping, be careful, Vi tipped my soul mate."
Vivian held her breath, and fanned her hands.
"Heat bebz" he said to me, I don't know what he meant.
I passed by with a lazy and contorted face, but mas Firman looks happy, basic Strange ...
"Bebz I swear I got goosebumps, I lost track of how many episodes I tried, until I didn't know your relationship."
"It really has to be a story, it concerns a lot of hearts" he continued. I'm turning.
"Saiy meant?" My toot. Vivian.
Along the way I kept a lot of quiet, my heart was really messed up, what the hell trying to be like this. I want to disappear to a far place. Calms my heart that is not new.
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I threw my ass in my chair, Vivian followed me, and sat in front of me.
"Saiy not that I don't want to tell a story, but at my house ajha yes, not here."
"Weight as it is." said Vivian, I just nodded.
"Banget." I said again.
Vivian looks serious, has begun to feel or maybe is guessing.
"Must be today, is it the story?" I asked, intending to delay, I was still at a loss to set my heart.
"Until you calm down ajha bebz, be curious, but if you're not ready don't be forced."
Answer Vivian wisely.
"Thank you saiy." I said, Vivian cuddled.
"Bebz I'm staying behind ya." said Vivian I just a nag.
Everything that happened never crossed my mind at all. Never thought of this strong Firman, even though I know his character is stubborn and unyielding aka ggeyelan.
Why did he have to change his mind, and why did his family support him as well? My head is spinning, how do I get away from all this.
Too many things that I hide that eventually make my own fear, if open at any time.
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"There are no guests downstairs."
Sintia came in and told me someone was waiting for me in the meeting room.
"Who? No promises, right?"
Sintia.
Who else?, I rushed down and entered the 3 x 5 room.
A woman with a bright appearance was waiting for me, I didn't know her, but from first sight it didn't bode well.
"Good day, sorry to whose mistress? and what needs are with me?"
Tanyaku later. The woman didn't get up from her chair when I came.
The head looked up and the look and the face humbled, I read it that way.
"I'm Ajeng's mother, Ajeng Pramudya
Sudrajat." knew him. Oh this is apparently the one named Mrs Pramudya, I'm a nagging.
"Necessity with me?" I asked with a flat face.
He didn't answer me immediately. He then opened his phone.
"Nabila.. has 2 boutiques, convection factories, clinics and salons, car rental and a farm."
I thought a little about what she meant by mentioning my efforts.
"You think by having it all you feel is worth it?, you know? that's not an end of sufficiency compared to the wealth of the Sudrajat family" said the woman with a cynical smile.
"You didn't make it to the Sudrajat family in the past, and it looks like you're still trying again, you low-class, cheap, instant-loving lowly woman."
I'm starting to understand what women want, and he's been investigating me apparently. My ears are getting hot on the insult.
"When you have to keep in mind that everything you have now will not change your attitude, you are still the son of a driver and your mother a former babu, your lower class don't compare yourself to my son."
I'm still listening and waiting for the spicy sentence to come out. My blood is heating up.
"And if you are abandoned by your husband, your household is a mess, it does not mean that you can damage other people's households in order to be with you."
The last sentence makes the complete burn my heart
"Stay away from the Word, do not disturb my son's household, or I can destroy you and your whole family."
Threaten the woman.
"Honored Lady Pram, thank you for the praise to me, what I achieved and got now is the fruit of my hard work even though not to the end of the nail, he said, wouldn't it be better than your daughter who usually just spoiled without producing anything."
"If mas Firman prefers me, rather than mba Ajeng, why not correct mba Ajeng first, whether he has become a good wife, feelings and love of someone that can change, can change, if mba Ajeng is good must be slow the sea can take heart mas Firman, do not blame others."
"And for my household, you don't understand anything so don't feel like you know about my life."
"Oh yes, Rejeki is the God who governs, even if I don't feel afraid of your threats, you are mistaken if you think your threats make me afraid."
The woman was seen clutching her mobile phone in her hand.
"Emm, actually I feel sorry for the mba Ajeng, even I chose to reject mas Firman many times, but your arrival with all your arrogance made me think again."
"You must know, mas Firman willing to do anything for me, even besan you have been welcome for my presence again, in the life of the Word."
I smiled cynically
I showed my arrogance, even if it wasn't from my heart.
"You will pay a heavy price for your humiliation today" said the woman and stood up and moved on.
"Oh yes, if it turns out mas Firman still accompany mba Ajeng, it's thanks to my pity as a fellow woman, you just pray that my pity reappears, my pity appears again, because the Word must obey all my requests."
I continued when the woman arrived at the door. He paused for a moment and then opened and closed back hard.
So know where the haughty nature mba Ajeng decreased.
I took my breath in, mas Word I should talk back to him.
I hurried up to my room, Sintia was like taking a break. I went in and took my phone.
I looked for his name and pressed the button.
I never called him, he always called me.
"Assalamualaikum mas." My greeting when he received my pangilan.
"Waalaikumsalam Bil, tumben kangen ya." His voice sounds so cheerful.
"Mas if you want to see me."
"Now? I have an appointment with a client at half-time, but if you've missed it's okay I'm pending for you." He was intentionally teasing me.
"If you wait until you meet the client" I continued.
"Let's go straight to your office"
"Yes, thank you, if you wait" I closed my phone.
My feelings are chaotic, I am also still confused how to refuse mas Firman, how to speak well to him and make him understand.
I took my phone back, I wrote a message to Vivian, I asked her to sleep at home, I needed a talkative, I couldn't keep all this stuff to myself.
[Bil, tomorrow it's time for my control to drop off]
A message came in from Wira, I myself forgot the time of my control of the contents, he remembered it.
[Thank you for being reminded]
My reply
[Can I drop off?]
[I'm getting Bebebz tomorrow, want to come?]
I'm sorry Wira, you're too good I'm so scared myself with your kindness.
I'm afraid you misinterpreted our closeness and it seems.
I play my phone, I go around in circles. Why try to be like this, which I hope comes he goes, which I hope goes he comes back. My head is dizzy, I went to take ablution I have not prayed dzuhur.
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"Sir, there's Mr. Andre." Sintia came up from behind the door, I saw the clock in my hand, she made an agreement with the client.
"Eh sir, please." Sintia opened the door of my room wide, while Firman followed me up.
"Thank you Sintia." he said to Sintia.
"Together sir, excuse me." Sintia closed the door of my room with a smile.
"Say I've met a client?" I asked, Mas Firman sat in front of me, while putting a small jar seemed to contain chocolate.
"Meet you more important."
He replied, I grabbed the jar and saw the contents, chocolate right. I wiggled.
"For you, he said good for pregnant women early on, the content of flavonoids in chocolate is good for fetal development."
Obviously mas Firman, already like Wira only, well, so remember Wira.
"Thank you, yeah." My words,
as Firman nodded, he moved his chair forward, his hands placed on the table to support his face.
"So what are you talking about?" He looked at me gently.
I was confused where to start, let alone see that pretentious romantic face,
"Mas .. "my book, it's getting serious.
"Hmm .. "he replied, I don't like the way he looks at me.
"I don't think so, if you can't talk."
"Hmm mas kangen Bil." said mas Firman while smiling without taking his eyes off me.
"Do you see that cold?" continued again.
I took a deep breath and exhaled.
"Mas if you want to talk about ... "
Sounded on the phone mas Firman. He grabbed his phone from his shirt pocket.
"From Mom for a moment" he said to me, I also snuggled.
"Yes Ma'am, this is the same Word again as the future mother's daughter-in-law." Firman answered his mother with a smile at me.
"Oh, where is it now?" The expression of Mas Firman turned tense.
"I.iya ma'am." mas Firman hung up the phone and put it back in his pocket.
His face looks tense.
I saw him, waiting for his explanation.
"The condition of Ajeng ngedrob." he explained.
"Where is Ajeng now?" My toot.
"A trip to the hospital."
"He's in the hospital!" tell me to Mas Firman.
"Are you okay?" The question looks bad.
"It's okay, you go to the hospital." I stood up and pulled Firman to his feet.
"Really?" He asked again, as if leaving, I pushed Firman to the door.
"Yes, it's there." I asked. Then I opened the door.
"I go first huh." Mas Firman's hand rubbed my head and moved, after greeting Sintia the figure began to go down the stairs.
I looked at Sintia who was smiling, pretending to look at the computer screen in front of her.
"Aahhh, so very sweat sir Andre gemess." seduced Sintia later.
"Hmm don't think weird" I said to the girl, but she chuckled.
I threw my ass in the chair, I'm not comfortable with this situation. Is it only because of fear of being called a actor that I want to reject mas Firman, no, more than that, there are those who block my heart, especially Rangga, but why the man just disappeared, but why, should I plead and plead again, I have done it many times.
My mind screwed, making me unable to work, let's see why you look so weak in front of the Word, why he seems to be in control of you. Just say "No" why is it so hard.
It's difficult because he doesn't know the word no, many times he's asked him to leave, he always has a way of bringing himself back, always like that.
It's because of your own weakness, you give space in your heart, you don't close your heart to it. You still have feelings for him.
The two sides of my mind were fighting each other and fighting on their own. It really hurts my head.
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