THE SHADOW OF THE PAST

The BML Part 4

#Infant_Masa_Lalu_4

"When?" Surely later. He still remembers me apparently.

Not much has changed with the person in front of me. He is as handsome and sweet as ever. Only his body was more firm and contained.

"Mas Firman" I said slowly. I can't say anymore, for a moment I was glued.

"Bil.." Rangga's voice startled me, he appeared with Armand behind me.

"Armand's gonna pee". Said later.

"Oh yes. pee yes.. ayok ayok darling" I handed the goods mas Word that I still hold. And then he took Armand.

"I'm sorry mas" I said while covering my hands towards the Word that was still fixated on seeing me.

I immediately pulled Armand and Rangga. The Word that is still silent.

"What's so nervous" asked Rangga. Seeing my strange behavior.

"The shock was not intentionally hit the simas. Moga ajha stuff no one was damaged because it was on that fall".

My reasons. Rangga raised his eyebrows. Like I was not satisfied with my answer.

I hope that the Word is no longer in that hallway. I intentionally lulled long.

Until Rangga sent a WA message asking if I was okay.

I reasoned my stomach was heartburn. And ask them to return first to the playground.

I peeked in the air, there's no mas Word in the hallway. My heart is relieved, I take a deep breath and exhale the air.

After my nervousness was gone I walked slowly, out of the hallway.

Someone pulled my hand when I was about to turn left toward the playground.

My chest is back pounding. My God, the Word is still waiting for me.

I tried to pull my hand without looking at it but it got stronger.

I wanted to scream so he could let me go but it couldn't be funny to be the center of attention creating a furore.

I was shocked when Armand appeared beside me. I looked at Rangga who pulled my hand. He looked at me with a confused face.

"Darling why are you?" Ask later.

I took a long breath. And force a smile.

"Shocked" I replied then as I braced my chest and breathed out my breath.

Rangga continued to look at me full of probes.

"What the heck look at that cake" I said to divert his curiosity.

"Armand is hungry we eat first yes" he said later. I was relieved because Rangga did not continue his curiosity.

I realized Rangga was still curious. I just pretended to be okay.

"You ain't eating?" rangga asked to see me just ordering a drink.

"Diet" I replied. Though I had no taste after my meeting with Mas Firman just now.

Rangga laughed at my answer. He called one of the waiters and ordered a menu for me. I refused, but he didn't listen to me.

The ma'am who served us was just a smile a smile looking at our debate. Armand was already engrossed in the contents of his plate.

All the way home Rangga grabbed my hand. As if he didn't want to let go and kissed her once in a while.

We don't talk as much as usual.  Armand fell asleep in the back seat, as if my little man was exhausted.

Rangga carried Armand who was still slumbering into the room. He landed a kiss on my little man before leaving his room.

Rangga dropped his body. I followed him while carrying a glass of water.

"Sweetie, this is the vitamin" I sat on the bed.

Rangga got up and sat down cross-legged. I put the vitamins in his hand.

"Dear thanks" he said later. Her smile is so sweet. It seems like a long time ago I got diabetes. Every day I see that handsome guy smile.

"Don't forget to pray first" I said before heading out. Rangga nodded with a smile that still hung over his lips.

I looked in Armand's room but the boy was no longer in bed. I heard water coming from the bathroom.

I wait for him to sit on the bed.

"Shut his sleep?" I asked when he came out of the bathroom

"Sister, yes kebelet peed. Lagian Armand also has not prayed" he replied. I smile.

"Yes, if nyari kak Nabila in the garden decket room yes" said I while wiping his hair.

I opened my laptop there's an order to be done right away.

Checking some work in progress. And financial reports.

I have an appointment with someone today. I want to open a beauty clinic and a salon. Working with my friend Vivian in college and Lody a beauty doctor who is also Vivian's cousin.

Some time ago I had a survey of locations and places that I had been searching for some time. And it just so happens that the previous tenant contract was not extended.

Sintia told me I could see her at 1 today, she had asked the owner of the place she called Mr. Andre.

A young man let me into a room.

"I'm sorry to be waiting" a man in a sky blue shirt entered the room.

"It's okay" I said and stood up to regret it. He introduced himself as Robbie.

After speaking stale I also expressed the purpose of today's meeting.

"Actually I was just asked by the boss to accompany me for a while. Because my father came late. Take his wife to the hospital". Evidently.

"Oh that, um about what is still a long time, because I also have some other work" I've been here almost half an hour.

"A momentarily come, already below" he said while looking at the incoming message on his phone. "I'm sorry for the inconvenience" she asked again, smiling.

The door opened and Robby stood up and went out.

"Mas Firman" I gaped, why is the world so narrow I thought.

"When how are you?". He asked me not surprised to see me. Her cries stretched out I stood up and greeted her.

"Please sit down" he said later.

My lips are still stiff, I really didn't expect this meeting. But I have to be able to control myself. I let go of my anxiety trying to relax.

"Yes, sir, as my employees have said a while ago, I intend to rent the place of the father who is on A Yani street" I began to explain the purpose of this meeting.

At length I spoke while Firman just silently looked at me, his gaze even made me nervous.

"So how to pack the rental value from us, what can be considered" I asked later. I have to bid from the rental price that was revealed earlier. And hope to be lowered.

God, why is this guy looking at me like that. I try to avoid eye contact with him.

There was a knock and a shock to the Word. It seems he is daydreaming. Then he didn't listen to what I was talking about. I snorted in annoyance.

"Ma enter" he ordered while fixing his sitting position. A worker came in with a tray and 2 glasses of water.

He let me drink. I immediately sipped it. I don't know why my body feels hot in this AC room.

"How sir?" Asking back.

I presented a paper sheet containing the value and time of the rent I offered and also the use of the place later and other deal points. Because I'm sure he didn't listen to me.

Mas Firman read it for a while, and put it down later.

"Bil.." so Firman stood up and sat down right next to me, and he moved the wheeled chair closer to me.

I pushed my chair back away from him, but the shit behind me hit the wall.

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